C26 - I Wanted to be Far too Perfect

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McKenzie's POV

I hate everything.

If you cross out my overwhelming, fatty pregnancy, I am some whert a natural born leader, No I'm kidding. I've followed just about everybody in this hell hole - But one thing that's true is I'm not afraid to cut a bitch. Yes, a star. But I've been out of touch with that lately with being kicked off the Cheerios (Sue's actually decent cheer leading team) and living with Ty and his mother, who doesn't make three meals a day like my parent's did for me, I mean, c'mon. Food is my main survival right now and bacon is not allowed under Ty's roof. How depressing.

Anyway where was I? Oh right a leader. My possible comeback is to change this school. And myself... for the better..

I was at my locker when a sudden thought of how I use to approach school with dignity came back to me and I stood there in thought, looking down at my baby bump...

Without the cheer leading street credit I can't be liked exactly like I used to be... even if all the smiles and waves we're pretend... down the hallways, pretend made you special.

I hold my books to my chest, and not my hand on my hip. And I get knocked aside... invisible. I'm nothing.

I've been trying to get in touch with myself again, like some kind of pervert to his fetish. But that's kind of hard now'a'days.

"Say hello to the trash, bitches" Tori and the Cheerios snickered beside me, who I thought we're my friends from when I use to perform with them, strode past with the others in their uniforms as I watched, my back to my locker.

I plainly watched them walk past with more laughs to come, their ponytails bobbing with every movement.

I folded my arms leaning against my locker watching them. If that was who I used to be, I felt sorry for the people I'd done that to, or supported it. It hurts. But I smiled sliding my leg up on my locker realizing that I could do better. And that this week I'd change that view of myself. I'd change my ways, because stars shines brighter when their not burning others out.


Choir Room

Oh, whoa Oh, whoa Oh, whoa

You know you love me, I know you care
Just shout whenever, and I'll be there
You are my love, you are my heart
And we will never, ever, ever be apart

..Wait

"Are we an item, Girl quit playin! "We're just friends" WHAT are you sayin?" Sam Evans, to EVERYONE'S surprise began to sing, while popping his chest out twice, and widely in front of Quinn and Maia...

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