Its 2014!!! So so happy this is start of a new chapter. Lizzies been helping me with my mental health since Christmas which also means helping me to not get triggers. We've been talking about the baby and she's been helping me to not pass out or get overly stressed when talking about the situation. I refused to go to her therapist so this is what she proposed instead and I'm more than grateful for that. So many good things are going to happen this year, I just feel it. Scarletts having her baby in Augest, Lizzies got her film coming up and we are also going to Ibiza.
Today we're leaving to go to Ibiza and we are there for two weeks because two days after we come back Lizzies leaving to film.
"Baby can you vacuum? I've cleaned to work surfaces and the sofas" lizzie asks "yeah. The planes in four hours so go and pack" she kisses my cheek before darting up the stairs like a dog. I plug my headphones in and listen to my Spotify whilst vacuuming around the house. Once I finish vacuuming upstairs and downstairs, I open the bedroom door "have you packed yet?" I ask watching lizzie rummaging around in her wardrobe "yeah but if you want lingerie, your going to have to let me find them" she smirks. "I don't need lingerie Lizzie. I only need you to make me happy" I sit on the bed and wait for her to come back. She tucks her lingerie in a mesh pocket and I help to close her suitcase "should we make a clean bed for when we come back?" "Only if you want to". We strip the bed and put a new duvet cover on because Lizzies obsessed with the cheetah one I brought over from my house last week. Lizzie checks on her graden one last time before we drive to the airport.
Lizzie got stopped at security because she forgot to tale her phone out of her pocket when going through the machine but other than that, our journey here wasn't as stressful as I thought it would be. I paid a bit extra and got comfier seats with more legroom which I'm so happy about. And we also get an Isle on our own.
I lay my head on lizzies shoulder and I watch her hand move closer and closer to my face but all she does is stroke my nose "are you okay?" I nod and sit up "yeah, im just excited. This is our first holiday" lizzie smiles and pecks my lips "I know!". We both look out the window as the plane goes down the runway and takes off in the air "promise to never leave me" she turns at me "where did that come from?" I shrug "I don't know. I've lost so many people.... I can't loose you too" she smiles softly and cups my cheeks "im not going anywhere baby" I lean over and kiss her lips "I love you" I mumble "I love you too".
We finally arrive in Ibiza, Lizzie looks out the window and then back at me "it's beautiful" she whispers "just like me" I joke "very true. Come on, let's go". We stand up and take our bags out from the hanger above us. We walk down the Isle and down the steps "y/n wait" lizzie laughs being stuck behind a three year old. I laugh and move to the side to let the kid past "you coming?" I tease and she rolls her eyes "he popped out of nowhere" I smile and we both get to the bottom of the steps. We get on the shuttle that takes us to the terminal and collect our bags from the carrousel "here" she puts my suitcase next to me "thank you but I think we need yours more. Its has the lingerie" I whisper into her ear making her spine shiver "I know right! I can't wait to see you in it" she teases.
We find the coach which will take us to our hotel. The hotels posh because its Lizzies Christmas present . "How do you like Ibiza so far?" I ask "it's very pretty" lizzie smiles and holds my hand on her lap "when we get married, I think we should have our honeymoon here" I raise my eyebrow "not somewhere posher like the Maldives or hawaii?". Lizzie shakes her head "I'll be happy with just being at home because ill be married to you" she smiles softly, I rest of my head on her shoulder "that's in the jar" I whisper "it better be. What else is in that thing?" I sit up "your not getting it out that easily miss Olsen. You'll have to pick one and look to see what it is". Lizzie kisses my lips softly and plays with my hair down by my shoulders "just one. Pleaseeee" I role my eyes and think "hmm okay. Starting a family". Lizzies lips slowly turn upwards into a bug smile "I thought that might be in there" she laughs "when do you want to start?" "You really want a baby" lizzie nods excitedly "obviously. There's going to be a mini us, what's not to get excited about y/n?". "I don't know Lizzie, maybe after we get married. I'm still not sure if I'll be okay with scarletts baby" she nods "that's okay. We can wait for as long as you want. We don't have to rush into anything" I smile softly "thanks".
We finally arrive at the resort and Lizzies the first off the bus collecting our suitcases from the compartment under it. She runs over to me, holds my hand and drags me over to our luggage "let's gooo" she whines making me smile. We sign into reception and go straight to our room to drop of the bags "what do you want to do first?" I ask looking at the other side of the bed where Lizzie is "the lingerie is at the top of my suitcase. Just saying" I role my eyes and jump onto the bed "okay surprise me" lizzie smirks and takes out a pink set "this for you".
Once we both change into the special lingerie lizzie packed, she lays on the bed and I lay ontop of her hugging her wist tightly. "Baby" she giggles "your so tickly" I sit up on her torso and securely hold her arms far away from her body "your adorably" I smile and lay my head on her chest "I like my view from down here. It's all just boob" I say making lizzie laugh. She turns over so I'm laying on the bed and she's hovering over me "you look so good in my lingerie" she smirks and starts to kiss down my chest "only because we both had bikini waxes before we came" I correct making her smile. My heartrate quickens when she gets down to the top of the underwear "why so fast baby?" She teases and slowly slides them off my legs "hu!" I gasp feeling her fingers around my sensitive part "sshh" she hums.
We go outside and down to the pool area in our bikinis and with our towels of course. It's an adults only pool with a bar and sun lounges so everyone's wining. We put our towel down and Lizzie dips her toes in the corner of the pool "it's cold" she says taking it back out "it can't be that bad. It's like boiling" with that I dive in and feel the. Old water touch every bit of my body. I stand up and move my wet hair out of my face "you coming or what?" I ask "you can dive. I never knew that" she smiles slowly getting in with the help of the steps "there's alot of things you still don't know about me miss Olsen" I slowly swim in over to her "and one of those things is that I don't have patience" I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her in. "Y/n!" She screams and splashes me "what? It was painful how slow you were getting in" I help myself. We do a couple of laps "do you think my plants are going to be okay?" She asks busy doing her front crawl "I think they're going to be fine. Plus there's a gardener so they'll be extra fine".
We dry off on the sunloungers "do you want a drink from the bar?" Lizzie asks getting up "surprise me" I smile earning a kiss on the lips. I watch her walk to the bar in her string bikini and long blonde hair. I swear the more around Lizzie I am, the more I fall inlove with her. "Here" I take my drink from her "thank you. I love the little umbrella" she laughs and sits down with hers "it'd a cocktail but you'll have to tell me which one it is. I didn't have to pay for them which is strange" I take a sip and smile "its sex on the beach and that's because we are all inclusive. Free everything" lizzie nods "makes sense". We keep drinking our drinks. A woman and a small boy come over and sit on the deckchairs next to me "don't go anywhere" the mother tells him "Excuse me" I look up at her "Can you keep an eye on him for me? He's not allowed in the pool" I nod "yeah of course" I smile. I have no idea why she doesn't take him to the family pool buts it's whatever.
The woman starts to swim in the pool and the boy picks up a rucksack "what's your name?" I ask trying not to seem scary "Jack" "nice to meet you. I'm y/n" I smile watching him struggle to unzip it "do you need some help?" He nods. I sit up and unzip the rucksack for him "thank you" "your welcome" I feel Lizzies hands on my back. "what are you going to colour?" I ask as he turns to different pages in the colouring book "this" he turns the book around and shows me. "Iron man" he nods and starts to colour in "my friend was in the film" I tell him and he looks up "really?!" I nod "yeah. She's Black Widow" his eyes widen "that's so cool!!". Lizzie giggles from behind me and sits on my sunlounger. She lays down and tightly wraps her legs around my waist but she's still looking at the kid "mummy likes her" he says "so do I". I lay down sideways on Lizzie and watch him colour in "do you like marvel?" Lizzie asks "yeah. My rooms marvel themed".
We have a walk around the resort and down the the beach hand in hand "it's really peaceful here" Lizzie says as we sit on the soft golden sand "much quieter than LA" I add and watch as she plays with my fingers "your really cute" I frown "no I'm not!" Lizzie laughs and lays down on the sand.
