Damaged

Chapter 14

Levi's POV

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I stand there trembling not knowing what to do. With liz, all we did was party and have fun. I'm different now, I have changed. She can't just walk back into my life and ruin everything. I have Blair and a future. I'm going to graduate highschool next year and go to college. Liz can't ruin this for me. "Hello handsome" I hear her hushed voice rip through my thoughts as her hand slides across my face gently. "Liz.. You can't be here." I say as I shake her hand off my face and take a step back. "But.. But why?" He says, her lips trembling and her voice weak. Her eyes started to water. I guess this wasn't the response she was wanting. Blair walks over and places his arms around my waist and looks at Liz with confusion. 'Who is she?" His deep voice whispers in my ear. I get cold chills feeling his breathe on my neck. "No one important." I whisper back, lying. "Liz, this isn't going to work. you can't be here. You can't just..just come back! You have to go!" I shout, not knowing why I'm getting so worked up. I love Liz but I know how she is. I know what she wants to do. I stiffen my spine and tighten my jaw. Blair must have noticed my change in posture and he let go of me and stood next to me. I leaned in closer to Liz and looked her in the eye; she is crying. "You need to get out of here and stay away from me.." I trail off turning around to shut the door. I start to hear her sob and she tries to push through the door. I slam the door shut and lock it. She is whaling and pounding on the door trying to change my mind. Crazy bitch.. I turn around towards blair. "Want to finish breakfast, love?" I say, hushed. His eyes are filled with confusion. I try to keep a blank express but I know the pain is showing in my eyes. Blair must have known I don't want to talk about it. Before I knew it, his lips met mine. Fire burned on my lips and stretched across my body. Tingles filled every inch on my body. Before I was ready he let my arms go and released his kiss. He grabbed my hand and lead me to the kitchen. We finished breakfast quickly and Blair started to act anxious. "Hey, lets go do something." He says, his words rushing together. "Like what" I say, quirking an eyebrow. "Mini golf! Then the movies, and then out to eat!" He rushes over to me and takes both of my hands into his. He looks deep into my eyes and says "it could be our first date." I feel the blood rush to my cheeks and my knees start to shake. "So we are.. Dating?" I choke out, starting to get overwhelmed with happiness. "Well of course babe." He says as he plants a kiss on my cheek. "Now come on, he don't want to miss our movie." I raise my hand to feel his strong chest breathing deep. I lean in and kiss him gently on the lips. I really loved this guy. He takes my hand and drags me to the car. Once we arrive at the mini gold course I start to get excited. I knew this was going to be fun. We pay for our games and head out. The first couple of games, Blair beats me. I start to get a little flustered, this wasn't fun getting beat all of the time. Blair must have noticed my pout and came over to me. He wrapped his arms around me and laid a kiss on my forehead while gently swaying back and forth. "What's wrong?" He ask, in a hushed tone. He leans his head on my shoulder and kisses my neck. "I hate losing." I say, with a chuckle. He pulls away and looks me in the eyes. "Fine, lets go." He says with a smile. "Wait no, I didn't want to leave I just wanted to win. "I say, anxious. "I know sweetheart. We have to go to the movies, it's almost 3:30pm." He says as he holds my hand and starts walking to the car. The people we walked past give us looks, laugh and point. Clearly they don't like gay couples. I hear rude comments and "homos" repeated many times. Fuck society. Fuck everything! I let go of Blair's hand and quicken my walk. Blair kept up but looked at me worried. We got to the car and I put my seat belt on and started to feel myself pout. I looked out the window, avoiding eye contact with blair. He sighs really loud and turns towards me. He grabs my hands and pulls me towards him. We are facing each other and he is looking deep into my eyes. He takes a deep breathe and starts his speech. "I know what you are thinking. Fuck those people okay. Just because we are a gay couple doesn't mean shit. I love you so much I want people to see us together. I want to show you off to the whole world! You are an incredible guy and hose people can't see it. I love you so much. I will protect you from everyone and anything. They may laugh and say rude comments but that's just how it's going to be. But I don't care. If they can't expect us, fuck them. You are way to important to throw away just because society doesn't accept us." Tears start to stream down my face. He loved me? He really loved me? I was speechless and didnt know what to do. Before I knew what was happening, Blair was pulling me into his lap. He started to rub his hands down my back and around my shoulders. He leans in and kisses me with passion. My cheeks flair with heat and i find my hands around Blair's neck and my lips meeting his. Fire and electricity spread through my body. His hands rub across my body and his lips kiss deep into me. His tongue runs across my bottom lip, asking for access and I let him in. Our tongues dance with each other as out hands rub along each others body. Just as it started getting more intense he leans away from me and looks in my eyes. "We have to go" he says as he gently lays me back in the passengers seat. He starts the truck and drives off. We arrive to the movies and we are late. He looks at me, disappointed. "Want to just skip an go get food? I'm starving." He says with a half smile. "Sure" I say, with a smirk. He walks towards the truck and opens the door for me. He closes the door and hops in on the other side. We pull up to McDonald's and he looks at me while laughing. "I thought I would go all out." He says, laughin his ass off. I couldn't help but smile at his cute laugh and start to join him. We finish up and head home. Once get home I sit down and think I the whole day. It's 5:50 right now, it's been a great day. Blair walks in from the kitchen with a bottle of vodka. "Ooooh, since when are you a rebel?" I ask, joking around. He pours our glasses and we start to drink. Tonight is going to be fun.