Spiderhalo

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This was requested by fluff_balls_uwu and sense they didn't really have an idea I'm going to improvise, the art is by jello_lovely on twitter (aka the person who requested this chapter) also I'm going to make skeppy a bit of a bitch because I have love-hate feelings to him. 

⚠️WARNING⚠️

Blood

Death

Crying

Panic attack

⚠️WARNING⚠️

If your uncomfortable please don't read, also im changing my character's looks and basically everything to match how I have them in gacha because I wanna use my videos for some chapters  too.

Anyways enjoy my orphan's

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Panic cuddles

They sat at the dock looking into the water below, seeing his face looking back at him. Had they always looked like that? Had something changed? They swear they looked different before everything had happened, he could remember two identical white eyes that matched the white clouds that covered the sky and skin that was untouched and pitch black like the void he was made in. Footsteps broke them out of their head, he knew who it was but he didn't want to turn to face the man, shame and heartbreak riddled through them at the thought of the man. Breaking the silence bad asked "do...do you think they'll forgive me?" His voice soft and quiet an effect of being controlled and held by something that could care less wether you lived or died or if you ever spoke again. Bad didn't want to die. The man behind them sucked in a breath and seemed to hold it "I don't know" he said his voice still smooth as bad remembered but it also held anger and frustration in it, bad hummed still looking at the water and his reflection along with the man's reflection.

He looked on in pain and anguish as the other's reflection moved to raise an arm, then bringing it down with the sword held tight in it.

Bad's POV

I woke up in a cold sweat feeling my body shake and heart pounding in my chest. I hate that memory. I hate that dock. I hate that egg. I hate that land. But, I don't hate the people on it nor do I blame them for how they treated me. I sat up on my bed, looking over I seen dapper still asleep from when I sang him a song, I wish I had my other children with me, eryn would have loved it here and would have loved being a big brother to dapper while jr. would cling to me like the world was ending. I chuckle slightly standing up letting my long night gown drag slightly on the floor as I walked to the kitchen and grabbing a glass of water.

I looked over at a picture hanging on the wall, it was me, eryn, sapnap, jr., and skeppy. I miss them deeply but I had to leave, sapnap hated me, eryn wanted to stay with fire and go on Minecraft torment's and adventures with him, skeppy told me that if I was leaving that he would NEED to keep jr. saying I was 'unstable', then the man himself...looking at him all I saw was the egg. All I saw was the the red and unsmiling face. All I saw was the sword that came down fallowed by the pain. 

My breathing picked up and my eyes watered, the glass in my hand shook before I dropped it and it shattered on the floor soon followed by me as sat with my knees to my chest as I rocked back and forth. Breathing got harder as I tried take in air, my chest was tight and I clinched at the  fur that covered it, my tail swaying trying to cling onto something to bring me back into reality but it seemed like everything disappeared. Tears rolled down my face and sobs broke from me, I wanted someone here, someone to hold me. Why couldn't I have what others have?

Third person POV

Dapper woke up to the sound of crying, it wasn't the first time but he would never tell his dad that. Dapper looked at where his dad should have been laying only to see it empty, dapper shot up worry taking over as he bolted out of his bed and followed the sound of gasping breaths and sobs. Running into the kitchen he seen the blood on the floor where bad had dug the broken shards of glass into his legs and feet, dapper himself wasn't wearing shoes and even if he was he has no idea what to do! Sure he's read books about mental health after bad had taught him how to read but he himself had no idea what to do in this situation and his rising anxiety and panic wasn't helping. An idea came to him and he ran back to his and bad's bed room and grabbed bad's QSMP communicator before going through the list of names, stopping on one he pressed the call button before running back to bad with it in hand, he made sure to grab a pair of slippers so he could reach bad.

By the time dapper got back the phone was answered and a tired voice sounded from it "hello? Badboy?" It asked "no no it's dapper!" The little dragon said panic in his voice could be clearly heard as he rushed over to his dad "dapper!? What's wrong!?" Roier asked -the voice over the phone- "I- I DON'T KNOW! D-DAD- I HEARD CRYING A-AND" dapper said stumbling as he himself started to break down, he wanted to help his dad and he knew what was wrong with him but he was panicking and frustrated that he couldn't do it alone even though he knew what to do.

Roier shushed him through the phone as he got up and slipped on pants and his jacket "dapper, dapper I'm going to need you to calm down, I'm no my way, okay?" He said in the calmest vioce he could figuring that dapper didn't need two panicking, stressed dad's "b-but-" dapper started but Roier cut him off "no no, don't get into your head," he said rushing out his door into the night "I just walked out my door and I'll be there soon" he could hear dapper breathing in and out trying to calm down "o-okay" he said.

Roier didn't run he bolted to bad's house and practically splintered the door trying to open it, running in to the sounds he seen bad bleeding and dapper hugging them. Roier rushed over and scooped bad up making sure dapper didn't fall into the glass, roier held him close shushing him "bad, bad calm down, it's okay" he said holding the demon close and rubbing his hand against their back.

Sitting on the couch, bad laid on roier's chest while dapper curled into his arm "you feeling better Badboy?" Roier asked but bad didn't respond 'aww he fell asleep' the hispanic thought with a slight blush on his face, roier tried to get up but the two sleeping bodies pulled him back and seemed to cuddle closer "don't, please" bad said their voice soft and quiet. Roier puases before breathing out and relaxing, wrapping his arm around the sleeping demon "okay, i'll stay as long as you need" he said closing his eyes glad he texted jaiden on the way over.

Maybe he should spend the night over a lot more.

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