Sarah's P.O.V.
After me and Matt kissed I didn't know how to feel.
I didn't know what to say.
He's just staring at me while I try and come up with the right words to say.
"Sarah?" Matt asks softly.
I'm still processing everything in my mind.
"Sarah?" Matt asks again.
"I-uh. Hmm." I sigh "Matt I don't know..."
Before I can finish Matt speaks.
"Why can't you just believe me?" He pleaded.
"Matt I want to, but I can't." I said.
"WHY NOT?" He raises his voice.
"I don't know I just can't!" I raise my voice.
He lets out a long sigh and shakes his head no.
"What?" I ask.
"I, hmm, why?" He pleads again.
"MATT HIW AM I JUST SUPPOSED TO FORGIVE YOU?" I almost yell.
"Because the reason why we 'hate' each other is because i was a dick to you." He says calmly.
"Exactly." I sigh.
"Well you have to get over that... I did." He tells me.
"I can't." I said.
"Stop saying that." He runs his hands through his hair.
"I can't." I said to mess with him.
"Stop." He said trying to stop from smiling.
We both start laughing but once as I realize that we're laughing I stop and cross my arms.
"Come on Sarah don't be like that." Matt says taking my arms and making it so that they're no longer crossed but by my sides.
I just sigh and re-cross them.
"Sarah." Matt whines.
I gave up and uncrossed my arms.
"See? Don't you feel better?" He asks.
"How is uncrossing my arms supposed to make me feel better?" I question.
"I don't know." Matt shrugs.
"Matt you should go." I said trying to keep from falling into his trap.
"Why?" He asks.
"I don't want to fall into trap." I said quietly.
"What trap?" Matt asks.
"Yours." I said.
"Ok I need more information cause I don't know about this 'trap'" he air quotes trap.
"You know, the one where you act all sweet and then go back to the dick you are. Or were." I explained.
"Sarah, I'm not going to do that." He said sweetly.
That sweet voice of his makes me want to believe him.
"Than believe me." Matt smirks.
"Shit, I said that out loud?" I ask embarrassed while hiding my face in my hands.
"Yea you kinda did." Matt removes my hands from my face and smiles.
"I just don't know." I said looking at my hands which are in Matt's grip.
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Behind his smile...
Fanfiction"They say that people with the most beautiful smiles have the deepest secrets..." Sarah is just a normal girl who just happens to live next door to the school bad boy Matthew Espinosa. The two don't really get along... Anymore. They used to be best...
