We sorted our problems out luckily. I went to Scarletts house and Lizzie came a couple of hours later to see how things were and so we could talk. But now I the day she's leaving for England and there's nothing I can do to make her stay.
The doorbell rings and Scarlett looks out the window "Lizzie's here" I nod and cuddle Rose "you need to talk to her. There seems to be alot of things that need a serious talk about" "I know" Scarlett takes Rose from my lap "that baby's going to be here before you both know it. Their mom's need to be on the same page" "Lizzie doesn't even think the baby's hers" I tell Scarlett "exactly. That's why you need to talk". I get up from the sofa and open the front door, Lizzie smiles softly so I smile back "how are you?" She asks "I'm okay. Can we talk?" She nods and comes into Scarletts house "any of the rooms upstairs are empty" she shouts. I wait for Lizzie to take her shoes off and then lead the way upstairs "careful, Roses clear plastic block is on one of these". We go into the guest room and Lizzie closes the door behind us "Y/n I'm sorry" I shake my head "no stop. I'm the one who's sorry, you haven't done anything except look after me. I'm the one who's done this" she sits next to me on the bed "if I didn't leave that day then you wouldn't have gone with him" "you don't know that. I should have more self control" she smiles and takes her hair out of a bun "I made you a horny mess. We can have sex later if that's something you want" I nod "definitely" she laughs and then it goes quiet. "Do you really think the baby isn't yours?" I ask looking at the floor "I wasn't thinking on what was coming out of my mouth. I do think their mine" I look up and smile at her "good because they definitely are unless the doctors got the sperms mixed. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the whole hospital thing before" "it's okay. You don't have to share everything, some things are private but not when you have sex with someone else" she jokes a little "I should have told you. You deserve to know. I lost 80lbs of blood in half an hour giving birth to grace. I went into cardiac arrest knowing I wasn't going to have a baby when I came back. I knew she wasn't crying and there was a placental abruption and my daughter was born still born. Then the nurse told me I had internal bleeding. When I came back around nanna said there was blood everywhere and they were lucky to have stopped it. I looked over and saw Grace in her tray, wrapped in a blanket. Nanna brought her over and she was so peaceful. Her little eyes and her blonde hair. There was no hiding the Harry that was in her. I was kept in hospital on a drip for a week and then I went home" Lizzie pulls me into a side hug and kisses my head "I'm so sorry". I sit up and tuck her hair behind her shoulder "Scarlett said this baby is going to be here before we know it and that their mom's need to be on the right page. I think she's right and your literally the only family I have except my grandparents and Scarlett so I can't loose you" "you not going to loose me, I'm right here" I leans forward and kiss her lips "I came upstairs earlier because raspberry wanted to hear your voice and because they didn't get to, my ribs hurt so please talk to your child". Lizzie goes onto to floor and kneals on her knees putting her arms around to my back creating her own personal space to talk to bluey as she calls the baby. "Hi bluey, you've gotten so big recently. I can't believe how close we are to meeting you now, the time has flown by bubba. Remember your still living inside mommy so don't be too much of a devil okay".
That was the day we had the biggest 'fight' since we've been together but we also had the best three hours of sex I've ever had. I'm going to fly out and surprise Lizzie in England whilst visiting my English grad parents who are my mum's parents. Lizzie and I said we would when I'm further into my pregnancy and now I am this is the perfect opportunity.
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