Lizzie and I made a few calls at venues we like for the wedding. We've finally found one though, it's in a woodland with a barn overlooking water. Lizzies leaving for her next project today and later her sisters are going to design me a wedding dress. . I place the tray quietly on her bedside table and admire her whilst she sleeps for a while. I kiss her forehead causing her to store awake "morning my beautiful fiance" she smiles awake "morning beautiful. I made you breakfast, you can wait a little bit if you don't want to eat right now" I catch her staring down the gab inbetween my vest and my chest. "oh baby" I giggle and kiss her lips. She sits up and pats the spot next to her where I sit "what did you make me?" I grab the tray and put it on her lap "smoked salmon and cream cheese bagel with lemon juice and dill for garnish and orange juice with ice to drink" "oh that's gourmet" I smile and rub her leg "I'm going to miss you" "I'm going to miss you too". I snuggle up to her side and watch as she eats "after the wedding can we start to process straight away?" "What process?" She asks "IVF. We don't know how long it could take and it could take years". Lizzie smiles and puts the bagel down "we can whenever you want to. Remember you don't have to be pregnant if you don't want to" I bite my lip "you need to be able to work and that won't be able to happen if your pregnant. I'll do it and if it doesn't work then you can".
We tidy away after breakfast and I hold Lizzie's hand for as long as possible "babe you need to let me load the dishwasher" she giggles "no I'll do that later. I want to spend as much time with you as I can before you go" "okay fine, let's sit in the lounge and put the fire on" I nod and follow her in. She puts wood in the fire and and joins me on the couch "as much as I want you to go, I really really don't want you to" "I know, I wish I could stay too". Luna jumps up on the sofa in-between us and lays her head on Lizzie's lap, we both pet her and cuddle her "I love you too" I smile and lean on her shoulder. "Scarletts going with you" Lizzie hums "yeah, she's picking me up" I nod "look after her. She gets rational sometimes" "she won't be with Romain, I'm sure she'll be fine". Luna lays on my lap with her paws in the air "what are you doing crazy puppy?" I play and scratch her belly, Lizzie laughs and I start playing with her paws "I can't wait to see you a mom babe" I turn to Lizzie and smile softly "me neither. When you come back we have to start it as soon as you come back" Lizzie nods and puts her arm around me "of course" I lean into her and we both pet Luna "...d-do you want to know what I was going to call my daughter?" I ask sceptical "of course" I look down at Leia I pet the top of her head "she was going to be called grace. At the time my best friend was called Grace and she was with me the whole time" she presses a kiss on the top of my head and rubs my arm "I wish I could have met her" I look up at her "I do too. I still feel empty even though I now have you and Leia, having a baby would make me complete. My whole life I've wanted to be a mum, I've wanted someone to look up at me the way I did to mine" "I know and one day that will happen, I promise. If we don't get pregnant there's other things like hire a surrogate or adoption, we're going to be mom's baby I promise". Luna sits on my lap staring up at me "you want a baby too hu. Me and mama want one too" she barks softly making Lizzie giggle "I won't have these anymore" she says looking down at my boobs "well no. They are designed for baby's, not needy partners" I smirk and pout kissing her lips.
A car beeps it's horn outside and I answer the door to see who it is, Scarlett waves from her car so I wave back. "She's coming!" I call and look at Lizzie putting on her shoes "don't leave me" I whisper as she stands up "I don't want to" she returns and hugs me tightly. Leia barks causing us to split apart "what?" Lizzie asks picking her up "I'm going to miss you" she teases and kisses Leias forehead "I'm going wedding dress hunting with your sister's today" I tell Lizzie "we'll have fun. Pick out something beautiful" I roll my eyes "I always choose beautiful things, what are you talking about?" She laughs and puts Leia down. "Y/n!" Scarlett shouts behind me making me jump "flipping hell" I say out of breath turning around to see her "don't do that!" I growl and frown "Roman is happy for you to have Rose if you want her any time whilst I'm away" "ooo yay, I love my Rosie time" I tell her "what about Scarlett time?" I turn up my nose making her gasp "so rude!" I laugh "I'm joking, I love your time too" we both share a hug before she looks down at Leia "your going to be such a big puppy when we come back".
Scarlett and Lizzie left an hour ago now I'm meeting the twins so they can design my wedding dress for me. I have no idea what Lizzie's going to wear, maybe they'll design her one aswell. I leave Leia at home and drive to the twins penthouse where they'll design my dress. I was told I need to be in my pants and bra and I don't know how I feel being nearly naked Infront of my fiance's sisters. I finally arrive and grab my bag before entering "Ashely, Mary-Kate!" I call walking through "y/n finally" Ashley says pulling me into a hug "your late" MK frown coming to welcome me "sorry, I had to take Leia on a walk". They both smile and take me to where they will design my dress "so we've got all the fabrics layed out, you've just got to choose what you like" I raise my eyebrows looking at all the white wedding material on the table "oh" I laugh "I have no idea. Your both the designers, I bet whatever you both choose it will turn out gorgeous" the twins look at eachother "welllll" Ashley holds it out "we do have one idea". Mary-Kate finds a price of paper and puts it on the table "this is our idea" she says and I look at it
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Why's there so much fabric? "Um wow" I stutter not knowing what to say "do you like it?" "Yeah I love it. But it's a bit much isn't it?" They both roll their eyes "definitely not. It's a wedding y/n not a party. Your getting married to our baby sister and becoming our new sister, it's definitely not too much" I nod, they got a fair point. I want to look beautiful and Lizzie to melt allover me. "Okay, I guess you can" both of them smile and Ashley grab my hand "this way".
I'm standing in my pants and bra Infront of a mirror with my fiance's sisters draping fabrics over my shoulder. I've never thought of anything weirder and more unsettling. "I've found another one" Ashley tells her sister making me blush "did you not tell Lizzie you were coming?" Mary-Kate asks sticking on a pin "I did, multiple times actually but she didnt care. Nothing can stop her once she gets her mind on something" I tell them as she spot more hickeys on my body. "I'm going to have to have a word with her when she comes back. Your can't have these especially because dad's coming". I've never met their dad, mum yes but dad no. Lizzie fell apart from him telling him she didn't only like men. "David's coming to our wedding?" I clarify "I'm guessing so, Lizzie hasn't said. He is her dad afterall. Why? Is there a problem?" MK asks "your not going to be pregnant then are you, that might be too much" I shake my head and play with my ring "what!? No. Of course not" I jump in making them laugh "then what?" I look down at my ring and twirl it around my finger "well I've never actually met David before and it feels wrong the first time I do it will be when I'm marrying is daughter". Ashley put her hands on my shoulders and looks at me in the mirror "I'm sure you'll be able to meet him before then. You haven't met Courtney or Jake either remember".
They finish putting pins in the fabrics and move onto the Vail "how do you like it so far? It still needs embroidery" I look at myself in the mirror "I think it's gorgeous" I whisper and they both smile "you do look like a princess" Ashley replies. They start designing the Vail and putting it into shape "when Lizzie comes home we are going to start the process for having a baby" I tell the twins who stop instantly "really?" Ashley whispers and I nod "we thought it would be better sooner rather than later. We don't know if it will work atall" they both hug me "aww I'm so happy for you" MK says "was it your idea or Lizzie's?" "It was my idea but she's desperate to have kids".
They finish designing my dress and take it off me so they can start sewing it all together. "Do you know what Lizzie's doing for her dress?" I ask the twins "no, no idea. We aren't doing hers, only yours. She's probably getting one in New York" I nod, that is true. Lizzie probably will get one in New York especially as she's now with Scarlett. I sit down with a mug in-between my hand and watch as they work.
