𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔! || Genshin Impact ||

IX

CHAPTER IX
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WARNING:
SEXUAL ACTIVITY
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ZHONGLI AND I WALKED THROUGH THE DOORS OF THE HOUSE PARTY.

We greeted Ningguang and I caught wind of Chongyun and Xingqiu in the corner.

I walked up to them and they seemed surprised to see me, but they weren't as surprised as I was to see them.

"What are you doing here!" all three of us said in unison.

"I'm here with Zhongli..." I said nervously.

"Get out of my face." Xingqiu fake rolled his eyes.

Chongyun laughed along and Zhongli walked up to me with Hu Tao, Ganyu and Xiao.

"Do you want to get a drink?" Zhongli offered.

"Yeah, let me come with you." I nodded and walked with them to the kitchen.

As I'm walking I start noticing a familiar figure.

Purple hair, good physique and the same facial features as the boy I had exchanged sexually explicit photos with.

He turns around and notices me in the kitchen.

"Y/n?"

"Scaramouche?" I say with a light chuckle.

"I didn't know you were going to be here-"

"I didn't know you were in Liyue?"

Zhongli watched me converse with the shorter man and looked at me awkwardly.

"I'll leave you two." he sighed and walked away with the group of three behind him.

"I'm sorry about earlier-"

"Fuck that, come with me." he grabbed my hand and led me elsewhere.

"Where are you taking me?" I laughed.

"I'm going to fuck you like I said I would in those messages." he chucked and slammed the bathroom door closed.

He pinned me against the wall, holding my cheek with his hand as he used the other one to trace my figure.

He kissed me, a kiss purely made of lust.

He didn't see me any other way, I don't think he did.

He pulled away from the kiss, trailing down my neck as his hands snaked their way into my shirt.

My breath hitched as I felt his cold hands on my skin, the thought of one-sided love took over my head.

Did I love him?

Did he love me?

Did he love me and I did not?

Did I love him and he did not?

Did we love each other?

Did we EVER love each other?

Will we ever love each other?

Will we ever love someone else?

Is this love?

I snapped out of my thoughts as he looked up at me in shame.

"Do you...do you not want this?" he asked worriedly.

I stared at him, biting my lip as I held back a sob.

He watched as tears streamed down my cheeks.

"I'm- I'm so sorry." I cried as he pulled me into his arms.

He stared blankly at the wall as I cried into his chest, unable to do anything else.

His back slid down the wall, and my body crumbled along with it.

He caressed my hair gently as I cried in shame.

In shame of who I was as a person.

I'm ashamed of what I've done.

ASHAMED OF EVERYTHING
I HAVE EVER DONE.
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