Desire

CHAPTER SIX

Carter

I almost fucked my daughter's best friend. The string finally snapped and we were thrusted together and I acted like I was a fucking horny teenager.

I should have kept it together. I should have pushed her away but I didn't want to and that's the problem.

I want her so badly it kills me not to have her . But I can't have it. My daughter would never forgive me and she'll lose her best friend. But Now that the line has been crossed there is no way we are going to be able to get back to where we were before.

Even now while I'm standing next to her in her new apartment I'm dreaming about how it would have felt to have her pussy wrapped around my cock fucking bed until she can't think.

The only thing we have are stolen looks and moments. We both know we can't be together. Yet why do I still crave her like I'm a vampire and she's my only blood source. I know that I'm not going to be able to stay away from her especially now that she'll be my secretary on Monday.

She doesn't know yet. I had my H.R hire her so she wouldn't know I owned the company and I'm rarely there she wouldn't see me much anyways. This just got too complicated. I should have known I was attracted to her and stayed away from her. Now it's too late.

Ella and Adelaide are hugging. He look at me with a smile on her face. They are saying goodbye for now and making plans for tomorrow. I should leave but I think Adelaide and I should talk about this first.

"Goodbye. I have to go," she says and then turns to me and says, "Don't give her the speech. You know your going to see her all the time. No crying,"

I nod. She leaves completely oblivious to what's going on. As soon as the door closes were standing there in complete slience. She's the first person to speak.

"Mr. Gilmore, I think we should forget about it. Pretend it didn't happen" she states.

How could we pretend it didn't happen? I know she's right. We need to stop this but I can't. We're both staring at each other.

"Call me Carter, Adelaide. We're way past calling me by my last name,"

She shakes her head. "Mr Gilmore. We need to stop this before it's too late and we gone to far and can't come back from this,"

"Carter. My name is Carter, Adelaide," I stated walking toward her. She backed away until her back was against the wall.

"What happened to all that flirting you were doing huh?" I asked. I could tell she was nervous. I wanted it so badly to punish her, to make her mine.

"I don't shut up, you better than anyone knows that," she teases with a smile.

"You fucking drive me insane Adelaide," I admit. She releases a breath of air. I reach up and caress her cheeks.

"Mr Gilmore" she begs in a whisper. I looked her lust filled eyes. I knew if I didn't walk away this would turn into an affair, a secret relationship.

"Good bye, Adelaide," I said walking away from her. I had to walk away. I turned away and walked away.

"No," she screamed as I had my hands on my door knob. I paused but I didn't turn around. "Carter. Sir," she said.

"Did you just call me sir?" I asked turning around. My eyes met hers. She was completely naked. I fought so fucking hard to not look down at her.

Walk away Carter. Walk away Carter. Walk away.

A playful smile on her face. She replied, "or would you like daddy, Mr Gilmore?" she said teasing.

Her body was a fucking work of art. Perky tits, slim body, curly hair, brown eyes, brown skin. I couldn't fight it anymore. I ran up to her, her face inches from mine. "You don't know what your doing, Adelaide" I stated.

She ran her fingers through my face and then met my eyes. "I know exactly what I want." she says in a seductive voice.

"Adelaide," I said through clenched teeth trying so hard to hold on.

"Please, touch me," she cried. I did as she asked. I slammed her against the wall putting her arms above her head.

I fought hard to not to take her again. But I think we already crossed the line of no return. I can't be near her without wanting her. She's like a drug and I'm a druggie who can't wait to get his next fix.

That's why I couldn't stay. I couldn't let this become something. She deserves better. She deserves fucking Asher.

I had to walk away from her. I released her and turned away walking to the door. She screamed, "Carter,"

Don't turn around. Don't turn around. Don't turn around. I fought to not turn around and to run into her arms. I opened the door and walked out.

As the windy air hit me I took a deep breath. It was killing me walking away from her. You had to walk away Carter. You cannot fuck your daughter's best friend. You made the right decision. I tell myself.

God, why is this so fucking hard?!

I made it home. As I entered the house I saw my daughter was sitting on the couch watching tv.

She turned to me with a bright smile. "Dad your home. How's Ade?" She asked.

"She's fine. I think maybe you should go over there and sleep over. It can be nerve racking to be alone by yourself,"

"Okay" she replied.