Of course I'll be fine, I'm always fine. But we have to fight, because it's just us now. There were five of us and now it's just you and I and it can't be just me. It can't be. I will go down swinging for you, Ross. You know I will. But that means y...
I live for the high. I live for the moments with my people I call my friends. When we laugh together it feels like relief filling my chest. I live for leisured and steady kisses while smiling with my husband, and watching our kids grow up every day and talk to us, to each other, it's really cute. I live seeing a little bit of Ross in our kids. I live for saving the day and finding realistic fixes to real situations. I live to find joy and try to write about it. These things are kept most important to my heart. Of course they would be. But though personally, I do not live to die.
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There is a fine line between giving up completely and wanting to feel alive. So when you're ready to act on it, you can cross back over at any time.
Maia
"You could've just told me you missed me."
He ran his hands, his tight touchy hands down my long blue pajamas while I couldn't help but giggle mindlessly, holding tightly onto his arms. "Ross." I whined as he put me in his lap, the sunlight seeping into the curtains and brightening the room... brightening his face. Every single time I looked at that face... I couldn't be more overjoyed, especially to see him this excited.
Ross' hands slide up my thighs and I'd be lying if I said he didn't drive me crazy, afterwards he squeezed them, later extending his hands under my t shirt. He tenderly kisses me and I kiss him back waiting to hear the appeased moans that came at que. I wanted him and I wanted him quite desperately. My body was against his, my legs spread out between his and everything within me was exploding with lust for this one person. It wasn't hard for me to know what to do next with him.
Once his body was below mine I leaned against him slowly, as he glanced at me lecherously ready for my taking. I put my full weight above him, my fingers sliding across his neck and ruffling his hair that he had not tampered with yet.
I could feel that he wanted me as much as I wanted him from the way he took my hips and balanced me closer into him, while he aggressively took my bottom lip between his. Soon, he muttered things in my ear while he began to kiss down my neck, continuously - that made me lose it.
Our lips separate while I pull his shirt over his head, his body exposed once again. I take off my own shirt, press my lips on each one of his abs for sport which seem to make him satisfied, the soft moan escaping his mouth. Running my hands across his skin and down to his jeans, my elbow just barely bumps into his erection, I feel my insides firing up. I felt it between my legs and it soon grew everywhere.
I looked at the bulge, kissing it lightly through his jeans as he filched. "Maia." He reached for his belt as I slapped his hands away watching his size increase through the front. I continued to kiss it, the moans becoming progressively louder and louder from Ross. Everything inside of me felt like a peony firework setting off for it's first time before it's blown out, in my case I was just getting started.
