ᵈᵃʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ | ᶜʰᵃⁿᵐⁱⁿˢᵘⁿᵍ

insane

Chan entered Jisung's bedroom early in the morning, smiling once he saw his beloved and his boyfriend cuddling in their sleep.

He was glad to have his beloved and boyfriend home, he felt better now that they were within arm's reach.

Chan couldn't stand his boys being away from him. Or maybe he couldn't stand Jisung being away from him.

He's always hated whenever Lee Know would visit his family, as he didn't enjoy being alone. But he understood and endured the few days by himself.

But with Jisung, Chan couldn't stand it. He felt as if his world was crumbling the moment Lee Know informed him about the vacation.

His beloved being so far away, so out of reach, so unprotected, drove him insane.

Chan didn't really understand why, but he couldn't allow his beloved to stay away from him. He needed Jisung to be home.

Nudging Lee Know's shoulder, the blonde soon rolled over, his eyes fluttering open to see his boyfriend. "Honey? What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I was just hoping I could join you?" Chan's voice was soft and gentle, causing Lee Know's heart to flutter.

The blonde was well aware of how fast his boyfriend's moods could change, but he would never get tired of his soft side taking over in an instant's notice.

Nodding his head, Lee Know lifted the covers, allowing Chan to take his place behind himself.

The scene was rather precious, Chan being a big spoon for Lee Know, while Jisung played the role of the little spoon for the blonde.

Jisung sighed as he snuggled closer to Lee Know, enjoying the cozy atmosphere.

Jisung had woken up as he felt Chan crawl into bed with them, feeling the older's arm sling over both him and Lee Know.

As much as he hated the older for what he pulled yesterday, he didn't want to disturb this peaceful moment between the three of them. There weren't many like this between them.

The trio soon fell back asleep, the cozy and loving moment between them aiding in their slumber.

It wasn't until a few hours later that Jisung woke up, feeling thirsty and quite hungry.

Glancing over his shoulder, he noticed how the older two were still fast asleep.

Not wanting to wake them, he slowly crawled out of bed before venturing downstairs.

Seeing as Lee Know was still fast asleep, and they would probably be skipping breakfast and opting for lunch later, the brunette decided to munch on an apple.

As he sat at the kitchen table, eating his apple and sipping on the water he poured himself, Jisung thought about his friends.

He hoped that yesterday wouldn't be the last time he saw them, but he knew it might be. For a while, at least.

Chan soon awoke from his slumber to find Jisung wasn't in the bed anymore.

Slightly panicked, he wandered downstairs to spot the younger sitting at the table. He noticed how the boy seemed to be deep in thought, a slight frown evident on his face.

Finally making his presence known, Chan smiled warmly at the younger as he took a seat across from him, "Morning, doll." "Good morning, Master."

The pair just stared at each for a moment before Jisung spoke up, breaking their silence, "I'm still mad at you."

Nodding his head, Chan accepted that. Jisung had every right to be upset with him. But he knew the smaller would get over it soon enough.

Jisung added, "Can't you just tell me and Oppa what you're feeling, and what you want, instead of hurting others to get your way?"

Chan was taken aback by Jisung's words, not really expecting such a cold and blunt request.

The older wasn't sure how to respond, either. His instinct was to lie and tell Jisung that he would try to do better. But he knew he wouldn't, both Lee Know and Jisung knew it, so why lie?

"It's not that simple, doll." Shifting in his seat, Chan thought of how to phrase his next few words. "I can't change who I am, how I think, or how I act."

Jisung thought about it for a moment, and he decided it would be easier to just accept the older's words and not argue. He didn't want to start an argument or get punished for trying to defy the older.

Standing from his seat, Chan began to approach the younger, a small pout evident on his lips as he questioned, "What can Master do to make it up to you, doll?"

Chan soon stood behind Jisung, his arms wrapping around the boy's neck, his breath causing goosebumps to form on the younger's skin. Jisung sighed, "You can't."

"Awe, come on." Chan placed a gentle kiss on Jisung's temple, watching the smaller's cheeks tint with a rosy blush. "Surely there's something I can do to make this up to you."

Deciding to test his luck, Jisung responded that he wanted to be able to speak with his friends. He wanted more than five minutes with them while he apologized for his boyfriend's behavior.

Chan was silent for a moment, making the smaller believe he was going to deny him, but he shocked Jisung by agreeing. "We'll wake Lee Know up and go to the mall where you can pick out a new phone."

Spinning the younger's chair around, Jisung yelped in surprise at the sudden and harsh movement. Chan's face was inches from Jisung's, his eyes stern yet dull as he stated, "There will be rules, and you will follow them. Do you understand?"

Jisung nodded, "Yes, Master."

Standing up straight, Chan nodded towards Jisung's unfinished apple, "Finish your food, I'll go wake up Lee Know."

Venturing back upstairs to where his boyfriend was still sound asleep, Chan nudged the blonde awake once again.

Rolling over, Lee Know whined, "What is it now?" As he slowly woke up, he noticed the bed felt lonely, causing him to jolt awake. "Where's Jisung?"

"He's downstairs eating an apple, don't worry." Chan reassured the blonde that everything was okay before adding, "Let's all get ready, we're going to the mall today."

Rubbing his eyes, Lee Know questioned why. He would much rather call the youngest back to bed and cuddle for the rest of the day.

"We're going to go buy Jisung a new phone, and whatever else we find along the way. Come on, love, get up. You and Jisung get ready, get all dolled up, and we'll have lunch before we begin shopping."

Lee Know was shocked to hear that Chan was allowing Jisung to have a phone, but he wasn't going to argue. He knew this was Chan's way of showing off his soft side, and he wanted Jisung to experience it as much as possible, seeing as he's hardly seen it.

Jisung walked into his bedroom, earning the attention of the older two.

Chan stood up, smiling gently at the smaller as he approached him, placing a gentle kiss on his forehead before leaving the room.

Glancing at Lee Know, the older groaned as he finally crawled out of bed. "Let's get ready, sweets."