Do you remember me? (skz fanfiction)

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Jeongin PoV

When I woke up I could feel pain ripping through my shoulder. I tried to push myself up to sit up but it took a lot longer than if I didn't have to feel that pain. I could hear low voices. They came from another room and I couldn't understand what they were talking about.

I slowly tried to get up and walk to the voices. No matter how I moved it always hurted. I tried to suppress the pain and just keep going. It was just the shoulder.

The voices came from a room which turned out to be the kitchen. "What are you trying to explain to me?" I heard a voice say I feared I would never hear again. Seungmins voice.

Hyunjin, Chan, Felix and Seungmin were sitting at a table in the kitchen. They were talking about something that seemed important. I just wanted to hug them all and never let go. I stood there and did nothing. I waited until one of them noticed me, which Hyunjin did so he pushed himself up from his chair. He got very close to me and said softly so that the others didn't hear, "I need to talk to you."

I nodded slightly and was then taken to another room by him. It was a cozy room with a bed and next to it a  nightstand with a lamp on it. As I knew the older one, there was nothing on the ground. Everything was clean, the only thing that was a little messy was the table on where some drawings lay. Hyunjin's drawings.

"I'm sorry," I heard the other say so I turned to him. I just looked at him. It was so nice to see his face again. "I should have known it wasn't you. I'm your best friend after all. But I was tricked. I was blinded. Blinded by love... You have to understand. I was just so happy that you were back. I was so incredibly happy when you showed up on the doorstep and I was able to hug you. I just couldn't bear to be without you. But when I think about how long you were alone. How much you must have missed us I feel miserable. I feel like the biggest idiot for thinking he was you. I'm sorry Jeongin..." he said, his voice breaking at times.

Blinded by love...

I was silent for a moment until I replied: "It's okay. I probably would have fallen for it too if your doppelganger had shown up. And I have to admit that he copied me quiet good. Right now I'm just happy to be here. Here with you. With all of you."

Then I remembered that I hadn't seen Minhoand Jisung on the dining table. Maybe they were somewhere else at that moment. And Changbin... We broke apart when we got information where the others might be. I hoped he would find us soon.

The older seemed about to say something but decided not to say it. I got a little closer to him so I could get a better look at him. "Hyunjin... I missed you so much," I said, almost whispering. He didn't say anything, just looked at me.

"It feels like I betrayed you," he whispered back. "You didn't. He was just using you. I'm not mad at you if that's what you're thinking," I said, taking his hands. He leaned down slightly and kept eye contact. Until his eyes caught my lips. My heart was beating faster and my breathing seemed irregular. He came closer to my lips and I could feel his warm breath. "Can I?" he asked and I nodded slightly. The next moment I felt his lips on mine. They were soft and he gently pressed them against mine. I began pressing mine against his as well. I never had much experience in it but it felt right. It felt like my lips belonged to his. A tingling spread throughout my body and I couldn't help but enjoy the kiss. When we parted we looked at each other. It was like we forgot everything that had happened.

"Do you know how long I've been waiting for this?" he asked me and a slight smile formed on his lips. I started grinning like an idiot and squeezed his hand slightly.

At that moment everything seemed so beautiful. Everything seemed so simple and normal. But we knew that wasn't the case.
Who knows what fate still has in store for us.

Mar 8th 2023

I know what fate is planning for them :D ~Yumi