Stand tall ( BUCKY X READER )

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When her eyes opened she felt a sudden determination . She didn't understand it herself but she went with it  knowing she rarely got them . Her goal was to find a new spot  a new place to find comfort and joy in .   The past had taken so much from her already she wanted to stand alone and regain it a little .  the ache in her leg made her stiffen so first thing first was to work out and loosen it .  she made her way to her closet and put on some sweats and a sports bra  and her wireless headphones around her neck . happy with the attire she set fort for the gym knowing she had a few hours before breakfast .  the closer she got she could here the grunts and thump louder and louder  with each footstep .  before her eyes stood a shirtless bucky lost in his movements to see her . she couldn't help  openly oogle the way his back muscle contracted .   suddenly the movement and thumps stopped when she looked up to see him smirking at her . " see something you like " he wiggled his brows . " yeah " she said confidently making him light up . " you vibranium arm its a science marvel " she shrugged before walking to the mats  making him roll his eyes . " you were checking me out doll" he grinned . " actually its doctor not doll , and no i wasn't jesus you've a god complex bigger than thor and loki's and their gods  now hush i'm here to work out " she scoffed .  " ok brat whatever you say " he laughed . she shook her head and put her headphones on before she started on threadmill . she forced her self to look at head and not at the stupidly sexy super soldier in her mist.  failing miserable she stole a couple of glances but then focused to her workout .  buck wasn't one to talk he was quick to check her out admiring her body shamelessly as she would bend or flex . his mind would head straight to the gutter when he notice the sheen of sweat the adorned her body making him think of different type of work out . 

both walked silently down the hall way she went slightly ahead he would catch up when she slowed down so did he . walking in to the dinning room together others perked up in hope that was short lived when they seen her ignoring his presence altogether .  " why are you so sweaty " nat grimace hugging her. " my leg was bit stiff so i did a work out " she laughed .  " so you and tinman worked out together " sam teased suggestively . " seperately and no talking " she shot him down quickly . " so how long is the hate train going to go on for " he sigh dramatically joking .  " i don't hate him , but i don't trust him to be a friend or anything else , he took my favourite spot from me , he let his fling  talk horriblely about my upbringing with out stopping or defending me , he assumes things of me  so no it's not hate its me keeping my distance so i'm not hurt   " she said matter of factly hitting him straight in the heart with her words .  " is that why you wont join the team " tony asked. " yes and no , i'm not joining team because i don't want to deal with hydra head on and i know i wouldn't be good i could freeze or let my anger take over and lose myself  and  yes because he didn't have my back like in a normal situation so why would i trust him in a dangerous one  " she stated eating her breakfast .   " what are your plans today " wanda asked changing the subject . " oh i'm not wallowing anymore what about everyone else " she asked . " i'm going to clints with bruce  " nat spoke up . " i'm going to balet and dinner with pepper " tony smiled toward  his wife . " happy is going to aunt mays and me and pietro are following "  peter spoke up . " i am going to visit mother " loki  nodded to her . " i am visiting jane " thor boomed eating his poptarts happily . " scott is gone to see cassie and me and vis are going to view some wedding venues " wanda gushed as vision smiled proudly . "  me and bucky  flying out to your dad actually " steve spoke up making her quirk her brows at him . "  oh i'm so going with you steve " she smirked ignoring the part of bucky going . " that be nice overnight thing by the way " he called as she waved over her shoulder . 

walking out to the jet with her overnight bag she text her dad to let him know she was coming and he better explain why she wasn't invited .   "  strap in and lets get going folk " steve smiled awkwardly as she look anywhere but at bucky and well bucky looked down at his feet the weight of her words earlier made him feel horrible .   "how long will this flight take .. steve " she asked .  " about 2 hours not that long jet is quick " he announced as he  started the jet .  she just put her headphones on full max volume and took out her laptop . " this is going to be long flight " steve thought internally groaning as the tension filled the jet.