I run my fingers over her features which are mostly her dimples and the tiny little mole thats painted on her left cheek. I could live like this, having Lizzie as a companion and wakeing up to her everymorning is somehing i could definately get used to.
"morning" she grumbles looking through her eyelashes "morning. Did you sleep well?" i ask and she startes laughing making me confused "funny story actually. Whenever i was hot you'd pull the duvet off me and whenever i was cold you'd through it off yourself and put it on me so yeah, it was great" i smile softly and lay my head on the pillow. Lizzie moves her head and lays it on my chest "i should get going soon" i whine, lizzie hums in response and picks up the necklace that's laying inbetween my breasts.
I trace my fingers up and down her hip making goosebumps form, i smile and place a kiss on her parting. I watch her flip over the necklace and read the date on the back "December the 17th?" she questions looking up "my mom died" lizzie lays it back on my chest the right way up and puts her arms around my stomach tightly "right before christmas, that's a bummer" i nod sadly and rest my hand on her back "definately was a bummer". Theres silence for a while until lizzie rests on her elebows and looks through her lashes another time at my eyes "i'm sorry to hear about your mom" i shrug and close the gap between us with a passionate kiss "it was a while ago, i'm over the morning process" "i very much doubt that, everyone has to morn". I kiss her lips twice quickly and run my hands up and down her spine.
"whats for breakfast?" i ask "im the guest, what are you cooking me?" i smile and pull her down ontop of me "burnt toast with burnt eggs because i can't cook" i joke making lizzie laugh. "well i'll cook then. I'm rummaging around in your cuboards and fridge. i hope theres no recording tapes". i push her off me she grabs my tshirt from the floor "like what you see?" she smirks before putting it on "of course i do but their gone now" i pout and watch her hips sway side to side as she leaves my room.
With lizzie not in my presence, i grab my phone from the charger next to me and see five missed calls and paragraphs of messages from scarlett.
sister from another mister
- tell me how it goes! fingers crossed xx 20:16
- you always reply. Are you busy? 20:43
*one missed call*
- answer your phone! 21:00
*one missed call*
- YOU FUCKED HER!! 21:45
*one missed call*
*one missed call*
- answer your fucking phone! what happeneeeedddd?!!!!!! 22:32
- when she leavess phone me. I'm sleeping now 23:01
Lizzie appears at the door holding a tray full of food and maybe even my coffee plunger. I grab lizzie's tshirt and put it on and put my phone back after rolling my eyes at scarlett's messages. "this smells amazing" i smile as lizzke climbs onto the bed carefully and puts the tray on my lap. Bacon and eggs on toast, what a spoiler. I give lizzie a plate and i take the other, i take a bit of toast but drop it when my lips start stinging. "ow!" i wince making Lizzie stop eating and look at me worried "whats wrong? did you get eggshell? i made sure i got it all out" i shake my head and rub her shoulder "what the fuck did you do to me?! my lips fucking hurt!!" i shout. Lizzie giggles and cups my cheeks "sorry, that was me but that's not the only thing" she looks at my neck "yeah, that's worse than yesterday".
I grab my phone and put it on selfie mode, im scared at what i look like "i look like i've been mawled by a dog Lizzie. This isn't funny. How am i supposed to go out?!" she giggles adorably "you did the same to me now we are even. Put some makeup and lipstick on and you'll look fine, stop overreacting". I slide my hand up her back under my tshirt and squeeze her shoulders "eat your food y/n" she says like a gardian so i take my hands away and eat the food. We finish the food and put the plates on the floor.
"tell me something i dont know about you" she says folding her legs and locking eyes with me "there's alot you dont know, its complicated" i keep it short "i can deal with complicated" i lean on my heads and peck her lips with mine. "i'll go first" she looks around the room thinking of the first fact to share "ahh i know. I have two sisters, they are twins but non-idenctical. You'd know they are twins just by lookign at them though" she says and i nod in response. I look into her eyes hoping they spark a light on telling me what to say "my mum died when i was quite young and i lived with my dad but my grandma most of the time. It was hard but i'm here, i made it" Lizzie smiles softly and grabs my hand "i'm glad your here. You made it to adulthood, i have friends who didn't so thats a complishment in itself". She intertwines our fingers "iv'e been doing ballet since i was little" she speaks moving on "impressive. are pirouettes or plie your thing?" Lizzie thinks and smiles "pirouettes. Tell me about little you, what were you like? what did you like to do?" she questions "well my mum just died so i was very shy and she didn't have very many friends. She didn't talk much and kept herself to herself" lizzie nods "thats okay, not everyone has to be a mean girl" i smile and look at our fingers. "i like music tapes and old fashioned music players. What about you?" i stand up off the bed "what the fuck are you doing?" i whisper holding my head. Iv'e known lizzie for like six days and it feels like she already knows me front to back. Like someones told her my biggest insecurities. Like she knew about my mom dying and the music tapes. "y/n whats wrong? what have i done?" lizzie asks getting up from the bed "who have you spoken too? Scarlett? Richard? Did Scarlett put you up to this?" i ask turning to look at her "what the hell are you talking about? I dont even know anyone called a Richard and i havent spoken to anyone called Scarlett for the past five years and that was in New Mexico. What the hell are you talking about y/n?".
I wipe my eyes and collapse onto my knees, maybe lizzie is being truthful and sincere. "y/n" i feel her rush to my side and she kneals next to me putting her arms around my neck. "whats wrong? what just happened?" i wrap my arms around her arm and cry into her chest. "i'm sorry, i-im so so s-s-sorry".
Lizzie lifts my chin up with her index finger and i look directly into her never ending orbs "sorrry for what? you haven't done anything" she smiles softly and kisses my lips. She wipes my tears away with her thumbs "they just reminded me of my childhood. I thought you knew all about it" she shakes her head with a soft smile "im so sorry, if i knew i would never have. I'm here if you ever want to talk about stuff. I know we've only known each other for seven days but if this goes further i want you to know you can trust me".
After I calm down, Lizzie takes the plates back to the kitchen whilst I have a shower and freshen up. She knocks on the door softly so I turn the shower off "can I burrow some underwear?" "Only if you wash it before bringing it back" I say smiling to myself "well of course dumbass. Thanks" I turn the shower back on and finish getting ready. I step out of the shower and get dressed, lizzie smiles widely from the bed and pats the spot next to her. I look into her big green eyes that pull me closer to her "kiss me y/n" she whispers, my fingers play with her lips whilst she stares at me softly "I'll do it then" she moves forward and presses her lips onto mine. Her hands play with my baby hairs as she deepens the kiss.
"What the fuck is going on?!"
