Damaged

Chapter 11

As I'm in Blair's arms I realize I'm bleeding everywhere. Blair must have noticed too and he motioned me to stand up and go back to the room. I was quietly sobbing to myself as we started to walk back. Blair grabbed my hand and with all of the weird shit happening I didn't even care. We started to walk back to the room an I noticed all of the doctors were staring at us but at this point I didn't give a fuck. We got to the room and a nurse came in and restrained me and fix my wounds. She said in an hour she will pull me into have surgery on my wrist. She slipped some pain killers into my IV bag and left. "Thank you so much.." I say looking at blair. He shot me a puzzled look back. "For what?" He choked out. He started to play with his finger nails then he reached for my hand and held it. "For staying here and never leaving my side. I really need someone right now and I'm so happy you are the one here with me." I give him a sympathetic smile and tighten my grip on his hands. The pain killers start to kick in and I got tired. I start to fall asleep, happy.

---next day---

I wake up to find Blair's hand still tight in my grip but he is asleep. I look at the clock and it's roughly 7 am. I look at my wrist and see a nice, big, new black cast. I turn on the television to find nothing of interest is on. I flip off the tv and look around. I grab the small table next to me and push it over my bed and notice a couple snacks. I open a bag of chips and start to munch. I feel terrible as I notice I had awaken blair. He was cute when he was asleep. He stood up and started for the door and looked at me. "Don't try anything funny now okay? " I nod my head in agreement. I just want to get out of here. I take a deep breath in and release a long sigh and Blair looks at me right before he leaves. He walks back over to me and kisses me on the forehead and then turns around and leaves. I lift my hand and touch where he kissed; it was still tingling. I finish off the bag of chips as Blair walks in with flowers. He threw away the dead roses and replaced them with the new colorful bouquet. "I thought this would help lighten up the room a bit" he says to me with a charming smile. All I can do is smile back as he sits down again. He pulls out his phone and gives a worried glance towards me. "What's wrong?" I say. "My mom is pissed that I dropped out of highschool. She just found out today. She doesn't understand I'm taking this year over again" I'm left with shock as he tells me this. "It's all my fault. Blair you didn't have to do that.." I trail off, feeling terrible about what I caused. "No, no it's okay." He reassuringly tells me as he kisses my forearm. "I was talking to the doctors and they say you will be able to go home soon. But first we need to start taking you on walks to get your strength back." He glances at me with a cute smirk. "Okay let's go for a walk. I need to get out of here anyways." He nods his head and stands up. He takes his arm and throws it around my waist to help me sit up. I put my arm over his shoulders as he tightens his grip and pulls me up to stand. We walk with his hand around my waist and mine around his shoulders. We start walking out of the door towards the exit sign. "Where are we walking to?" I asked as we start towards some woods" "you will see" he tells me with a sly smile. We continue walking until we approach the edge of the woods. "Are you sure we are aloud back here?" I asked, worried that we would get in trouble. "Yes we are aloud don't worry. I wouldn't do anything to get you in trouble" he reassuringly tells me. We start into the woods. I stumble and have a hard time walking over the roots but luckily I have Blair's strong body to hold me. We make it into a familiar clearing, as I collapse and start to cry. Blair falls to the ground with me and wraps his arms around me while I lay my head on his chest and cry. "Shhh, it's going to be okay." I hear him whisper in my ear. I pull myself together to the point of me only silently sobbing now. He pulls me up and we start walking again towards the grave yard. It's like he has been here a thousand times and leads me directly to Andy's grave. Fresh flowers were all over the grave and a picture of Andy was placed in the center. "Did you..do all of this?" I ask Blair, surprised. "Yea I did. I came out here everyday and placed new flowers. I knew since you couldn't do it.. Someone needed to.." He trails off. I look at him and find no way to thank him. "Thank you so mu.." But before I could finish my sentence he leaned over and kissed me. His lips were soft and thin but most of all, they were sweet. He held the kiss, long and deep. I lost my breathe when this happened but I kissed back, not regretting one moment. The kiss seemed like forever when it was happening but as soon as he pulled away, the kiss seemed too short. I smiled and blushed and he giggled. He leaned over and kissed me check saying "you are too cute." I go over to the headstone and kiss it and start to walk off towards the woods. By the time we get to the hospital it was around 10, and I was hungry. We went into the cafeteria where it was just us alone. Blair found a table and sat our things down. "I will be right back, don't move" he says to me. He walked over and got our food and brought it back. We both ate and then we decided it was time to go back to the room. He held my hand and helped me walk around to the elevator and up to my room. He carried me from the elevator to my room and he laid me down in bed. He covered me up, fluffed my pillows and turned on the radio. Before I knew it, I was asleep.

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Awe, how cute are they? Perfect couple.

Xoxo- Megs