The Maia and Ross Diaries 2

C19 - I Used To Bite My Tongue

"Hello disturbing, poor, deranged people of New York city. I hope your having a horrible day; because this will make it even more horrible and you might want to slit your neck open afterwards, so remove yourself from any silver wear. But it comes to my attention that the very GLEE CLUB keeps coming back like ambiguous sexual villains, stronger like the crying citizens aren't watching them write and twitter their hysterical, fluctuating, denounced, demonic horror book. That might as well be what the gay team of The Maia and Ross Diaries "(Glee Club)" is called after they wrote a chapter about being ugly, because they've went on to make a gay sequel with gay characters and gay story plots. I want to know who is encouraging this. A bunch of young people making a book about doe head's and outcasts losers. In my time when you were an outcast you masturbated or read a book about Math. This book contrasts bi-curious machinations of a cabal of doughy, misshapen adults and I am literally bleeding at the sight of the credits of Diva Weeks and Twerk, and the book isn't even in stores yet. If you think I'm letting children buy this you are mistaken as I will make it my life's lottery to throw the book out of anyone's hands at Wal-Mart and say to the parents 'It's full of gay's and idiots.'

This book will be destroyed, if it's the last thing I do in my life of being a champion in a town of losers and sexual, horny, elephants. The gay, happy, Glee Club of The Maia and Rash Diaries makes it seem like you should be proud of being whatever. But I say being a WINNER is much more realistic. And that's how Sue," The women put a C up. "See's it."

Sue Sylvester.

The Maia and Ross Diaries' new persistent enemy that was starting to attack them every chance she got, but me, not realizing she had her own broadcast called Sue's Corner made me want to throw up all over myself. (Probably the worst thing a human could do to themselves but I couldn't care less about my health state)

This hurt too much.

My mouth dropped open while Sue had been talking - ranting - but afterwards the impact had been much worse, the fact sliding in that I and the others had never gotten out of being the underdogs of New York...We we're still pretty much hated by a lot of people, others simply sitting by and watching the drama go down. Then there are the growing fans and Sue... Talking all confidence I had, of ever forgetting who I was and why this wouldn't work out. I didn't let her convince me she was right... Because I'd believed too much of what people thought of me, to much lately - It's how the whole book started... but that didn't make it hurt any less. Sue had been coming into the choir room, setting "traps" busting in whenever she wanted, and shoving people into the lockers like they did something to her - Puck and Kurt mainly...

Throwing my popcorn onto the TV missing Sue's face, I knew I couldn't take it anymore. You could sing a Hate on Me Hater song to these people but they'd still find a way to hate on you, and humiliate you. "AH!" I screamed throughout the house, my family probably thinking maybe having a baby was a bad choice for me due to the mood swings - Know one does mood swings worse or more irritating than Mitchell's themselves.

It didn't take long for Ross to rush by my side that night in the dark living room where the only light was coming from the TV -- I'd been crying... my hormones had been getting at me lately, and I've just been so damn tired.. And all of this made it worse.

"Go back to bed." I cried towards Ross, but he joined me on the couch anyway... He was shirtless and frustrated, when he pulled me into his arms. "What's the matter?" He asked keeping his cool, but I knew he wanted to punch me or tell me to stop - I started keeping my cries quieter not wanting to worry him, or to the point where it was bad for our baby... but it was too late.