Drunk. tha'ts what I am. I'm drunk and Liz went for a run. I wonder how long she will be.. I go sit on the kitchen counter and look out the window. I see a cat, running around. I hop of, stumble to the door and go outside. I walk carefully to the cat and pick him up. His fur was beyond soft and his eyes were the brightest shade of green with flakes or shinning blue and brown. His fur was white with specks of brown and black. He was the cutest. "You remind me of Blair." i whispered into his ear. I turned around with him in my arms ad walked back into the house. I put him on the couch and he started to clean himself. I stumbled to the kitchen table while mumbling to myself. "You're funny, Blair" I smile gently and run my fingers over the cereal boxes and pick a random box. I pour a bowl of Lucky Charms and milk while eating. Blair hops up on the table and starts eating with me. our first date. He is the best kitty I have ever had. We finish up and i walk to the couch and turn on the tv. I need to start doing things. Sitting in my house all of the time isn't going to help my depression. I contemplate for a bit and decide I should start cleaning more and cooking more. I look at my watch; its been 2 hours since Liz left. Its currently 6:42 pm. My stomach growls and I decide to watch the door until Liz got home. Only 5 minutes passed till she came walking in, all sweaty and very sexy. I stand up, smiling, heading for her. "No" she snaps while holding her hand up. she walked away and went into the bedroom. I heard the water turn on, meaning she was taking a shower. I walked to the kitchen and started doing dishes. I finished quickly and started to make dinner. i made Alfredo pasta with side salads. Just when i was finishing up, Liz walks out in short shorts and a tank top. "You look beautiful." I informed her but she just shrugged it off. She sat down waiting fr me to serve her some food. I did so and we ate in silence. Just was she was about to get up and leave i looked at her. "I'm sorry I drank. I promise i wont do it again" Was i going to keep this promise? I wasn't for sure, but i tried to make myself believe I would. She put her dishes down and walked over to me, kissing my cheek and sitting in my lap. "Thank you." Her soft voice whispered in my ear. I kissed her nose and she giggled. She stood up, leaving my leg burning from where she just was; her touch was electric. She started doing dishes and i glanced down at my watch. It was now 8:59. I was yawning, ready for bed. I stood up and walked over to Liz. I wrapped my arms around her waist while kissing her neck gently. "I will see you in bed." I whisper to her. She smiled and i walked to the bedroom. I laid in bed and felt my eye lids get heavy. I didn't want to fall asleep before Liz came to bed, but it looked like it was going to happen. I felt something scratching the sheets and I jumped. The cat.. oh yea. "come here, Blair" I saw, as he jumps into bed with me and cuddles under my arm. Sooooo cute. I felt my breathing go deep and my eye lids shut. I was soon asleep.
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I wake up with Blair sitting next to me. The room melt clean and it was bright. I flutter my eyes open more and I notice I'm in a hospital bed. My heart beat picked up and Blair walked over to me. "It's okay, cutie. Don't worry. Everything will be okay." Wait, I thought Blair didn't want me? I started to panic a bit and I didn't know what to do. My arms were restrained and so were my legs. "Shhh, baby. Its okay, no one is going to hurt you." Blair whispers to me as he kisses my cheek and grabs my hand. I don't know why he was doing this, but I love it. The doctor comes in and I start asking questions. "What happened? Why am I in here?" I was scared and lost. "You tried to commit suicide, Levi." Oh yeah.. "If it wasn't for your little friend here, you would have been dead by now." I flutter my eyes in Blair's direction were he sits with a sincere smile. Why was he being this way? He doesn't like me."I'm tired" I mumble.. "Tired? How could you be tired? you just woke up!" Blair seemed upset. "Blair..please" The doctors low voice made me shutter. "What do you mean i just woke up? How long have I been here?" The doctor just looked at me. I could tell he didn't plan on telling me anytime soon. I look at Blair and he smiles gently. "How long have I fucking been in here?" I am starting to shout a little bit. "Levi, watch your language." Blair's faint voice cut into my thoughts. The doctor glanced at both of us and stood up. "You have been in a coma for a couple of months. you woke up a couple of days ago and we have been running test ever since. you will be good to go tomorrow. I start to feel dizzy and pass out. "Levi, baby." I hear Blair's voice cut through and wake me up. He had a bag next to him. "Here, Change." He says, holding me clothes. I stand up and unsteadily walk to the bathroom and change. I walk out with Blair ready to go. i look one last time at the place where i have been for a couple months. wow. we start walking, taking it easy, towards the elevator, leaving the room. Why was Blair being so nice to me? I was confused but I loved it so fucking much. We got into what I assumed was his car and started driving. We pulled into a nice little apartment and i smiled brightly. "this is where I am staying?" I ask, happy. "Nope. this is were we are staying." My smile got even brighter. I loved him so much and i guess, now he does too.
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Beep! Beep! Beep The alarm clock woke me up with a jolt. I wasn't ready to get up, This memory was an important memory. Maybe I should confront Liz now? No..She wouldn't believe me and she would get upset im accusing her of lying. Maybe I will wait a couple of days before I do. My heart ached, so did my body, all for Blair. I loved him. I don't know why he isn't here with me now. wonder why Liz is lying to me about it also. Liz. where is she. i feel beside me and Liz is gone. I climb out of bed, feeling week. I open the door and Liz is sitting on the kitchen counter, crying. I rush over to her and place my arm around her. She shrugs it off while yelling don't. "what did I do, honey. What did i do wrong?" i started thinking of everything I have done. Did she find out about my dreams..no no..my memories. Maybe not. She lifted her head, mascara and eye liner dripping down her face. "Do you see any gifts, balloons or any decoration around? Because I don't, either." She drops her head and starts crying more. what the fuck was today. slap. Liz slapped me. I recoiled in pain. "I'TS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY, YOU WORTHLESS CUNT!" Her voice pierced me in ways that will hurt for awhile. I drop my shoulders and sigh. I slowly walk towards her, thinking of a lie to tell her. "Babe, i was going to take you out to dinner tonight. I knew what today was, I just wanted to surprise you." I gave her a have hearted smile. The recognition in her eyes flashed by and she stated crying more. "i'm so sorry babe. please forgive me" she sobbed. "Of course, baby cakes." I gently pull her into a hug and kiss her cheek. "Happy Birthday, Liz. You're finally 18." She seeped into my arms more and her cry came to a steady sniffle. I've got to go make reservations soon...
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lolol. xoxo- megs
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Damaged
Novela JuvenilLevi has a very difficult life filled with tragedy and loss. How can he get through his complicated life? He finds ways to comfort himself and push through the pain. He loses close one's and replaces them with even closer people. Follow the journey...
