out of the grey [N. Sebastian]

im back

[<3]

for the first time in months, I pick up my phone and not my moms. holding the power button down, I watch as the white screen with the apple pops up.

it takes it a few seconds before it's finally back on, the second it realizes it has service, the buzzing from notifications doesn't stop for a good 2 minutes.

all from imessages.

Noah
Jolly
The boys group chat with all the boys
Jules
Will
Amelia

scrolling through them all, tears burn my eyes as I read all of their loving and supportive messages.

the boys gc + Maeve:

Jollypop 🍭:  I miss you Evie! you're the strongest person I know, I know you can get through this! I believe in you. I can't wait to beat your ass in Mario kart and I can't wait to lose at everything else. get better soon! I love you 💛
3:56pm  04/25/21

Oreo 🍪: Hey eve! If anyone can get through this it's undoubtedly you! I miss you and your kind, beautiful energy around the house! I can't wait for you to be back with us. feel better! Love you!
4:12pm  04/25/21

Foil 🥁: Hi Maeve, you're so strong! I believe in you to get through this! obviously you have to because you still need to sing Metallica with me ;) jokes aside, I hope you're getting the help you need and I hope you're feeling much better! I'll see you soon buddy! love ya 🤟🏻
4:42pm  04/25/21

Nickelodeon 🤠: Hey bud! I can't wait to see you again! We all miss you so much! I know you'll pull through this hard time and I know it's gonna take a while, but I know if anyone can do it, it's you. take care and I'll see you soon! love ya!
4:46pm  04/25/21

Jellybean 🎸: EVIE! I miss your hugs!! and I miss finding you at 2am in the kitchen eating ice cream which you'd share with me! I know you'll get through this! I can't wait to share ice cream again. I miss you and I'll see you soon! Love you!!!
5:05pm  04/25/21

mike&ike 🍬: hey, I miss you Maeve! I hope you're enjoying time to yourself, relaxing and getting the help you need! you're a great person and I can't wait to see you again! You're stronger than you think Maeve, I'm so proud of you! see you soon! Love u ✌🏼
6:36pm 04/25/21

Jules:

haveyouseenmyjool 💨: hey babes! I'm extremely proud of you! Every single day you give me something new to be proud of you for! You are incredibly strong, I know you can get through this! You have so many people rooting for you babes! I love you so much and I can't wait to see how much stronger you become after this. please take care of yourself, everyone and myself is beyond proud! You got this! I love you❤️❤️❤️
1:58am  04/25/21

Amelia:

smellymelly 😷: evie, I love you so much and I know you know. I can't express how proud I am of you for doing this to take care of yourself. You make me proud everyday. I can't wait hold you in my arms and cry with you over stupid sappy movies. You're best best friend anyone could have. I believe in you, you're so strong 🫶🏻 I can't wait to see you, you incredible human being!! I love and miss you so much love bug ❤️❤️
3:26pm  04/25/21