We arrive outside an apartment building and I look out the window "you live here?" He nods and gets out the car so I follow him "how did you move from England and get a place like this?" "I could ask you the same" I laugh and open the boot so Leia jumps out. I put her leash on and Harry locks the car "is she allowed in there" "yeah, come" I follow him across the road. He opens the door for me and I follow him "welcome back Harry. Oh lovely lady" I blush and hide my face following him to the lift. We get in and Leia sits on the floor whilst we wait for the lift to reach floor eight "so are you a woman puller?' I ask not looking at him "I wouldn't call it that. Come on, this way" I follow him down a corridor and he stops outside a room. We pulls out a keycard and unlocks the door so I opens, he steps aside and welcomes me in "thank you". I take off Leias lead and look around "this is really nice. What's your job again?" "Mechanics" I nod and walk around the living space.
"Why do you have so many pictures of your dick?' I ask spotting the photos on the wall "oh come on, that's not mine. You must remember it" I turn around and nod "I do, it's alot larger than that" he laughs a d walks over to the kitchen space "what can I get you? There's pins, gin and tonic, wine, anything really" I sit on the sofa and Leia sits by my legs "oh um no alcohol, thank you" his jaw drops open "no alcohol? Who have you turned into? The Y/n I knew loved her drinks" I chuckle and sit on my knee "I do but I cant-" "yes you can, just a little" I shake my head and bite my top lip "I really can't. I'm pregnant" he looks over at me and nods "well congratulations. Would you like a lemonade?" "That would be great, thank you" he smiles and takes it out of the fridge. "So how far along are you?" "Just over thirteen weeks so I'm five months" he comes over and gives me a glass "I'm sure your very happy" I nod and look up at the ceiling before back at him "well I'm not sure she is. My wife. She was but she's been different the past couple of weeks" he nods and looks down at my stomach before back up at my face "and how about you?" I smile softly "happy, glad. After Grace died I never thought I'd be able to be a mum but now I am, it's more than I could ever ask for" he nods and takes a sip of his whisky "I really do wish I was there for you. To hold you when you couldn't sleep, feel our daughters movements and be there when she was born. She might even be here now if I wasn't crap" he puts his head in his hands. "No Harry" I put my glass down and shuffle over to him "you being there wouldn't have changed anything. There was nothing anyone could have done for her. There was internal bleeding and the placenta came out before her head wrapping the imbilical cord around her neck" he sits up and wipes his eyes "you must have been so scared. All alone" I nod with watery eyes "I was but I had my nan with me. It's a natural thing, all the other parts of the pregnancy went really well" I put my hand on his neck and play with his short blonde hair "you can't blame yourself. I blamed myself for years and I became a midwife to get over it. Deliverying baby's everyday, seeing what I could have had. Grace would be ten this year and she wouldnt want her parents to still be moarning. Especially since she's getting a half sister" he chuckles and sits up "so your having a girl?" I squint one of my eyes "Lizzie thinks it's a boy but I'm 90% sure it's a girl" he smiles and sits up "well I'm sure Grace would have loved them whoever they were" I nod and stroke Leias soft ears. "How do you look at those pictures everyday and not get horny?" Harry laughs and scratches Leias head "because I have self control. Why are you?" "I've been so since my wife stopped giving me sex" "why did she stop? I'm sure you've nagged her" "I have but she won't. Pregnant people get very horny very quickly. I had to survive a whole nine months" he smiles and stands up "give me your hand" i hold it out and he pulls me up "just a quicky? She won't find out" I think about it and nod. He drags me over to his bedroom and I close the door behind me "it won't mean anything, I promise" I nod and strip down into my underwear "I never forgot how gorgeous you were" I blush and climb into his bed "what do you do at Christmas?' I ask putting my phone on the table next to me "not this. I flew back to England and spent it with my parents andmy sister. You remember Zoe right?" "ohh Zoe, I loved her. How old is she now? Like 15?" He nods "sixteen but close" I watch him strip down into his boxers "you joined a gym then?" "I had to get the anger out from leaving you somehow" I get under the duvet cover. Harry gets in beside and hovers over me "are you sure?" I nod "positive" he takes off his pants and slides mine off aswell "your so beautiful y/n, I never forgot that" he pulls the covers over the top of us and sits on my thigh "do you want me to wear a condom?" I think about it and he probably should so I nod. He climbs off me and goes over to his table "what time does your wife expect you back?" "She doesn't know I've gone out" he climbs back ontop of me and he rubs the inside of my thigh "ready?" I smile since he did that the first time we had sex. "Yeah but gentle" he brushes up against me making my wall collapse. I close my eyes feeling him enter me "fuck" I whisper and hold his shoulders "did you want me to stop?" I shake my head and open my eyes "no keep going. I just don't remember your dick being so long" he laughs and rubs my fingers "well your in charge". His hips thrust forward causing my body to come alive "is that okay?" "A bit more" he nods and holds onto my hips as he thrusts more vigorously. I breathing quickens and I grip onto his thighs "fucking hell" I husk and just let me body take over. Harry laughs and looks down to where our body's are connected "y/n you messy pup" I put my hand on his chest "you always had that affect me" he smiles and takes his dick out before laying down beside me out of breath. I roll onto my side and put my hand on his chest "that was amazing, thank you" harry hums and puts his arm around me "but I can do such a better job" I sit up and climb ontop of his thighs "your literally a fucking log. There's no bend in this thing" he laughs whilst I slide ontop of him feeling him touch my walls all the way down. He grouns loudly making me proud "that isn't the best part" I mumble I say running my hands down his stomach to his chest. I lean forward making him moan loudly "that's the sound I remember' I smirk. His hands grab my waist and we both stare at eachother "I gave you this" he plays with the small dark scar on my chest "you remember?" He nods with a small smile "of course I do. Skiing in London, you with your white bobble hat and scarf and me in my black North face" I laugh and nod "you do remember and that evening my little Angel Grace was made" he smiles softly and pulls my arm so I lay next to him. "It could have been the time after, you know, after the restaurant" i nod and turn my face so I'm looking into his eyes "my nanna was so mad when I told her I was pregnant but she soon understood. She was going to hunt you down and have your 'gut for garters'" Harry laughs "she said that?" "She did. She couldn't believe sweet harry got her granddaughter pregnant at seventeen" he plays with my hair thats resting on my shoulder "your a remarkable woman y/n". I sit up and take a sip of lemonade when I feel his hands on my back about to unclip my bra, I turn my head and him and smile which makes him give a cheesy one back "your predictable" I tell him putting the glass down. He unclips it from behind and slides it down my arms and puts it on the floor with my other clothes "come back to me" I put the glass down and lay ontop of his arm. I lay on my side and admire his muscles "I used to have abs before I got pregnant" he smiles at my breasts making my roll my eyes "oh please" I whine and sit up. He quickly pulls me back down and hovers over me making me squeal. He moves under the covers and I feel something wet making me giggle "you taste soooo good" he pokes out from under the duvet and starts to kiss my body. My hips first but he stops at my stomach "just do it. You always used to" he smiles and sticks his tongue inside my bellybutton before kissing my body. He gets to my neck and starts slowly sucking on my collarbone "you can't leave anything or I'll kill you" he looks up at me "I won't". He puts his hand in my vagina whilst doing so and my hand finds his blonde hair on the back of his head "harry" I mumble as she starts sucking my earlobe "harry" he sits up "do you not like it?" "No I do. This is how we first started to have sex" his eyes widen "it was. And then I did this" he kisses my cheek "and then this" he climbs onto my thighs "and then this" he rubs the inside of my thigh "I know, I remember that bit". He runs his hands over my body and plays with my hair "I've never stopped thinking about you, not once" "how did you get my address?" He sighs and lays next to me "I may have saw you in Walmart and followed you home. I knew it was you the second my eyes landed on you" "your the guy under the lamppost" I whisper "what? Ive never been under a lamppost y/n. I followed you back once and that was it. That was the only time I saw you. Is someone following you?" I shake my head "not exactly but it does feel like it. At the bottom of Lizzie's mums garden there's a lamppost and there's normally a man there. I thought it was you" he shakes his head "no, that was-" my phone starts ringing so I pick it up and look at the name "it's Lizzie" he nods and puts his arms around my waist whilst kissing my neck. I answer the call and put the phone to my ear "y/n" "yeah" "where are you? I've come home and your not here, neither is Leia. Is everything okay?" Harry kisses my neck "yeah everything's fine. I'll be back shortly, I've just taken Leia out for a bit and I've met an old friend" "okay, well be home soon" "will be" "love you and blueberry. Love you" "love you too. Bluey loves you aswell" she ends the call and I put my phone on the table. "Who's bluey?" I laugh and roll onto my side "that's what Lizzie names the baby. Blueberry" "ohh. Your going to be a great mum y/n" I smile and sit up "thank you. Is it alright if I use your shower?" "Of course it is" I get up and find the bathroom.
