Cold as ice (douma x reader)

25.

⚠️HUGE SPOILER WARNING⚠️
THIS WHOLE CHAPTER IS SPOILERS FOR THE INFINITY CASTLE ARC PLEASE DONT READ UNLESS YOU READ THE MANGA OR OK WITH SPOILERS.

"DOUMA! Please... please don't leave me." Tears fell one by one on his face. His body slowly faded into the wind as he looked at me with equally teary eyes. "I love you y/n please don't forget that." Douma said taking in the last time he would see me.

I jolted up from my mattress breathing heavily. I put my hands over my face feeling the tears transfer to my hands. "What the hell..." I whispered.

I had no idea what that was. I looked different... my demon form changed. And...Douma...

I didn't even wanna remember what I had just seen. I stood up feeling my body shaking and went over to check on Douma. He stayed up with Koko as akaza went out to cool off from the other day.

The moment I walked through the door and Douma saw me he reached his arms out to me. I quickly ran over and accepted his arms.

"Did you have an odd dream again my dear?" He questioned. Yea...this may have been going on for a few days. I've been having these...dreams... the first one was master Muzan blowing up. The next was nakime getting controlled. This time it was Doumas death.

Just thinking about the last one made me burst into tears again. "Don't leave me please...Douma please...you can't die..." I could tell his expression changed even with my face buried in his shoulder. He rubbed my back softly and looked at Koko.

He tried to speak, but nothing came out of his mouth. Koko was only speakless. I just kept sobbing at the thought of losing him. And possibly many more. They are my friends after all and Douma has don't everything to help me. If he dies...how could I live on.

Douma continued to comfort me and Koko as well. I soon calmed down enough to explain what I said and what Douma had said. "Please Douma please tell me it's not true. Tell me these dreams won't come reality. I love you too much to lose you." I kept my head on his shoulder so I couldn't see his face. What Koko later described was he looked like he just went on a killing spree and forgot to lock the blood off himself.

Douma knew what I ment when I said I loved him but, he still accepted one of the only moments he could have me say such things.

"Y/n please continue saying about these dreams. If they are to become reality then we may have a clue about how to prevent to future." Koko told me.

I lifted my head to look at him and nodded. I hopped off of Douma and sat next to him instead. (You sat on his legs you dirty minded fucks)

They continued there conversation pior to my interruption to distract me from my thoughts. It helped a bit, but it still lingered in my head.

I tugged on Doumas shirt an indication that I needed energy. Also known as human flesh. He nodded to me and before he could do anything there was already a pile of limbs infront of me. Koko shined a weird awkward smile but I still smiled back at him.

In the words of Akaza, "my smile could shine a whole room of darkness."

I feasted on every single piece infront of me and gained more than enough energy.

"Hey Douma. This may sound ridiculous, but I want to be fully demon." I said without any trouble. If Douma was drinking tea it would have went all over me and Koko.

Once he recovered from my ridiculous request he told me a stern no.

I rolled my eyes and went to Koko who would now do anything for me. "Koko can you take me to Muzan to make me fully demon." I begged.

He nodded and cut off Doumas hands before he got to protest by hitting Koko. I smiled brightly while patting Doumas back.

I know I want this because I need to protect everyone. I am there secret. No one knows about me except the upper moons and master. I can win this battle if I just had more.

Douma could see the dedication in my eyes and soon gave up on trying to stop me. My mind was already made up and he learned quickly nothing and no one could change my thoughts.

A meeting would be hosted in a few days time anyway to discuss what we would do about the loss in the ranks.

Also apparently upper5 has some news he wanted to share with everyone and have permission to act upon the news.

"Y/n...I respect your decision and know you just want to protect me. You will make a wonderful upper moon..."

It's been 2 months since that day...I am now proudly upper moon 4. Upper moon 4 and 5 got defeated by the mist and love hashira...and tanjiro.

I was fully turned and given massive amounts of blood. I gained new abilities along with my Douma ability.

I still had my sword that was transformed along with me. (How does that happen I have no fucking idea don't ask)

I was a demon that used to be a demon slayer. I could still use my ice breathing along with many more new breathing techniques.

Im currently running along side Douma who I am equal speed with. I could probably get into a upper 3 spot if I so wished. However, no blood battles were to happen until the battle is won. That meant I could only receive upper 4 for the time being.

The battle would begin in 2 weeks time. After the great loss we gave suffered it had to be moved forward much earlier than expected. Master Muzans rage could no longer be contained.

Me and Douma were just on a mission to eat as manny humans we can to be as strong as we can. We would be battling together. No doubt it would be an unfair advantage on our side. Once Douma was cleared I would love to Koko. Koko is hard to beat but not impossible. The wind and stone hashira would be against him along with the mist. 3v1 isn't very fair even for Koko.

Akaza in a later dream I had would be against the water hashira and Tanjiro. I refused to join Akaza in defeating them. I would not kill Tanjiro or his sister. That I stood firmly on.

I also knew how Douma would die..that's why I developed a plan. A plan Douma doesn't know the details too. I simply explained the first person to walk through the door do not digest. I would handle it.

I knew he would not question me especially when these dreams I have could come to be.

In 2 weeks...all the upper moons with survive!