Damaged

Chapter 25

     I begin walking down the hallway of a school that looks familiar. I am receiving glances and glares that make me uncomfortable. I slither through the crowd that has formed with the sound of the bell and I make my way towards the nearest bathroom. I walk in and in an instant, smell or urine and sweat fill my nose. I recoil in disgust but continue walking. I go to the counter and set my bag down. I glance in the mirror and disgust fills my body. My hair is a mess and my clothes aren't the newest. I turn on the water and splash my face. I reach into my bag and pulled out my medicine bag with a skull on it. I take out my Valium and take 3 pills. Having ADHD does come with an upside; you get pills that make the world melt away. I splash my face once more and turn the water off. I place my carrier back into my bag and sling it over my shoulder.  I straighten my jacket that was filled with memories. Andy. His name rushed through my head and I cringed in pain. I turned to walk out the door and a wall of muscle hit my body, confusing me. My bag fell and all my things fell out and made a mess. I pulled away, my hand rubbing the now sore spot on my cheek and look up and the most precious body to roam this earth. Blair. Of course his friends were there, but it was Blair. He touched me, his soft, flawless skin touched mine. I started to blush but my fantasy was son ruined as him and his crew started laughing and kicking my things. I thought i saw something twinkle in his eyes when he looked at me but I guess i was wrong. I quickly gathered my things off the floor and i bolted. I ran out of the school doors, teachers yelling after me, but i didn't stop. I kept running and running till i made it to the grave yard. I can here for one thing.. to see Andy. 

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I immediately started choking as i gain consciousness. What dream was that? It seemed way to real, and way to painful to be an imagined situation. I grabbed my side and caught more as i was trying to get my breathing back to normal. I was out of breathe form the run in the dream. I sat up, on the floor of my bed room. My forehead was covered in sweat and tension filled the air. With an instant, Liz was climbing out of the bed and rushing over to me. She looked worried and I could tell why I felt clammy and i knew my face was pale. i felt so.. so numb and useless. Was this a dream? or was it a simple but important memory. Liz pulled me into a hug and fire burned through me. But it wasn't the same as blair's touch. Blair. I thought Liz met him online? She wouldn't lie to me. I know she wouldn't. With my body in her arms, i felt safe. I leaned up and kissed her gently on the cheek, while whispering in her ear. "I love you more than life itself, baby doll." With a smirk she kissed me on the lips. i began to blush. "did you have a bad dream, dear?" she asked quietly. I nodded and swallowed hard. Blair. is name rang in my head. how did i know him? i glanced at Liz and she put a cute smile on her face. how could I not love her? I stood up and took her hand. I walked to kitchen and opened fridge. I pulled out the leftover pizza and heated it up. We ate in silence. She sensed something was wrong. I cleaned up the plates and walked into the bedroom. I took of my shirt and ran through my closet with my fingers, trying to find my BMTH tank. I heard the bed springs creek and i turned around to find Liz sitting on the bed. "What's wrong' She whispered, while playing with her nails. I sighed load and walked over to her. I took her hands into mine and tried to find he right words to say. "My dream. It was an odd dream and that is all. You did nothing, im just shaken up by it still" It wasn't completely lying but i wasn't fully telling the truth. I saw something turn in her eyes and she smiled. She stood up and hugged me tight. "I've got to get ready for work." She kisses me on the cheek and heads towards to the closet. I look where she was once sitting and started to think. Was Liz really who I thought she was? what the hell am I thinking.. Of course she is. She is the perfect girlfriend. Wow, I'm pathetic. It was a dream. A fucking dream and that's it.. Or was it? 

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Hey, guys! I just wanted to say I'm sorry for all of the spelling errors and dumb spell checks through the story. The editing isn't the best but i try to keep the story line fresh. Please, try to ignore it as much as possible. I hope you are enjoying these past couple chapters; they have twisted the whole story around. Hope you like the end of the story, its coming soon. much love, Megan.