75 - help

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yall im finna speed shit up- 75+ chapters aint cutting it so ima try to end somewhere in the 80's cs i hate chapters like this/the ones i been writing so this chapter gone be long

yall im finna speed shit up- 75+ chapters aint cutting it so ima try to end somewhere in the 80's cs i hate chapters like this/the ones i been writing so this chapter gone be long

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Melody Nills
Los Angeles, California
2:19 pm

I laid in the bed, staring at the black TV as I cuddled up under my covers.

The days have been going by so slow and I haven't talked to anyone except my parents and Melani.

It just hurts doing anything, knowing my mother is gone and I had to watch her last moments.

Yes, I'm happy that I got to see her before it was too late but it hurts. I miss her and I barely even knew her for a year.

I missed out on 18 years with her and when I finally got to get to know her then she ended up passing away.

My phone has been powered off for days because I was tired of getting all these calls, messages, and dms.

I heard momma talking the other day and the label was seriously upset because I hadn't been keeping up on my music. I could care less because my mother just died.

I know everyone is worried about me but I just don't want to talk or be around anybody. Nothing makes me happy as of late and I've barely had the motivation to get up and take a shower.

A knock on my door broke me out of my thoughts and I just decided to ignore it.

It was probably momma but she was just gone come in anyways so I just waited.

The door knob turned and the door opened slowly as my eyes flew over to the door. Imagine my surprise though when I seen Jaxon instead of my mom.

"Hey." He said as he came in and closed the door behind him.

I looked at him, noticing the small stuff he had in his hands. He had a pink gift bag with tissue paper, some flowers, and a bag from chickfila.

He know I love me some chickfila and honestly, this my first time getting actually hungry in the past few days.

"Hey." I mumbled as he came and set the bags down on my bed while I sat up.

"How you been?" He asked, sitting on the side of the bed.

I shrugged as I stared at my lap, closing my hands together.

I felt him staring at me as he sighed before pushing the food towards me.

"I ain't gone sit up here and just say the same bullshit to your face and say everything gone be okay but I'm here for you, Melody. Anything you need and ima help you get through this." Jaxon told me.

"Thank you, Jax." I said as I leaned towards him.

He hugged me and we sat there for a moment, just enjoying this moment with one another.

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