ᵈᵃʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ | ᶜʰᵃⁿᵐⁱⁿˢᵘⁿᵍ

pillow thoughts

Jisung lay in between Chan and Lee Know, the older two being asleep.

Well, Jisung thought they were asleep since they'd been quiet for a while. But actually, all three males were wide awake.

Lee Know couldn't sleep as he was still so giddy from Jisung's confession earlier, the butterflies in his stomach haven't begun to calm down yet.

Chan's mind was running wild, the images of Jisung crying and confessing his love playing over and over, like a song on repeat.

Jisung was wondering if his feelings were true. He felt they were, but something deep down inside of him was screaming that he was wrong.

He knew he loved the two males beside him. He could feel it in his heart.

But there was a voice within him that was begging him to reconsider his emotions before it were too late.

Jisung started to crawl out of bed, trying to not wake the older two, but was stopped as Chan tightened his grip on the boy's waist.

"Where are you going, doll?" His voice was soft, as he also thought Lee Know were asleep and didn't want to bother his boyfriend.

But Lee Know soon tilted the brunette's head up, locking eyes with the boy.

Their faces were barely lit by the moonlight shining in through the window as Lee Know repeated, "Where are you going, sweets?"

Jisung gulped, feeling his cheeks light up as one of Chan's hands moved to caress his thigh, "I was going to get some water."

"I'll go get us some, I'd like some water, too. Honey?" The blonde began to get up, glancing at Chan to see if he also wanted a drink. "Yes, thank you, love."

Once Lee Know left, Chan nuzzled his face into the younger's neck, whispering, "Tell Master what's wrong, doll."

Jisung opened his mouth to speak but was soon interrupted by the older, "Remember what happens if you lie."

The brunette felt at a crossroads. He didn't want to tell the truth because he didn't want to hurt anyone with his back pedaling of emotions.

But he also didn't want to lie and end up spending time alone with Chan.

Jisung was saved as Lee Know entered the room, carrying three bottles of water.

He jumped back onto the bed, gesturing for the other two to sit up.

Chan pulled the youngest onto his lap as they sat up. One arm held the bottle of water for him to sip on while the other arm wrapped around the boy's waist.

Lee Know smiled at the two, Jisung's heart fluttering as he saw the male's beaming eyes in the moonlight.

"Jisung was just about to tell us why he can't sleep." Chan spoke, causing the brunette to pout as he thought he'd escaped the question.

Thinking for a moment, Jisung decided to lie and just hope it went unnoticed, "I'm not used to sleeping in here."

"Would you like to go back to your room?" Lee Know questioned, wanting his beloved to be as comfortable as possible.

Jisung nodded, "Could I? We could try to sleep together another night?"

Lee Know smiled, "Of course, sweets. Do you want company or do you want to sleep alone?"

He was about to respond when Chan spoke up, "I'll go lay with him until he's fallen asleep."

"That's so kind of you, honey." Lee Know cooed, loving his boyfriend's soft side.

But Chan wasn't doing it out of the kindness of his heart. He knew Jisung was hiding something, and he didn't want it to hurt Lee Know's feelings.

"Come on, doll. I'll go tuck you in."

Jisung followed the older to his bedroom, the two of them soon laying down in the smaller's bed.

As Jisung got comfortable, Chan pulling the boy as close as possible, the older finally spoke up. "Doll, what's wrong?"

Silence filled the atmosphere, causing Chan to sigh before he was positioning himself over the smaller, trapping the boy underneath him.

"Last time I'll ask, doll. What's wrong?"

Jisung didn't speak, he was too focused on the features of the male's face. The moonlight was contouring his features in such a way that made Jisung's heart flutter.

Chan groaned out of frustration, straddling the boy beneath him as he sat back, "Doll, I'm starting to think you like it better when I'm cruel."

Jisung shook his head lightly, finally paying full attention to the male above him.

"You could have fooled me. You only ever answer me once I force you to."

Chan didn't mind, he was perfectly fine with forcing the younger to do anything and everything he wanted.

But he figured if he were going to do this whole nice and gentle thing, for the sake of Jisung and Lee Know, he should do that as little as possible.

"Now," Chan began, either of his hands making their way up and down the boy's body. "Are you going to tell me what's on your mind?"

"My heart is telling me I love you. But my brain is screaming that I'm wrong." Jisung spoke gently, almost as if he were afraid to let the older hear his thoughts.

"I see." Chan's hands rested on Jisung's waist, his grip gentle and loving yet possessive.

"Master?" Jisung called out, earning a hum in response. "How will I know which one is telling the truth?"

Chan thought for a moment, thinking deeply about the boy's question. "The heart usually speaks the truth."

Jisung only nodded, admiring the older, who's fingers were playing with the hem of his shirt.

He adored these soft moments between him and Chan, the moments where he appeared to be a boyfriend, and not a psychopath.

"Master?" Jisung called out once more, not waiting for the older to respond before be continued. "Can we go lay back down with Oppa?"

Chan nodded before leading the smaller back into his and Lee Know's room.

The blonde, who was still awake, sat up as he noticed his beloved and boyfriend entering the bedroom once more.

Before he could question anything, Jisung climbed onto his lap, burying his head into the blonde's neck.

Lee Know returned the hug, eyeing his boyfriend who soon laid down beside the duo.

Leaning back, Jisung smiled gently, requesting to go back to bed.

Chan pulled the younger's back against his chest, his arms wrapping tightly around his waist.

Lee Know draped his arms around both his beloved and boyfriend, his head resting on top of Jisung's.

All three males finally fell asleep with thoughts of their lovers on their minds.