Our Undulating Love (Complete)

Chapter 44

"Are you happy?"

I look at him and then smile before nodding my head

"Yes, thank you"I sincerely said

Papunta kami ngayon sa bahay nito, dahil ipinakuha nya na ang mga gamit namin ng mga bata sa hotel, nagalit pa'ko ng una pero mas okay narin yun mahal din kasi babayad namin kung tatagal pa kami dun.

"They fell a sleep"I look at the kids who's deeply sleeping right now, nakahiga si Aja sa kuya nito habang naka upo naman ang dalawa kaya nasa hita nita si Aja ngayon. I silently took a picture of them they're so cute.

"Yeah, napagod ata sa kaganapan ngayon araw"saad ko at tumingin sa kanya. He look really different mas nag mature at pomogi sya ng husto.

"Don't stare like you wanted to make love with me"he burst out, wanted to make love? baliw basya?

"I don't wanna be your mistress"mahina kung saad dito at alam kung hindi nya ito narinig.

"We're here, you go first ako na bahalang mag buhat sa mga bata"he said but i just ignore him and open the backdoor, kukunin ko sana si Aja ng bigla nitong hawakan ang kamay ko.

"I told you ako na magbubuhat sa kanila"hindi na'ko nakipagtalo dito at hinayaan sya, kinuha ko nlang ang mg gamit ng mga bata at sumunod sa kanya papaso. Yes buhat nya ang tatlo, mukha easy lang din ito sa kanya dahil walang hirap na makikitaan mo dito.

Pumasok na kami sa loob at pinagbuksan ko ito ng pinto dahil buhat nya ang mga bata syaka pumanhik sa taas.

His house was big, really big it's like a mansion, and I'm wondering where his family live, I mean he said we're going on HIS HOUSE but there's no trace of his wife or kids if they have.

Huminto kami sa isang pinto asul it's look like ito ang kwarto gagamitin namin kaya naman binuksan ko na ito.

"Thank you"he said, I just smile at him.

Dahan dahan nyang nilapag ang mga bata at inalalayan ko na ito, Inubad kona din ang sapatos nito at inayos ng higa.

The bed was big, malawak din ang kwarto at mukhang pangbata dahil may iba't ibang laruan at mahahalata mo talagang kwarto ng bata. Maybe they have a child.

Nandito nadin ang gamit namin kaya naman kinuha kona at nagtimpla ng gatas nito para kung sakaling magising ang mga ito ay ibibigay ko nalang.

"Are you hungry? I can cook something for you"Umiling ako dito, busog pa naman ako madami din kasi nakain ko.

"No, I'm good. Pero can I put the salad on the refrigerator? baka kasi masira"Tumango naman dito kaya lumabas kami at dahan dahan na sinara ang pinto upang hindi makalikha ng ingay na maari nilang ikagising ng mga bata.

Bumababa kami sa kusina at agad kung kinuha ang mga salad sa isang bag na pinaglalagyan nito bago pinasok sa ref.

"Thank you." thank you for making them happy and for everything you have done.
gusto ko mang sabihin ngunit hindi ito lumabas at tangina pagpapasalamat lamang ang tangi kung mabanggit.

Akmang aakyat na sana ako ng hinawakan nito ang kamay ko dahilan kung bakit napahinto ako

"Can we talk?"

He seriously said, diretso din ang tingin nito sa'kin na hindi ko magawang tapatan, iba kasi ang dating ng titig nito at na hindi ko alam kung paano ko ipapaliwanag

"h-ha?"I wanna curse my self, shock bakit ka nauutal Star? please pretend, huwag kang magpalambot sa titig nya.

"Can we talk? let's talk about as"I think we really do, it's not for me lang din naman para din sa mga bata I also want an closure madaming tanong sa isipan at puso ko na alam kung isa sya sa taong makakasagot nito.

Dahilang isa sya sa mga dahilan kung bakit may tanong na pilit hinahanap ang sagot dahil nasa kanya lang ito at tanging sya lamang ang taong alam ko ang nakakaalm ng sagot.

And I'm ready to listen.

Hindi ako sumagot pero tumango ako dito, alam ko sa oras na sumagot ako ay mauutal lamang ako at iiwan ng sariling dila ko.

"I had a fiance" nag sisimula palang masakit na, itutuloy ko paba?

"congrats?"

"I HAD a fiance but I didn't marry her" ha?

"My father want me to marry her business partner daughter but I refuse but he didn't listen. Gusto nyang pakasalan ko ang ang anak nito para malaki sa companya, hindi dahil gusto o mahal ko sya. We had something between us that time and I don't want to stop what ever it's is kahit hanggang doon lang kahit bilang sex bud or lalaking playboy and pagkakilala mo sa'kin as long I'm near at you nakikita nakakausap at nahahawakan kita."I look at him while saying those words, he doesn't love her and I wanted to assume that he like me

"But things got into worst when you knew what happened to tito, I'm sorry I'm the one you suggested that we shouldn't tell you because your happy, and i don't want to ruined it we don't want to."

"I wanted to comfort you, I wanted to hug to reduce the pain you feel, gusto kung alisin ang sakit na nararamdam mo. then when I heard na sinugod ka sa hospital dahil nangyari agad akong pumunta when a arrived at the hospital feeling was scared, I'm scared knowing that what if you'll be mad at me dahil isa ako sa nangdesisyon at nagtago sayo, at hindi nga ako nagkamali doon. i feel tired that time my father was forcing me to marry that girl, my mother was sick and my sister was nowhere to be found. pero agad yun nawala lahat ng pagod ng malaman ko na your pregnant, at hindi ako nag dalawang isip na kausapin ka, but when I visit you, I saw nothing. Wlaang akong Star na nakita I waited an hours baka nag cr kalang or nagpapahingin i thought you needed a time for yourself but there's no Star showed up."All I know that time that I'm the one who's hurting, akala ko ako lang ang nasasaktan at napapagod pero hindi pala. My tear's starting to fall all I think was my self.

"I'm sorry, I d-didn't kno-w. I'm so-rry if I didn't listen sorr-y for being s-selfish"hindi kona maintindihan ang mga sinasabi ko but all I wanted to say is 'sorry' I too immature that time I'm to stupid and all I think was my self, mabait ako pero I never think other people around me.

"No baby, It was never your fault, but please......."

"please promise me no more running"Umiiyak akong tumango dito, puno na ng luha ang mata ko pero pinagwalang bahala ko nalang ito.

I felt him hugging me tightly, the feeling was good. yung sakit, tanong? nawala na tila ito sumabay sa mga nagilabasan luha sa mga mata ko.

"I love you"

"I always wanted to tell you that pero takot lang na layuan mo'ko"

"Iloveyoutoo, and I promise no more running"