Damaged

Chapter 29

     The sun is streaming through the curtains and i raise my head and look around. I find a smile on my face because my memory was a great one. Blair was real. He had to be. I could't just have these feelings for a fictional character. I loved Blair and my body ached for him; i missed him next to me. I wonder where Liz is and I wonder why she lied to me. Hmm. I stand up and change into some basketball shorts and leave myself shirtless. I walk out of the room and Liz is cooking breakfast. "Good morning sunshine" Her perfect voice seemed cheery today. I smiled weary, still uncertain why she lied to me. I mentally slapped myself. i wont confront her today. Maybe tomorrow. I sit on a stool next to the island as she sets my plate. I smile at her again and she does the same. She sets her plate and mine then sits down across from me. "How are you honey bun?" I ask, not really caring. My feelings were for Blair. And I didn't want her knowing that..yet. "I'm doing lovely. I have to be at work in an hour but we still have some time to chat. Tonight i have to be gone late. I probably wont be home until around 11." She gives me a sad look and i grab her hand. "It's okay love. I understand." She smiled and we finished in silence. She glances down at her watch. "SHIT! I'm late!" She rushed to the room and i heard a couple of bangs before she rushed out again. "Bye honey, you look gorgeous! Have a nice day." I shout at her as she rushes out of the door. I was getting sick of the fact she worked a lot. But i guess she is paying for everything. I look around, trying to plan my day. I stand up, and gather the dishes. I start cleaning all of them and put the dishes away. I grab the vacuum and start cleaning. I dust, vacuum, and clean the bathroom and kitchen. It was already 4pm when i finished. I sat down on the couch and sighed. I missed my pookie . I started thinking of the memories i was experiencing. I was so confused why Liz would lie to me. this was a big situation in my life. the fact I lost my memory is huge but now i am remembering it again and she is lying about me. I clinch my fist because i am so upset. I shake my head and look around. Blair jumped up next to me and i started petting him. he was so lovely. I kissed his forehead then i fed him. It was 5:30 and i was ready to eat. I go through the kitchen and I find nothing to eat. There was only bread and cheese. I got a hot pan and started making grilled cheese. I ate then went to the couch. I started watching "Evil Dead" again. Blair hopped next to me and cuddled with me the whole movie. He was the cutest thing i have ever seen.. just like Blair. I watched the movie two times before Liz got home. "hey love" I yell to her in the front room. "Hey babe. I had dinner, don't worry." I smiled and walked to find her. She was sitting in the kitchen and I hugged her. "You ready for bed?" She nodded her head and stood up. She kissed my cheek and i realized the electricity was gone. I followed her to the bedroom and she changed into panties and my old white shirt. I took my shorts off and slept in my boxers. She cuddled close to me as i fell asleep; i didn't like this. Before I had time to complain, I was asleep. 

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I was sitting around when I heard a knock on the door. I opened it to find Liz standing there. "Hey, baby. Lets go to the mall." She had a smirk on her face that struck me in the wrong way. "Liz, no. I'm in love with someone else." I sternly say this looking in her eye. "You cant be here! I have changed! I don't drink or anything. I have settled down! You have to get out of here! I Love someone else!" The hurt in her eyes flashed and she started to tear up. Hell, I was tearing up, too. She started bawling and I could see every speck of pain in her eyes, She needed to leave. She couldn't mess up everything I have. She doesn't belong with me anymore. I was happy she was gone but this isn't what i wanted. I slammed the door loud. "Who was that? Blair asks me, gently. "No one. just a misunderstanding." I lied through my teeth, but he didn't need to know. I leaned in and kissed him on the nose and he kissed me on the cheek. "I love you" I whispered into his ear. "I love you, too" He pulled me into a tight hug and I never wanted to leave. 

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I wake up, feeling my chest hurt. Why was Liz trying to be with me? Why was she back? Ugh, these memories where so confusing. I glance over and look at Liz, peacefully sleeping. It was 6am and Liz would probably be getting up soon. I got out of bed slowly and went to the kitchen. i started cooking eggs, ham and pancakes. This was her favorite breakfast. She came in soon after I was finished cooking; all dressed and looked beautiful. "You look great. Hun" I tell her. She smiles while thanking me. She eats fast and heads for the door. "Love you Hun. I should be home around 7 ish" She shut the door and I didn't even bother telling her that I loved her because i was starting to second guess if i really did.. It has been a long day already and it was only 8am. I needed something to do all day. I went to the couch and turned on the xbox. games and movies are going to fill my day.

I pause my movie and see Liz in the reflection on the TV behind me. I spin around and meet her gaze. "Hey, pumpkin." Her soft voice surprised me; I thought she was upset. I stand up and walk over to her. I kissed her softly and rubbed her arm gently. She changed and headed for the kitchen to cook dinner. I went to the kitchen and sat on a stool. She cooked up burritos and I ate 2 while she almost ate 1. We went to the couch and cuddled while watching "The Crazies" She loved to cuddle. When the movie was over it was already 11. I took her hand and led her to the bedroom.  I tucked her in and then cuddled up next to her. She whispered into my ear. "I love you, Levi" I was being forced to lie. "I love you, too Liz."

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Hey guys! One more chapter then I am done! I am so excited! I hope you are loving the story. once again so so sorry for ll the misspellings and things like that. I am not the best at writing stories. Much love! xoxo- Megs