Behind his smile...

Chapter 33

Matt's P.O.V.

I'm not sure if this friendship with Sarah is going to work out.

I mean sure I've always liked her and it was basically when I was younger when I said that I didn't like her.

But still that was last year. Almost two years ago actually.

Which brings me to the realization that we only have like less than one week left of school and I really need to study for finals.

"Hey mom I'm gonna go take Burnie for a walk!" I yell through the house cause I don't know where my mom is.

I get the leash and of course Burnie and go outside.

"So Burnie, where should we go?" I ask even though he can't answer.

"Good idea, the park." I answer my own question.

"Or we could go by Sarah's house?" Burnie tugs on the leash in the other direction "I guess we're going to the park then." I sigh.

After I took Burnie for a walk I decided that since me and Sarah are trying to be friends that I would go over there.

(Text convo. M-Matt S-Sarah)

M- hey, can I come over???

S- sure. The doors open and I'm in my room.

M- thx. Btw, since finals is coming up wanna study?

S- I guess so. Actually yeah that sounds like a good idea. : )

M- cool I'm on my way.

End of convo.

I grab my backpack and go to Sarah's.

I don't bother knocking on the door because Sarah told me to just come in. But it's awkward since I haven't really let myself into her house for so long.

I run up stairs and into Sarah's room.

Sarah's P.O.V.

Matt enters my room and he looks nervous?

"Hey what's up?" I ask casually.

"Uh. Nothing." He replies.

"Ok. Wanna start studying?" I ask.

"Yeah." He says blandly.

"You ok?" I question.

"Just tired that all." He smiles.

"Alright. Let's start with history." I say opening my history book.

"Ugh! Do we have to?" Matt whines.

"It's my least favorite subject. So I want to get it over with." I tell him.

"I don't mind history, I'm actually pretty good at it, but I hate studying." Matt says.

"We'll do you want to talk for a little bit?" I ask setting my book down.

"About what?" Matt asks.

"Anything!" I smile.

We end up talking for an hour just catching up an stuff.

"Ok, we should probably study now." I laugh.

"Yeah I guess." Matt frowns.

It was actually really fun talking to Matt. I forgot how fun it is to talk to him.

I reopen my history book and we read the over the review that we were given.

I always see that Matt never opens his backpack all the way.

"Matt why don't you even unzip your backpack all the way? You always only unzip the top part." I ask.

"Uh. No reason." He quickly zips it back up.

"No tell me. I always see you open it like that." I said.

"I said there's no reason!" He says through clenched teeth.

"Geez Matt I was just asking!"

"Well next time don't ok?" He says with sad/ angry eyes.

"What the fuck? Just tell me." I am getting annoyed.

"Fuck no! It's my own business what's inside, or not inside, my backpack!" He Almost yells.

I take a huge breath in and out "ok, let's just get back to studying."

Matt and I are sitting next to each other in my bed going over our reviews to see if we have close to the same answers.

"That ones wrong." I point out.

"No king George III died in 1738!" Matt says.

"No he was born on that day." I say.

"No I'm right. I'll even look it up..." He says going onto google.

"Ya know? Who cares about king George III anyways?" He says locking his phone.

"So that means that I was right? HA! I knew it!" I say getting close to his face.

We stay that close for a while. It's not awkward though which is strange because we're both staring at each other.

We both start to lean in and before I can think about the consequences were kissing.

We're actually kissing and its not at a party!

Wow I sound lame.

The kiss is getting heated and Matt tugs at my shirt.

I take his hands and put them by his side because I don't want to go that far, but I do t want to stop the kiss.

I think Matt noticed so he just kept his hands on my waist.

We fell back onto my bed and he was hovering on top of me.

"So? I'm guessing you like me?" Matt smirks.

I look at him with a straight face trying not to just attack him with kisses.

He slowly comes down and kisses me again.

But this time he picks me up so that I'm in his lap and not underneath him.

"Sarah... I... Should..." Matt says in between kisses "that..." He pulls away.

"Sarah, I like you ok!?" He says looking away.

"Ok." I say back.

"Ok? That's all I ever back is an 'ok'? What about a 'oh Matt I like you too?'" He mimics my voice.

"Fine, 'oh Matt I like you too'" I copy what he said.

"shut up. It's not right for us to talk this much." He smirks.

"What do you mea-" before I can finish he's kissing me again.

This time I let him go further. He takes off my shirt and it reveals my pink bra.

He pulls away and looks at me.

"Matt stop! It's no different than seeing me in a bikini." I Say looking into his eyes.

"Well than if it's the same then let's get rid of your shorts too." He smirks.

"Only if you get rid of your shirt." I say.

We both undress, which is an odd feeling, and look at each other.

"You know? We should go swimming sometime." Matt licks his lips.

"Sure." I say trying not to only look at his stomach.

We both kiss again and Matt grabs my butt. I gasp into the kiss but keep kissing him.

I can feel him smiling into the kiss which makes me happy.

"Sarah?" He asks out of breath.

"Yeah?" I say.

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

A.N.
CLIFFHANGER. SORRY NOT SORRY. BUT NEXT CHAPTER YOULL FIND OUT. IT MIGHT BE KIND OF OBVIOUS WHAT SHE'S GONNA SAY.

MAGCON? I kinda want it back. Do you?