Life Is a Roller Coaster |Sequel|

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When I get to Louis I hugged him so thight that he could barely breathe. Tears filled my and his eyes.

We both cried a lot. And I really couldn't think of what say or anything. I've never seen him so bad crying. It was always me. But exactly that was the reason why I was there. Even if I couldn't talk. I was there for him. Like I will always be.

I don't have any idea how he's supposed to perform tommorow but I'm sure that I need to help him.

We went to his place. I made him something to drink and eat. I'm not sure when he did any of that. But what I heard he was crying almost all the time when he wasn't sleeping. And I can see that and hear that. He speaks like he yelled all yesterday and his eyes are red and puffy. His all face kinda is. I know how it feels. I lost my mom and sister the same day.

It hurts like someone is stabbing you to hearth. Or like all your heart just break into pieces. And everytime you remembered on it. It stab you again. Your heart tear into even smaller piecies. And the times when I cried always just in bed. It hurts even more. And I don't want him to feel that. To cry just in your privacy. Then you start to hate that privacy and you try to do anything just not be alone or think about anything.

I can't let him to feel that. But he still wanna go to the performances so I will just help him in all way I can.

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After the performance Louis cried again. Everyone including me, Niall, Harry and Liam was there. Zayn wasn't even he was invited. What was one thing what made me so mad. But I let it be. The rest of them was there so yeah. I saw in Louis eyes that it hurts. But... That's just the way it is. The rest of members were talking about it too. We spent few days all togheter and then I needed to go and the guys too.

I feel still kinda sad because that's 3rd important woman in my life what died. And that's sucks. But I need to stop thinking about that. I will see my family and my girlfriend's famil, togheter. I'm so happy that she will be there with me. And that my sister will be there too. And her boyfriend maybe. She said she found a boyfriend. I don't have an idea when but she just found him.

So we will meet him. Yeah and I forgot to say that I'm officially killing Simon. Because what the f*ck he said to Louis. Ohhh he's so dead. So yeah. And if the Anne's boyfriend is some freaker he's dead too.

So yeah. We are already on the plane. I'm so happy. Btw with Connor we are good friends so yeah : ).

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We arrived 30 minutes late because some problems. My dad and bro is waiting. Then I noticed my sister and her boyfriend too. He looks like a nice boy so I hope he is. And I love the fact that even my or Anne's partner isn't from Czechia. So we will probably speak English all the Christmas. Robin can speak a little Czech. So maybe sometime we will speak Czech but our family don't have any problems with speaking English. Mom and dad were travelers using English a lot. I am living in Britain. Anne on the New Zealand and Luke is just the amazing person what learnt English and he can almost speak better than me. What I saw on our journey : ).

So we were celebrating. And giving gifts to others. It was amazing Christmas. It was the first year when I wasn't completely alone on the Cemetery any day. But I'm happy. I did another letter what I read to them. That was the only one moment when I was alone but not completely because Robin was waiting in front of the cemetery.

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So next chapter is the last before Epilogue. I don't know what will be there but yeah. Probably more informations about the Christmas. Sorry for late update. I love y'all. See ya. Byee