Damaged

Chapter 16

Levi's POV 

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I stood there trembling, not knowing what to think. How could Liz have done this? No, no.. she couldn't have done it. She isn't like this.. or is she? I stood there in shock. I'm sure the blood was drained from my face and i felt clammy. I was hot but yet I was chilled. i felt.. uneasy. I knew i had just lost the biggest thing in the world to me. I knew i didn't have anywhere to go. I knew i didn't have anything to do with myself right now. I was worthless. Nothing but a body on the planet. Who was I? yes, i was Levi, but who was I really? I started to hear the sirens coming around the block and i knew soon i wouldn't be able to see Blair anymore. I walked over to his dead, limp, dull body and crouched down next to it. I cradled his head in my arms and i kissed his cheek. I ran to my room and slipped a Valium pill in my mouth to calm my nerves. I was in shock; my body wasn't letting me react to the situation. I was simply calm. I walked back to the door, breathing hard; trying to prepare myself for this. The EMT's walked up to the door and immediately started cleaning up the mess. After insurance was exchanged and the problem was taken care of, everyone left. Blair's mom called me and told me she would make a funeral arrangement and i was more than welcome to come to it. In fact. she encouraged me to come. I just said okay in the clearest way i possibly could and hung up. I went to my room and grabbed my bag. I filled it with my cell phone, laptop, and all the clothes that fit me. I went to the kitchen and slipped my pills and alcohol into the front pocket of my backpack. I flipped off the light, grabbed my keys and locked the door before stepping out. I looked one last time at the condo that was once mine and Blair's but now would be vacant. i hopped into the car and felt something in my pocket. I pulled it out and it was the bracelet. the bracelet that changed everything. Of course it was Liz.. she was jealous and hurt. Fucking crazy bitch. 

I feel numb as i start to pull away from the house. i quickly grab a bottle of vodka from my bag and begin drinking and driving. If i was going to die, then i was going to die. There wasn't anything that would change that. I was almost 18 years old, i could handle myself. I start to drive towards the cemetery. I have to say goodbye to my brother. As i pull up, i start to feel my body tense, there was something in the air. I started to walk towards Levi's grave and i noticed a petite body hunched over, crying at the bottom of the headstone. My body froze and my face went pale once i noticed who it was. It was Liz. What the fuck was she doing here? I slowly made my way towards her, anger threatening to explode from me. I dug in my bag and pulled of a thick bottle of wine and held it in my hand tight. I walked over to Liz and tapped her on the shoulder. She jumped and quickly wiped away her tears. she stood up and immediately started to smile snarly and let out a laugh that sounded evil. I got a cold chill from uneasy feeling her laugh gave me. I stated to lose myself and before i knew what i was doing, my body was lunging towards her. I swung with full force the and with the bottle of wine in it. I heard the crack as the bottle hit her swiftly on her right temple. She fell limp to the ground. The bottle shattered and glass covered her body. My hands only had a few cuts but Liz's head was bleeding terribly. There was a large cut oozing with blood on her right temple. Oops. i say, with a smile an small chuckle. Something hit me and i started to come back to reality. I start to feel sick, realizing what i had just done. I leaned over and felt her neck... No Pulse.. FUCK! i shout. I just killed Liz.. Ive got to get out of here. I go over to the headstone as tears i accidentally let escape fall towards the ground. I kiss the top of the stone and whisper softly Goodbye Andy.. I start uncontrollably crying now but i knew there was no one to see. I ran back to the car and quickly thought over what just happened. i did indeed feel a little better, but yet again.. i just fucking killed liz.. i start the car and put it on reverse as i hear a big bang. Someones hand met the trunk of my car with a crack. I look back and see andy standing there with a smile. He unsteadily held up a thumbs up and then walked away. I lost my breathe and got out of the car; chasing andy. But just as easily as i saw him, he was gone. I started to shake and turn pale. I jumpped back into the car and started it. i quickly pulled away and headed for the highway.

Where was i going? I had no idea.. i was just driving away from this hell hole. its time to start clean.

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Hey guys, A lot has happened recently. Who is Levi becoming? If i was him, i wouldn't have made it this long. Levi is pretty strong and brave. lolol Liz is dead...dumb bitch. Where is Levi heading? hmm..I guess Andy showed Levi he did the right thing. Was Levi going crazy?

sorry about the wait! Ive been busy. I'm trying to update more and more though!

love you guys xoxo -megs