Damaged

Chapter 6

I'm half dazed with one person on my mind..Liz . Liz was my best friend growing up along side from brett. She is 5"8' with blonde hair down to her waist. She said golden eyes with flecks of green in them. Her hair is wavy and long with brown lowlights. She is into everything I am. She is so perfect. Liz moved outa town someplace in Canada 3 years ago. I miss her so much. We dated, but I didn't call her my girlfriend because she was more to that to me, she was my best friend, my first true love. Brett had a thing for her but she was all mine. One day her mom overdosed on heroine and her whole life crashed. She tried to commit suicide but I called for help. She has been in a mental hospital for 3 years and lately she is all I can think about. I really need we right now. Once she was gone I got really close to Brett. Brett has been through a lot. His mum divorced his pa when he was 3 an he moved all over until he settled here in the UK in town with me. He drinks and parties a lot and does drugs and sex but doesn't everybody nowadays? He is always there for me no matter what I happens. I remember when we were kids I was climbing a tree and I got stuck to the point I broke my leg trying to get up and I was stuck in the tree with a broken leg until I called him over to help. He noticed what happened and he climbed the tree and got me down. He gave me a piggy back ride for 5 miles to the hospital where his mum paid the bills because my mum and pa don't give a shit about me. I had to have 3 surgeries just to fix my leg. That summer was the first time I had ever gotten drunk. The night Liz left I didn't know what to do with myself. We found my moms secret place full of liqueur in the basement. We grabbed a bottle of jack, whiskey, and vodka. Shit we didn't even know what a baser was. Haha anyways. He drank all the bottles and were shitfaced. We were 14. It was a fun time but I started to get addicted to the numbness alcohol gave me and I started to drank it more and more. Now I understand why my mum WAS an alcoholic. My dad was depressed all the time because of it too. That's why every single day we woke up, got coffee, and read the paper all day long. I don't understand how he got so much money I never saw him go to work. I think my dad really left because he found all my suicide notes and poems I wrote about how much of worthless parents they had become. Then his stupid ass got in a car crash and died..my mum probably heard of the news and that's why she offed herself. I have no one to turn to now, to be Honest I never had anyone really but brett, liz, and andy... Andy.. Andy was 17 years old when we was killed. He was the kid who always got bullied, just like me. He self harmed and partied constantly. He didn't have any friends but me, his brother. One day he decided to stand up instead of getting bullied and shoved down the stairs. He pushed the guy back. The guy pulled out a gun and shot my brother. He shot him for one simple shove. He would kick my brother till he puked every day outside of school and my brother never shot him. That guy was Collin Glen. The biggest dick in school. If he ever gets out of prison and I see him I will kill him with my bare hands. Andy didnt deserve to die so young.. No one does.

--starting to regain consciousness--

I look around and see Brett in the chair crying with a bag next to him. "What's wrong man?" "Oh nothing, don't worry about it" he starts to dry off his tears. "It's good to see you are awake. I brought you clothes. Get dressed and we can leave" I stand up weak in the knees and start to fall over but Brett catches me. I go to the bathroom and change while holding the guard rails the whole time because I'm so weak. I walk out and Brett takes my arm. We take the elevator down an the font counter lady smiles at us. "Have a nice day boys" I smile back at her and keep walking. Brett opens the door for me and I see a car that looks familiar..it's my dads. We get in and he starts to drive. I look around unsure of where we are but I trust Brett he knows the right place to go...

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Wow lots is happening. Levi woke up, yay! And he got a place to live. I feel horrible his mum and pa died. But he is strong he may not know it but Brett believes in him, so do i.

Hope you are enjoying it so far (:

Xoxo Megs