My Perfect Addiction

Chapter Thirty-Two

(Two Months Later)

Im been a dad for the last two months and I never thought I wanted this...all this as much as I did. Ryder is the best mother and Fiancee I could ask for. Stryker is the happiest baby and the light of my parents life. I could never thank them enough for the everything they have done and still do. The first week Ryder came home my mother did almost everything from making every meal, to all things baby. Ryder and my mom have just grown super close. My parents even take the baby every Friday so Ryder and I could have weekly date nights. Ryder hasn't wanted to really go anywhere so mostly we grab take out and watch movies home, just us so we can have some private time. Tonight is the first time she said she wanted to go out.

I looked at my watch its seven, She was still upstairs getting ready. I finished the email I was working on and ran up the stairs. When I pushed the bedroom door open  and there she stood in front of the mirror doing her makeup. The jeans she is wearing hugged every one of her curves and they looked like they were painted on. The shirt she had on pushed her breasts out the top and she had some sky high heels. She looked perfect. Every time I look at her I just find another reason to love her.

Joe doesn't know I seen him watching me through the mirror. My heart begins race. This is the first night since we had Stryker that we are going out. This is also the first time we will be out in the public together as a couple. He pushed off the door frame and walks over, I feel his arms wrap around me from behind and my heart stills for a moment.

"You know the way you look right now is making me rethink the club and just getting a room at the Commonwealth."

"Does it now...what's in it for me!?"

"Leg shaking, lip biting hot sweaty orgasms."

"Intriguing but I want to have a drink and dance."

"We can have some drinks and you can dancing on me...."

"JOEY....."

His hand brushed the hair off my shoulders kissing then softly. I know what he was doing but if he keeps it up I won't be able to keep my will power. I haven't been with Joey since I had Stryker since I had such a long recovery and I want him in ways I can't even explain but I also need the night out. My pulse begins to quicken the more I feel his lips on my neck and his hot breath on my skin. I had to pull back I just had to or I couldn't be responsible for what happens.

"I uhhh...I need to use the bathroom, I'll be right back."

I darted into the bathroom and the second I closed the door I fell back against it. "Pull it together Ryder, Its been months since we been anywhere, just pull it together." I took a deep breath.

I haven't been with Joey in such a long time as much as I want it, I want him I can't help but worry if its going to be the same. Suddenly there. was a tap on the door,

"You okay in there?"

"yeah...yeah"

"Well come on if you want to get to this club."

I let out a breath and opened the door, there he stood arm resting on the door frame.

"You ready to go or what?"

"Yeah, but what happened to you wanting to go to the hotel instead?"

"I did...I do but you obviously have other idea's so lets go."