Damaged

Chapter 4

"Levi! Get your ass out from back behind there and come on, the cops are here!!!"

Brett shouts that just before Blair and I kiss. God I hate him.. I look into Blair's beautiful eyes "I'm sorry." And run away. I go around the corner and meet up with brett. We jump in a random car, I got wire it, and we are gone. We drive for 5 hours straight. We end up somewhere in the middle of no where, nothing but fields. "Hey dick face, we could have been caught. If I didn't have to run around and find you we could have been out of there 10 minutes earlier! You know you can't get another MIP or you are going to Juvie." "Yeah I know, sorry Brett. I was so close to kissing Blair god damnit! To bad he won't remember tomorrow. I wish we could actually have something... Together" "yeah I know levi, I'm sorry but we has to ditch that party. The cops pulled in just as we pulled out. I couldn't risk hiding from them then being found. You are fucked on Valium and ecstasy and you are tellin me you wanted to chance getting caught? Okay.."

"Yeah yeah shut the hell up and let's get out of here." We turn around and keep driving. He takes the long way back into town..past the graveyard.... "Andy.." I say before I start to sob. God damn I miss him so much. Brett reaches over and rubs my back. "Hey, I hate to see my best friend like this. It will be okay" we keep driving till i get home. He drops me off "hey clean yourself up before you go in" I look in the car mirror... You can tell I have been high all night. I rub my eyes and slap myself a little. I walk up to the door and there is a note from my dad. "Hey there, guys, you know I love you so mucho but I just couldn't handle this any more. I left everything where it was plus an additional $670,000 on the counter. I hope it's enough. Sorry. I will be back in a couple I years ..maybe. Love dad" I just sit there in shock. I reread the letter and just collapse. I start crying and hittin myself. I run inside and go straight to my room. I don't even look for my mom. I get into my room and I grab my blade. I cut and cut and cut till you can no longer see parts o my wrist. I am bleeding a lot but I love the pain. I take a lighter and hold the flame on my skin. Best high you could get..on adrenaline. I go down stairs "mum!" I look around to find nothing. Great she probably went to the bar. As I open her door to her room in a last minute check, I see it... She is laying on the bed. Blood everywhere.. A bullet hole through the head. I start shacking as I start to call Brett. Next thing I know, everything goes black...

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-hey guys. Oh no! Poor levi, he goes through so much. An he almost got blair! Stupid cops...

Xoxo Megs