"Thank you sir, hope you have a great day " I said to my cab driver as I tipped him $20 , I mean he did put up with me and my 10 suitcases all the way from the airport to my old hood in the Bronx .
As soon as I got in my childhood home I was tempted to eat some food but I suppressed the thought knowing I was trying to trick myself into going to see a certain someone
"Hey y/n what's the vibes ? "My cousin zoe said walking into my house with the rest of my family they all took their time to greet me before my cousin pulled me away again
"Where you trying to take me zo ?" I said as she started opening up my suitcases
"We are going out it's the 4th of July , zeddy invited us to his little kickback and you know who will be there so put on something sexy bc girl you've never looked better" she said making me feel self conscious
she was right though he hasn't seen me since I was 200 lbs heavier , when I left ny I was depressed and found peace in the gym and now I'm almost unrecognizable and im nervous about him seeing me [I will add a photo later I'm so sorry)
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Z: come on the drivers outside
Y/n: ok , I'll be back ma good night everyone
I said while getting into the car and trying to calm myself before the car pulled up to zeddy's house
Y/n: hey zo before we go in , do you think he misses me?
Z: girl that's a crazy question
Y/n: how so ?
Z: because you're you y/n , not only are you amazing but you're the love of his life and ik your story was cut short years ago but this is your moment to let him know that you want him back
Y/n: but what if he's done with me ?
Z: then fuck him girl
She said getting out the car and walking inside the house with me following behind
Z: hey bae , this y/n my cousin
Y/n: nice to meet you
Zw: Will but people just call me zeddy
Y/n: well it's nice to meet you will
I shook his hand as we walk further into the house and into the backyard filled with people
Z:aye there go kai
Y/n: let's go say hi
We walked up to him and greeted him and his friends
K: oh my gosh y/n you look great, how are you ?
Y/n: I've been good , focusing on myself And my work
K: yeah I heard from zo your a personal trainer now , gotta hire you to get me ocky nigga
He said flexing his muscles making me laugh
Y/n: you should definitely come by the gym then , I got a new job down here
K: so your back officially? Did you tell Fanum yet ?
Y/n: no I was actually wondering where he was at ?
K: y/n you know where he's at , why are you avoiding him ? Go talk to him
Y/n: fine
I said leaving him and walking to the grill , where everyone knows is his designated spot
F: hey y'all we got burgers, wings, and glizzy's no Diddy
He said while taking orders , he immediately stopped once we made eye contact
Y/n: hey
I said as I stood infront of him , he just looked me over but didn't say anything almost as if he was speechless
F: Damn
He pulled me into a hug and it felt like we were frozen in time and I thought that maybe we still felt the same way as we did before we left
F: I missed you so fucking much
Y/n: I missed you too I'm happy to see you , I thought that you'd hate me af-
F: let's just enjoy our time together, im really happy to see you too
Y/n: okay
I said grabbing his solo cup and taking a drink
Y/n: eww you still drinking henny straight ?
F: this the sauce baby, this why the food so good , lemme make your plate
Y/n: alright but not too much
I replied to him as he was walking to the grill , we had fun the entire night and stayed together the entire night until the kick back was over
Z: cuz you mind if I stay here instead going back with you
F: nah she don't she can stay at mines
Y/n: you sure?
F: yeah I'm sure , let's go now
Y/n: ok bye zo
TBC A/n: hello I haven't posted in a while but it's ok right ? 🙂 photos aren't uploading rn so I'll fix it later
