Knock knock, Baby! || JJK

-22-

"Yes! You look beautiful!" The photographer praises me making me blush a little. I'm not used to the amount of compliments I've been receiving. I understand this is part of this job and a way of being up my self-esteem in these pictures... Nonetheless, they make me smile foolishly at myself. I feel my cheeks heating up at the thought, before posing once more. "That's exactly the look we're going for! Keep going! Feral! Sexy!"

This photographer, Mrs. Cho, is not as famous and widely known as Min Yoongi, But she's quite known in the fashion world. She's mostly recognized for her unique choice of poses and the uniqueness of her photos. So, is a pleasure to be able to shoot with her. She's very vocal and objective about what she wants her models to do. It's not too hard but it's certainly quite challenging. But it's always fun to try new things and I'm happy for her to encourage me on my every try. The concept of today's shooting is more sexy. So it was hard for me at the beginning but I'm starting to get there. Or so I believe. Step by step. It's also not very hard to feel sexy with the work of the styling team. The sequins mini dress it's surely doing the magic!

I keep making posing and faces I've never known I was able to. Although this is everything I could dream of and maybe more, I can't lie that it's not at all hard and that I feel no pressure. I know this is just the beginning and that if I want to even get somewhere there's still quite a long way ahead of me. It's like right now I'm allowed to taste this amazing world I've only ever dreamed of being a part of. And yet once you actually find yourself being able to take part in your dream as a reality, things begin to change and you can't help but feel somewhat scared. It's a new world and as someone who just entered it, you can't grow careful enough.

I'm relieved to have someone by my side. Nayeon keeps on assuring me she's not the best manager out there but she'll do her best to get me to the top. I'm really lucky to have someone so dedicated and truthful like her. To me just having her help me fight for my dream it's more than I could ask for. It could not matter less if there are supposedly better managers out there, what matters is that she's there for me. I look over to see her sitting at the corner of the studio talking in her earphone while responding to emails. She told me, she's working hard on making contacts and arranging more opportunities. I can see how much and for that I'm very thankful as I've already told her.

My only true worry is about Munhee. Lately with the finals Jungkook and I have been quite busy. We've already addressed our last discussion regarding Munhee's biological father. But there is still one problem left... the fact we've been so busy Munhee might have been getting a little neglected. We did talk a little on the topic but again, Jungkook and I have taken opposite sides. Fortunately, this time we've been more understanding and open to each other's opinions.  Let's just see how far this issue will go... Though I'd rather be optimistic with my thoughts.

"Miss Y/n?" The assistant for today's shooting speaks to me pulling me out of my trial of thoughts.

"Yes?"

"You can go change your clothes now, we're done with the solo shooting." He speaks with a polite smile guiding me to the fitting room.

What does he mean by solo shoot?

My eyes go to Nayeon but she is too busy to look my way. Did she forget to tell me something about the photoshoot?

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When they finished getting me ready I look in the mirror and find myself wordless. I'm wearing a tight, no-back, black and navy dress paired with black sandals that tie up to my thighs. If I thought the other dress was sexy, then this is undoubtedly on another level. It's way more... sensual. I lift my eyes to my face and I'm quite surprised with the image of myself the mirror displays.