Secrets In The Shadows

Awkward Accommodations

DUNGEONS-11:00 AM

SNAPE'S POV

I sat there at my desk, wondering where Evelyn was. I knew I had her today on my list. I grabbed the piece of parchment and read through the names.

She is on here...Where are you Evelyn?...What if something happened to her? What if she is being hurt by someone? What if she needs my help? I should send someone to go find h-

My thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. I stood up and walked to the door, remembering I had locked it. I unlocked it and saw her. Evelyn. My eyes grew wide as she gave me a warm smile. I immediately felt my heart melt. I had missed her. Her smile. Her hair. Her lips. Her voice. Everything.

"I'm sorry I'm late, professor." She said, quietly, obviously blushing.

"You're fine, Miss White." I said, attempting to sound brooding.

She gave me a wide smile and handed me a small piece of parchment.

"It's my excuse." She said.

"Alright. All the seats have been taken so you will sit in the front, aside me." I said, turning around and walking towards my desk.

She followed me and I sat down, making a chair move close to her. She sat down and pulled out her quill and ink. I passed her the packet of parchment. She slowly took it, her hand brushing against mine. My face became rosy and I looked back at my stack of parchment, clearing my throat.

I began grading the previous finals but soon saw my eyes fall on her. I couldn't stop myself. I had to admire her. It had been so long, it felt like eternity. I saw as her eyes were focused on the final, her hand pushing strands of hair behind her ear. I felt my mouth begin to form a smile, which caused me to shake my head and bring my eyes back to the essays.

EVELYN'S POV

I was sweating, blushing and dying the whole time, since I saw him standing at the door. I couldn't help but let my eyes trace from his hands to his face. It had been a long time since I had seen him. I felt his gaze meet mine.

Why did he have to sit me here?!! Like don't get me wrong..I love seeing him but god..it was killing me..

I did notice one thing. He wasn't the same Severus I knew. His hair was messy, dirty and dry. It looked as if it had been a while since he had showered. It didn't smell that strong but since I was literally sitting next to him, the smell made its way around.

I noticed his large eye bags under his eyes, along with his eyes looking heavy. It announced he wasn't getting enough sleep. I sighed as I started to notice these things.

"Is there a problem, Miss White?" Severus asked quietly.

"No.." I said, struggling to not make my voice break.

I tried to focus on the test but it was impossible. I felt so bad that I just wanted to get up and hug him tightly. Even if I didn't care about the consequences, Severus would be the one getting in trouble.

1 HOUR LATER

SNAPE'S POV

"If you are finished answering all the questions, you may put your packet up here on my desk. In a neat pile." I said, loudly and strictly.

I kept reviewing the papers I already had and saw Evelyn was still working. Everyone walked up to my desk and placed their finals there.

"To those that have finished and placed their test up here are free to leave. You will receive all your test scores by owl later today." I stood up to see the ones leaving and the ones still working.

Evelyn finally finished and stood up. She walked to the other corner of my desk and placed her test down. She walked back to the chair and grabbed her belongings.

"Miss White.." I managed to say.

"Yes, professor?"

"Nevermind." I whispered.

"Ok?.." She turned around and walked to the door. My eyes followed her every move. She stopped a bit by the door and turned to look at me. Our eyes locked before I saw a tear escape her eye. Evelyn walked out and left.

I let my head fall low and sigh. All the students were now gone, the classroom empty. My hand let go of the quill and fell to my side. I sat back and sank into my chair, feeling miserable.

I reached to open one of my desk drawers just by moving my hand. I pulled out a bottle of firewhisky. I popped the cap off and began drinking it, not caring if someone walked in. Not caring if I dropped the bottle, not caring if I spilled all of it. At this point in my life, I didn't care about anything but her. Evelyn.

EVELYN'S POV

I rushed out of the classroom after glazing back at him. I walked back to Remus's classroom since that was the only company I had. I walked over to his classroom and knocked on the door. Remus opened the door and yawned loudly.

"I'm sorry, I'm super tired."

"Eh, you're fine, we could snack and cuddle if you want?"

Remus smiled and brought me inside, closing the door behind me.

"That would be very helpful, I haven't slept in a while.." He whispered.

"Aww, it's alright, let's go to your room." I walked to the back of the class, his hand in mine.

We reached the kitchen and I grabbed a bag of chips and continued walking. I sat down and pushed my back against the headboard. Remus removed his shoes and crawled next to me, his head resting against my waist. I moved my arm around him and rested it on his head. My fingers ran in between strands of his hair.

I began eating my chips, turning on the TV and watching Remus. A movie played as Remus began snoring a bit louder.

I can't leave Severus like this..he's not handling the break up well...I'm terrified he might do something horrible..But he'll be the one to be accused and sent to prison..there must be a way of talking to him..maybe a letter..god..school will be over in a week..I just can't leave him like this...

THE NEXT DAY

EVEYLN'S DORM

I decided to write Severus a letter, I had to. I was starting to pack since I had 2 days left. I sat down at my desk and opened my ink container, quill in my hand. I slowly dipped the quill and thought.

Ok, there must be a way..a way to send this to him without anyone finding out..I have to send him something..but not to make him feel worse.

I began writing, trying to keep myself together.

Once I finished writing the letter, I folded it and added a small charm inside. There were 2 necklaces. It made a heart when connected. One side was black and the other was green. Once connected the colours would mix together and create a beautiful emerald green. I had bought it a while ago but soon we were caught and I never got the chance to give it to him.

I slipped it into the same envelope as the letter.

"Angel."

Soon Angel flew from across the room and onto my desk.

"Take this to Severus, only him. If anyone catches you, make sure they don't get the letter."

I placed the envelope into his beak and patted his head. Angel only rubbed his head against my hand, before flying out my window.

I sighed and began packing the last of my stuff into my trunk.