Still nonones pov- Jarnette and Lizzie are still sitting by y/n ad she sleeps. "Lizard you know all I want to do is make sure she's safe. Right?" Lizzie nods at her mom "im not sure. She's kept it private for such a long time, she found it hard to tell me". jarnette gets up and hugs her daughter tightly "okay but I think I can guess. Do you want me to say?" Her daughter thinks before nodding "did she have a daughter?". Elizabeth's eyes quickly fill with tears and she nods, Jarnette hugs her quickly "oh honey" is the only thing she could say before crying aswell.
Back to y/ns pov- I start to wake up and squeeze something in my hand. "Babe?" I open my eyes slowly, I look around the room and find Lizzies face. She smiles softly and strokes my forehead "where am I?" I ask sitting up but she helps me "in one of moms spare rooms" I hold my head "why does it hurt so much?". "Do you not remember what happened?" Lizzie asks handing me a glass of water and I shake my head "it happened again but this time it was worse" I sigh and look everywhere but her "what did I say?" "You just wanted your daughter". I sigh and snuggle under the duvet "do they know?" Lizzie smiles softly and holds my hand "mom guessed by what you were saying. I don't know about the others".
Lizzie sits next to me and I snuggle into her side "I scared you, didn't I. I see it in your eyes" lizzie nods and hugs me tightly "yeah but you okay now and that's all that matters" I smile softly and smell her neck "how about we go downstairs?" I shake my head "I'm too embarrassed. What does your mum think?" "She doesn't think anything bad, I promise" "she does think something bad because I lost my baby. It's all my fault and she knows that". I got up from the bed and look out the window "ba-" "lizzie please. Please go downstairs and spend Christmas with your family" I say turning around and facing her "your my family". I walk over over to her and and hug her tightly "please. Please do it for me" she looks at me softly and holds my waist "I love you and noone thinks anything bad. Just come down for a little bit. There's no need to feel ashamed". I bite my lip and touch our noses together "promise?" "I promise". Lizzie holds my hand and leads me downstairs to the lounge.
I open the door and everyone looks up with smiles "your awake!" Ashely cheers and pats the spit next to ber "we were so worried about you. Lizzie said you passed out" Mary-Kate adds, I sit next to Ashley and Lizzie sits next to her other sister, lizzie was right. They don't car about what I said or what happened, all they want is for me to be okay. Jarnette smiles softly and stands up "can I get anyone a drink?" She asks looking around "can I just have a tap water please?" Everyone puts in their orders and jarnette goes to the kitchen. I catch Lizzie tilting her head to the kitchen wanting me to go and speak to her "um ill go and help" I failed my eyebrow at her before going to the kitchen.
"Hey" I smile and Jarnette returns it "hey, are you coming to help?" I nod and grab four glasses out the cuboard. "Um lizzie told you right?" I ask as I fill two of the glasses up with cold water "no I guessed, lizzie was very reluctant to tell me. She said you've been keeping it a secret" I put the glasses down on the counter and look out into the garden "well yeah" I sigh "it's not something I'm proud of" Jarnette puts her arm on my back "im so sorry" I look at her and wipe my eyes "I wasn't ready to tell Lizzie when she found out but my um...my dad told her when we went over to visit. I told him not to but he still did it. I wanted to tell her myself not by someone i've hated my whole life". Jarnette holds me close "I would never have guessed you've lost so many people. Your so happy and just full of color" I sniffle and wipe my nose "yeah? I try. I mostly do it for them, I know my mum would want to me and probably my daughter aswell". She holds my hands "they'd be so proud of you. I am" I look up at her "thank you" she smiles softly and tucks my hair behind my ear "you've got that spark in you that keeps you going. I admire that, so so much".
"Hey" we turn our heads and look at Lizzie walking towards us "oh hey honey. Come to join us?" Jarnette asks. Lizzies arms wrap around my waist and her lips press softly against the back of my neck "no. I just came to see what my beautiful partner was doing" Jarnie smiles and starts to make the other drinks "we just had a little talk" with her saying that, lizzie kisses my neck again "without me. So rude". I giggle and hold her arms "your squeezing me. Everything hurts" lizzies grip loosens slightly but she's still holding me tight "I would help but I've got a parasite" I joke making jarnette laugh "a parasite! I'm not a parasite?!" Lizzie shouts and picks me up "hey! Hey! Let me down" I laugh as she carries me back to the other room.
She sits me on the sofa "I've got another present for you" I give her a gentle glare "seriously!? Another one?" I ask "you spoil your girl too much" Ashley pouts "I wish you spoiled us that bad" the twins whine making me blush. Lizzie rummage around and finds something in the tree, she sits down next to me "here" I take it from her seeing the worry in her eyes. I smile and start to unwrap the paper "you don't have to" I unwrap it and open the box, a set of keys. "Move in with me" I look at her and then down at the box "you got me a keyring huh. You want me that bad?" Lizzie nods "of course I want you that bad. I spent two hours in walmart finding the right one". I put the box down and look into her big green irises "I'd love too" she smiles widely and pulls me into a kiss "I love you" she whispers playing with my hair "I love you too".
"Owww" lizzie whines pulling away from a pillow being chucked at her "oh that didn't hurt. Your such a baby" Ashely teases making me chuckle. "That was gross. I never want to see that again" MK grimesses "except from when you get married" Ashley points out making her other twin agree.
"What's all the noise in here about?" Jarnette asks carrying in a tray "those two weirdos" Trent says "what where they doing?" "We weren't doing anything mom. Y/n has now moved in full time" I hold up the keys and Jarnette smiles "really? That's great news I'm so happy for you both" "thanks Jarnie" I smile. Lizzie pulls me into her and I rest my head on her chest "we should get going soon" lizzie whispers making me hum "want time for a good round of Christmas sex aye?" Jarnette hits Mary-Kates arm. I laugh and look up at Lizzie "I need to move my stuff out of my apartment and put it on the market" lizzie nods and pecks my lips "your with me now". I pick up the keys and look at the keyring "a house. Very thoughtful" lizzie laughs "it's not just a house dipshit. Open it". I open the door and find a clingy picture of us "thats awful! Why did you do that?!" I shout making Lizzie laugh "I thought it was cute" "don't lie to yourself Liz" I tell her "well we both have something awful of our faces".
We pack the car and go back over to Lizzies family who are waiting on the porch. "Okay, we're ready" lizzie tells them and Jarnette is quick to pull me into a hug "look after yourself okay. Don't give up" I look up at her and smile "I won't. Thanks for having me even if it wasn't what any of us were expecting" "your welcome. Come whenever you want". The twins pull me into them "we are going to miss you so much" Ashley says squeezing me "I'm going to miss you both too" I pull away and make sure Lizzie isn't looking before handing them a note "what's th-" I put my finger over my mouth and shake my head. I go over to Trent and shake his hand "good to see you again" he smiles "you too. I promise I won't do anything that could hurt her" "I know you won't. Lizzies waiting, you should go".
I walk over to the car and get in "ready?" I nod and Lizzie starts her car. I wave out the window as we drive off until the sight of them disappears "so why did we leave so early?" I ask looking out the window "I think you know why baby" I look at her and role my eyes "so you did want a good round of Christmas sex" lizzie smirks and puts her hand on my thigh "maybe I do" I kiss her cheek and play with her hair which is in a loose ponytail "whatever you want babe".
