Life in high school for Ashley Bea Lexington is what every girl dreams of. She's got the perfect body, she's a genius, cool, humble, warm-hearted, the captain of the cheerleaders, class president, and favorite student, comes from a wealthy family...
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I fucked up, I know. But as I said, I can't afford any distractions. I had to set barriers for both of us. What if she fell hard for me? I would be able to control myself, but would she be able to?
I didn't wanna hurt her.
But you did.
My words stung so badly. I regret it so much
When she kissed me, I felt my belly do weird things. Of course, I didn't mean all those awful things I said to her.
She's the only girl I've set my eyes on and I swear, it's getting harder ignoring her and pretending that I am not interested in girls.
I am not interested in girls, but she is an exception. I can't believe I said all those things. She must think I'm an asshole.
I took a cool shower and put on my long-sleeved sweater and sweatpants.
"I'm baaaack" I knew that voice, it was my big bro. He barged into my room as usual.
"How are you Ashy? Did you miss me?" He was the only one who called me that. It seemed childish and I hated it.
"I told you not to call me that, am no longer a child Sean"
"Someone's not in a good mood. What's wrong?" I just wanted to tell someone everything.
"Fuck, I messed up big time," I said.
"Huh, what did you do?" He sat beside me
"I said some awful things to this girl and guilt is eating me up" I sighed
"A girl???? I missed a lot, Ashy is now interested in girls, whoa" He laughed
"Not girls, only her. She's different and I know I can't commit so I said some pretty awful things to her so that she wouldn't get her hopes up and I ended up hurting her. It was so bad that she slapped me" I said. What if she hated me? I didn't even know how I would face her tomorrow in school.
"Levi, I understand you. I understand how you're feeling and trust me I would have done the same thing, but I wouldn't say awful things tho. When it comes to love, people do stupid things"
"Should I apologize to her tomorrow?"
"Nah, give her some space okay" I nodded my head in response.
"My little bro is finally a man," He said and rubbed his hands in my hair making it all messy. We laughed. I missed having him around.
"Why are you back?" I finally asked
"Oh, can't I visit my house anymore?" I gave him a look
"Fine...Melissa and I are engaged." Melissa was his high school love and she still is. Now, she's his fiance.
"Bro, congratulations"
"Thanks, I'm gonna go down and break the news to Mom and Dad. Get some rest, you've got a big tomorrow"
A really big day
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