The Maia and Ross Diaries 2

C53 - Before You Start Your Day

"Maia. I have an idea. But you have to trust me."

With age came wisdom, days where things were dark and cloudy, and trust came with less courtesy but we still managed to find the truth in a lie. We trust with light hearts because there was nothing more great to do until we were stabbed in the front, the side, the back and everything else that impulses us to tell people how we feel. We become masters of disguise.

"I trust you. What is it?"

Hospital

"No! No!" Mckenzie screamed at the news that her doctor told her with a heavy heart. Bandages we're cornered all over her face as she was just informed horrible news that the accident from the crash had caused. When she recognized who she'd been around she thought that she was already dead and this was just the afterlife. But it wasn't.

Yesenia had been next to her knotted up in the same arm and neck tubes as her, and eyes lightly closed and the additional blood pouring through her bandages, causing disturbance to her eyes. "Please." McKenzie cried to the side shutting her eyes away from the blood and the temptation not to scream at being told she lost her baby. 

She didn't even know she was pregnant. She just didn't know. She thought she learned from it, but she didn't even know she lost her baby in the accident. It was Ty's... and suddenly her vision went blurry when the tears effortlessly left her eyes that had blood lined up with the bags that surrounded them.

She closed her eyes for one second. "My baby. My bab-y- my" And her baby she didn't even know she had was gone into nothing. In an instant she was conflicted by the thought and feeling which added on to the why her stomach had suffered more from the accident.
Her heart ached and her eyes leaked with emotion as her soul mourned, the doctor looking down at her in guilt. "We did everything we could. We're lucky to even have you alive."

As Mckenzie was to busy trying not to scream, hugging her abused body tightly she alerted doctors from all corners of the hospital and felt the stares... only a moment that changed forever. And forever was a long time. She didn't want to live anymore after hearing that she lost her baby. It hurt like hell altogether that she made it instead of the child...
she lost all senses of her body and her mourning soul felt nothing but pain.

Leave me alone, went through her thoughts. Leave me alone.

Day 1

There was no way to describe what was going to happen to Mckenzie. All her classmates came to try and console her and it just made her even more down. There weren't any words to describe losing a child that she could've cared for just as she did for the first one. So she layed on her side and did her bed rest time, but inside she was a wreck and slowly denigrating. 

Her kid must've been so scared in the crash. Because Mckenzie was too before they ran into that car and flipped over almost out of nowhere. The bus was bigger than the car and here she was hurting... because of a car and a bus... she felt so much anger slipping right through the palm of her hands.

Yesenia woke up next to Mckenzie earlier and was told she had a tumor from the examination, and that if she was never in the crash she would had died anyway in less than a month. It felt like with the vibe of the room that they we're already dead and gone and better off that way. Ty brought Jamie and that made her remember that she could've had two healthy children if that car wasn't so reckless with her life...