My Perfect Addiction

Chapter Forty-Two

"What did you just say?"

"I said I'd Quit, just come home."

She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand and turned, looking me in the eyes. She leaned in and pressed her lips against my so softly but only for a second, before she said so softly,

"You don't mean that."

"Yes I do Ryder, I'd do anything just to have you back."

My heart slammed in my chest as he said it and I don't even have any idea on what to say. I just looked at him and a million thoughts and emotions rushed over me. I couldn't think clearly with all the alcohol I had consumed over the course of the day.

"Ryder.....Ryder say something."

Something slammed into me, Im not quite sure what, but I leaned over and slammed my mouth onto his, he moaned against it. When he kissed me back to there was an carnal desire to his kiss as I feel him bite my bottom lip before his tongue searches access t my mouth. He pulled back out of breath,

"Ryder what are you doing"

"just shut up and kiss me Joe!"

"What happened to we arnt together?"

"You want me don't you Joey?"

"God Yes!!"

"Then shut ups and kiss me."

His lips feverishly went back to mine. His hands sliding from my next to him on the bed to wrapped around me, one holding me so close to him the other resting on my thigh. I don't even care if its wrong the mix of alcohol and the feeling I always had for him. I kissed his neck in that one spot that is his weakness and I feel his body shutter. 

"Oh shit"

he whispered so low I barely heard him, his voice husky. I reached for the team of his sweatshirt and tugged, he leaned up reaching behind him pulling it over his head and tossing it to the floor. I stopped and looked at him, his chest well defined and glistening from the sweat starting to form. The cross necklace he got on his sixteenth birthday from his mom still around his neck. Only thing I wanted was him and I didn't want to even think about anything else. He slid back on the bed against the pillows and pulled me to him. I crawled up into his lap and I could feel the erection in his pants pressing up against me and I smiled. I leaned back and pressed my lips to his again as my hand slid down his chest, stopping at his belt. I tugged at his belt and he smiles against my lips and I feel his lips work on my neck as he almost needingly suck and bite it. My neck is always my weakness and I feel myself getting wet and by the smile he can feel it.

"My baby is getting nice an wet"

The sound of his voice as he said that made me want him that much more.

I feverishly kept tugging at his belt till it finally loosened and I yanked on his button it popping open in my hand. I pushed at them dying to get them off. He lifted his hips letting them slide down easier in my hand. I tossed them from the bed and my hand grabbed him. I took him in my hand and as my hand glided up and down his length the moan hitched in his throat and his head fell back against the pillow. 

"MMMMM"

I feel her tongue glide from my chest down and I gasped as her mouth slides onto my swollen cock. Its been so long since I felt her mouth on me, going to town on me that I can feel myself trying to hold out not wanting to come, not wanting to stop the feeling she is giving me. I feel her swirl her tongue around the tip before she feverishly sucks again. She is getting me so close that I can't even breath. I reached down and pushed my hand through her hair. I look down and my dick just pulsated watching her going to town on me. I reached down grabbing her by the waist pulling her up to me and my hand tugged her panties and threw the from the bed.

I took myself in my hand and whispered,

"slide on baby...."

I feel her slide on top of me and and her hips began to rock. she picked up the pace just to slow it down and the feeling was incredible. 

"I love you baby.."

"I love you too."

We made love for hours till neither one of us had anything left. She fell back against the pillow trying to catch her breath.

"Damn baby, You were so wet, I couldn't help but come."

"Thats because you were so hard, mmmm"

I leaned over kissing her, brushing the sweat covered hair from her face. She never looked so sexy, her skin pink and glistening. Her lips swollen from my kiss and her chest heaved up and down. I just watched her for a minute taking it all in. I sat up and looked at the clock on the table it was four min the morning.

"Maybe I should kill the light, we need to get some sleep its late."

"Wait what...? Joey what are you talking about, you can't sleep here?"

"What you just say, I think I may have stroked out, did you jut say I can't stay after we just got done fucking."

"What did you think was going on Joey? We had sex, that doesn't change anything...were not together or anything?"

"Ryder please stop, Im begging you, I can handle much more of this. I can't do this back and forth with you. I love you, please. I will quite the band right now...I will call Johnny right now, Just please stop this."

"Did you think we were back together just because we fucked?"

"I thought you wanted to be with me, all of me not just to fuck or something."

"I dot know what you want me to say...."

"Yes the fuck you do Ryder!"

"I don't know how too, maybe you should go, like you said its late."

"You can't be serious Ryder?"

"Goodbye Joe...."

It felt like a knife in my chest. I looked over and I seen her roll over, I watched the tears roll from her eyes. I know she doesn't want to leave it like this. I did the only thing I could do, with a sigh I grabbed my clothes and dressed. I walked into the bathroom closing the door. I just looked at myself in the mirror and I don't even recognize myself. Im Joey McIntyre girls fall at my feet and throw themselves at me, I shouldn't be this distraught like I am. I had to will myself to walk out that bathroom. I look over to see her in a ball on the bed tears continuing to still roll down her cheeks.

"Ryder...."

All I heard was a small sniffle and she whispered,

"Goodbye Joe..."

I walked over and leaned down kissing her softly before grabbing my keys and phone from the table. One last look at her and I walked out the door.