The big door slipped open as the loud buzzer rang . I wasn't supposed to be here and I was really risking a lot coming here but I had to see him .
I went in and sat down on the cold hard chair and waited until he arrived on the other side, with a baggy orange jumpsuit and a mean mug on his face .he kissed his teeth before sitting down and picking up the phone, once I realized I did the same
L: yo what the fuck you doing here? He yelled into the phone startling me a little bit
Y/n: I had to speak to you , yo mama put me on the list
L: you was at my mama house ? , I hope you ain't bring your sister bitch ass friends with you
I rolled my eyes , he knows my sister Monse hang out with that Santos boy so he always make sure to bring that up
Y/n: Latrell , ofc I didn't do that I know you don't mess with them
L: Aii so what you need to say ?
Y/n: for a few weeks I've been feeling sick , and I thought it was just a virus or something but I ain't get my period so i went to the doctors
L: Don't tell me some dumb shit Y/n
He interrupted what I was saying, he already knew what I came here for
Y/n: How is it dumb ?!?
L: if you bout to tell me you pregnant , don't I can't with that right now.
Y/n: Latrell are you kidding me ? You can't deal with me being pregnant
L: no , I don't got shit for you. I'm here I can't be there for no baby
Y/n: you so full of shit , you used to talk all day about a baby and now you acting like this.
Latrell used to talk so much about his future, he wanted to be a club owner but now he's locked up
Y/n: why you so cold to me ? you said that you loved me, so now that's gone too ?
I said tearing up , Latrell and I have been close for years before all of this , we never dated but always had each other and we hooked up occasionally but after monse's friend ceaser and him got into it and I found out he drew a gun while my sister was there we've been drifting apart
L: ofc I love you y/n I don't want to be seeing you cry and shit , but I can't protect you from in here
Y/n: I don't need protection
L: yeah you do, the santos they want my head once they find out you my girl they gon go for you and that kid . I can handle myself in here but out there you gon be on yo own
Y/n: so what you want me to leave freeridge ? Get rid of the baby ??
He shook his head before putting it down , he was crying now . His messy hair covering his face and muffled cries could be heard from the phone
L: I'm so sorry y/n
Is all he said which told me all I needed to hear , he wants me to do both . Im not safe here anymore and it's because of him
L: I failed you
Y/n: nah Latrell you failed yo self and that hurts me even more
L: I don't wanna lose you forever
Y/n: I'll be with you in memories , I'll write to you too
L: that's not the same ...
He cringed at the thought of us being apart and possibly losing contact with each other
Y/n: you know when you getting out ?
L: idk , they tryna pin some murder charge on me too , some Mexican lady
Y/n: I'll keep in touch with your moms , I'll check on her too
I said as a guard told him his time was up and that he had to go
L: I'm not ready yet
He tried fighting and arguing with the guards that were trying to handcuff him. They slammed him into the glass and I stood up meeting him eye level trying to calm him
Y/n: I gotta go now , I love you Latrell
I wiped my tears away and gathered my things . While they dragged him out
L: I love you y/n , im sorry
He yelled as the door shut and he was gone forever. What was I supposed to do now ? Where would I go ?
I left the prison and got in my car , I let all of my emotions out and cried for a bit in the parking lot before finally going home .
The end
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