WHO AM I? (2) (SHANKS X READER)

Thirty-six

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Day 7

Seventh: Shanks

Difficulty: Extreme..

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“Shanks…” you muttered then frowned. Why did you fear shanks? Why would you even be afraid of him? What did you not like in shanks’ attitude? Think fast… Oh god.. you thought as you begun running “Please god, don’t make this that hard for me…” you knew this place, this was shanks’ old house and if you were correct he should be… here! You slammed open the door and looked down panting ‘Why do I feel so drained?!’ you thought then looked up, your whole world stopping. In front of you stood shanks his clothes bloodied while he held Kai in his arms, his brown eyes weren’t shining as you're used to them. His beautiful smile wasn’t decorating his face, he looked at you and his eyes held such hatred you didn’t even know it could exist in his eyes.

Just one look of him made you freeze completely, your world chattering to a million pieces. How can a look be so deadly? “Why…?” he started as he begun walking towards you “You could’ve saved him right? Why didn’t you do it? He was your child.. your only child. How could you do this to him? Why would you sacrifice him? Why wouldn’t you save him?” he asked standing in front of you “You left me… you left me behind. You didn’t even shed a single tear.. you didn’t even cry… did you even love any of us? I know one thing. Like father like fucking daughter, you're just like your own father. You’re so selfish, you use people to get what you want. You killed me once, why wouldn’t you do it again? Your father already killed my family! So why won’t you kill me and finish what your father started? I hate you, a lot. You mean nothing to me, did you think I ever loved you? Wrong, I never did. And never will” he stated and  you fell down “I.. I…” you muttered looking down “Speechless? None of us would ever forgive you, this is what happens when you betray those you care about” he laughed seeing you down on your knees “Bet…betray?... I… betrayed you…?” you stuttered “Do you think… I wanted any of this to happen?... I’m always! Trying to fix my mistakes!! Yet when I fix one.. another one pops up! I’m so fucking tired of regret! I’m so fucking tired of guilt! All I want is to live peacefully but no~ I have to suffer all the fucking time! All because I’m f/n’s daughter, I don’t give a fuck about my status or anything! I don’t care about this shit! All I want is for you to love me! All I want is for you and me to run away together!! Don’t you know how much I love you shanks!” You cried looking up “And I-“ he wanted to start talking but you cut him off “NO! DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE! STOP THIS FUCKING SIMULATION!!!” you shouted “I fucking hate you” he said and your eyes widened “No you don’t!” you immediately responded looking up at him “Yes, I do. I hate you, y/n” he said and slapped you “your selfish actions brought all of us here” he said and you smiled, your eyes dimming completely “Do you think, I would let you taint shanks’ memory in my head?” you asked getting up “Everyone you’ve brought up here would never matter to me except for shanks. Turn off, this fucking simulation” you glared at the ceiling and everything disappeared.

 

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“I can feel the sarcasm from here, you fucking piece of shit. Send me back now!” you ordered folding your arms.

Everything you’ve built in the void begun melting down and you begun fading “I just want to say, fuck you” you grinned showing your middle finger to the writing on the wall.

 

You groaned, opening your eyes and looking around. You recognized the place immediately as a hospital and cringed from how long you’ve been staying here, you saw Marco beside you sleeping on a chair and smiled ‘thank you for staying by my side brother’ you thought and got up from the bed ‘my devil fruit has been keeping me alive till now and I can feel a strange power in me.. I want to change hospital clothes sucks, my vitals are all good. I could be discharged today after they make sure I’m all healed up’ you thought and walked to the bathroom connected to your room and changed into a set of clothes you found there.

Once you were done, you walked out and went towards Marco shaking him gently “Ma, wake up” you smiled. He stirred slightly and said “Let me sleep y/n-yoi…” he answered half asleep and then jumped from his seat “Y/n?!” he shouted “Marco!!” you yelled back and he hugged you tightly nearly shattering every single bone in your body, you patted his back reassuringly not knowing what to say exactly when the door swung open “Marco-ya did something happen to y/n-ya?! I heard… screaming…” he trailed off once he saw you awake, Marco finally let you go and you immediately jumped on law hugging him just to annoy him “Hi traffy!” you smiled “Don’t you fucking ‘hey traffy’ me! What the hell happened?! Red-ya dropped you here and left” law groaned trying to get you off him “Shanks left me here?” you asked “Yeah, said something about you two being separated being the greater good or something” he replied and you immediately let him go “The fuck did you say?” You asked glaring at him “I didn’t do anything Y/n-ya! Why are you looking at me like that?!” he questioned shuffling under your gaze. “Thanks law for the info, come on Marco. We’re going” you said not smiling for the first time and they both knew how serious this was for you not to be your usual self and call them by their name not nickname.

You walked out of the room, Marco following close behind you. Once you were out you took the car keys from Marco and begun driving at a normal pace for the first time “When were you gonna tell me?” You asked looking ahead “Tell you about what yoi?” he questioned looking at you nervously “The fact you tried killing yourself multiple times?” you said as you took a sharp turn “No! I.. I didn’t! I really didn’t..” he chuckled nervously “Do I look that dumb to you?” you questioned glancing at him then back at the road, he looked down shamefully and you sighed “I’m not mad.. I’m just disappointed. You promised me Marco, you swore you’ll never do it again” you muttered looking at Marco once you hit a red light “Why?” you asked looking at the road again “Why would you do it again?” you repeated “Because… because…” he was looking down and you could tell he was contemplating if he should tell you “You could tell me, I’ve always been here to listen Marco. Believe me” you sighed “I was… I was.. I don’t know… I feel like nobody cares about me.. whenever I say something nobody listen, they all ignore me and act like I’m not there… I’m tired of being mistreated.. Even mother and father don’t care about me.. father straight out expressions his hatred towards me while mother lied about hers, I feel like as soon as everyone gets tired of me they’ll all leave me… I feel forgotten… while you got all the attention, everybody loves you.. I’m always in your shadow… even father acknowledge you! That’s completely unfair! I’ve tried and tried and tried over and over again to get his attention! Yet I never did! He cared about you but not me” he sighed finally confessing “Marco” you said seriously “You’re forgetting something. What about me? I care about you, I listen to you, I don’t ignore you. I’d burn the world just for you, you’re my only brother and I don’t care what anybody say! I’m here, here. I’ve been trying to protect you numerous times! I swear even if you tell me to kill someone I'll do it” you added as you finally parked and looked at him “We’re here, come on” you sighed as you got out of the car.

He just followed after you silently, the words you said to him repeating in his head a million times. You both entered the mansion and we’re immediately greeted by John “Young master? Ma’am?” he seemed very confused but knew not to questioned anything especially since you weren’t smiling “John, take Marco to his room. Inform father that I need him downstairs” you said and then walked down to the basement “He’s fucked?” Asked Marco “very much” replied John nodding.