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[ A/N: You can play the song "Little Things" by One Direction for this scene para feels. ]

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"Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me.
But bear this mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots,
with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me."🎶

NAPANGITI si Trench sa kantang tumutogtog ngayon sa stereo ng kanyang minamahehong kotse at napalingon sa babaeng nasa passenger seat at mukhang nakatulog na.

"I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back
at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly."🎶

This song is definitely her. Naaalala niyang lagi nitong kinokompara ang sarili sa ibang babae. Her insecurities, her hatred of herself and her never ending self pity.

"I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you
Oh, it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things."🎶

All this time he did all his best to make her feel confident. Ginawa niya ang lahat maramdaman lang nito kung gaano ito kaganda at ka-special sa kanya. Pero mukhang kulang pa ang ginawa niya kaya mas lalo niya pang ipaparamdam dito ang pagmamahal niya.

"You'll never love yourself half
as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right darling, but I want you to."🎶

He will never stop proving her that for him, she's the most beautiful woman in the world. Kahit na maski ang sarili niya ay hindi niya rin maintindihan kung maganda lang ba ito sa paningin niya o dahil iyon talaga ang katotohan? Pero wala na siyang pakialam doon. Ang mahalaga ay makasama niya ito. He can do everything as long as she's on his side. Hindi niya na kayang mawala pa ito sa kanya. F*ck! Mababaliw siya!

"If I let you know, I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself
Like I love you, oh",🎶

He stopped the car on the parking lot at muling napalingon sa babaeng mahimbing paring natutulog sa passengers seat. He removed her seatbelt and lean closer to her. He planted a soft kiss on her lips as he smiled and whispered to her ears...

"I love you, Gorge..."

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HATING gabi na ng magising si Gorge. Hindi siya mapakali. Pakiramdam niya may gusto siyang kainin. Naiinis siya. Ganito ba talaga pag buntis o sadyang nagkakakuleleng na siya? Wala kasi siyang ibang nasa isip kundi ang mga isda sa aquarium sa opisina ni Trench. Binalingan niya ang katabi na mukhang himbing na himbing sa pagtulog sa paraan ng mahina nitong paghilik.

"Trench..." marahan niya itong niyugyog sa balikat.

"Hmm.." mahinang ungol nito pero nakapikit parin.

"Wuy ..Trench.." tawag niya ulit dito, this time dumilat na ito at bahagya siyang tiningnan.

She bit her lips. "Nagugutom ako."

Bigla naman itong bumalikwas ng bangon at tila nataranta.

"What do you wanna eat? You want icecream? fries? pizza? how about manggang hilaw...wait kukuha ako sa ref."

"Trench!" sansala niya dito.

"Ayoko ng ice cream, fries, pizza o manggang hilaw!" bulalas niya na ikinakunot ng noo ng lalaki.