Chapter 11

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Some claim that the word "resent" is powerful.

However, I am skeptical to trust the word "resent" as sufficient to define such...

sentiments.

Being alone and lonely are two different things, I am not lonely yet I feel alone.

How is such a lack of contraction to make such a significant differentiation?

Two words so similar only to contradict each other completely in most ways. 

lonely is to have no solidarity or companionship

To feel alone is to experience such thing when in fact you are not.

Atleast that is my distinguished understanding

To be alone is a cruel thing, being lonely on the other hand is not so horrible.

I would know, I am alone in this world. Not lonely; alone. Its a constant lack I endure. One I am tentative to explore or extinguish.

I hate being alone.

But there are some times when I don't feel that lack, some people that are able to make me forget about that factor of my life. Not rid me of it, no. Simply forget.

I could never explain it because people would never understand it.

The demeanor of which being alone and being lonely evoke from the human mind are significant in their own ways. 

  Just like the phrase I would or could.

you see I could simply dismiss the situation at hand.

Yet I would like to burn the skin off his bones instead.

or I'll give you one better.

I will  make him choke on his own blood and give him an idea of how the flames of hell will burn him.

because I will be the ruin of him.

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Always need to add in some dramatics:)

Tysm for reading and voting<3

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