Its December the 17th, the day I hate most. My mum died on this day even though it was over ten years ago, she was my everything.
"Hi mummy" I sing skipping into her hospital room with flowers in my hands. Daddy's holding my hand. Mummy looks scary. She doesn't have any hair anymore so she's wearing a hat so her head doesn't get cold. She also has purple rings around her eyes but she didn't get punched like I did. She looks grey, she doesn't have pink cheeks anymore.
I nervously climb into the bed next to her and hold her hand, daddy tells me to be careful because there's a needle in her hand now. "Mummy can you hear me?" I ask and stroke her cheek. Her eyes open very slowly but they aren't really open "y/n baby" she croaks, she doesn't really have a voice anymore. I hold up my Roses "me and daddy went shopping and got you these" I tell her, she strokes my face "thank you baby girl". Daddy takes them from me and puts them in a vase next to mummy's bed.
"Baby, when I'm not here where will I be?" She's asks closing her eyes "in my heart!" "Always in your heart and you'll be in mine. Even though I won't be here, I'll always be watching over you" I smile and lay my head on her chest. "I love you mummy" "I love you too baby girl always remember that". "I'm always going to be in your heart. Whoever I am" i listen to mommy's heart slowly stop beating. A machine starts beeping making me sit up "mummy?" I whisper.
Doctors come in and daddy pulls me off mommy. "Mummy!" I shout as daddy pulls me out the room "mummy!". Doctors put their hands on her neck "I want mummy!" I scream trying to Rivel out of daddy's arms. They put a white sheet over her and wheel her bed out a different door "I want mummy!".
I just awake panting and trying to catch my breath. "Baby what wrong?!" Lizzie asks sitting on the bed next to me, I stare into her eyes still crying "y/n what happened?". She pulls me into her and I cry into her chest "baby what's wrong?" She asks rubbing my back. "T-they took her. T-hey took her a-away" I cry. Lizzie lays be down on the bed and wipes my eyes with a tissue "it's okay. Did you have a bad dream?" I shake my head "I relived the moment my mum died" she strokes my cheek "oh baby" she lays on my chest and hugs me tightly.
After I calm down, I change into an appropriate outfit to go outside in the cold. Today we're having friends and family over, it was Lizzies idea. She draws back the curtains to reveal snow falling from the sky, she smiles at me and holds my hand "first snow of decemeber" I wrap my arms around her and rest my head onnher shoulder "mum did this" I whisper. Lizzke kisses my head and we go downstairs to have breakfast "so what do you want? Remember there's food at lunch and I'm taking you out for dinner" I think "eggs and toast". I sit down at the table and look out the window "babe do you think she'd like who I am?" "Of course she would. You kind, caring and you gentle. I love you so I'm sure she would too".
After breakfast, lizzie sits next to me on the sofa "okay so you know how I told you I went shopping?" I nod "well I didn't actually go shopping, I made you something". She puts a canvas on my lap and I unwrap the paper from around it
