Two separerat girls living two totally different lives find each other. One is just an ordernary girl from Sweden and the other one is the famous popstar Billie Eilish. This is a story about their relationship. The up's and downs and finding safety...
TW! This chapter contains talk about self harm scars and nudity.
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We wake up the next morning to pouring rain. And when I say pouring, I mean POURING.
"What a beautiful weather Sweden is giving me on my well earned free days here" Billie jokes.
"Yeah, it's wonderful isn't it! Should we just stay inside and like watch movies and eat snacks?" I suggest.
"Well I'm not going outside more then to walk the dogs"
The rain slows down a little bit.
"Me neither. We should get up tho and go for a quick walk with them before it starts pouring again"
We quickly eats breakfast and gives Ruby and Shark their breakfast before we head of for a short walk.
"It seems like we are lucky" I say and looks up to the sky.
Before I even get to finish my sentence it starts pouring again.
"Spoke too soon angel" Billie says taking my hand now running.
We stop under a tree with lots of leafs on it hoping it will protect us from the rain. But it just keeps pouring and all of our clothes are starting to get soaked.
"Should we give in and just run back home again? The dogs seems like they are done and we are already soaked"
She looks at me and nods. We start running and the rain starts to pour down even harder. We start laughing hysterically and keeps running until we both, at the same time, trips over a long stick lying across the road. We both falls to the ground at the same time in a big muddy puddle. We can't help but just sit there and laugh hysterically at the situation we have put ourselves in. Both soaked with dirty water. Eventually we get up and starts running again back to my house. The dogs seems to think this is a fun game.
When we arrive at my house we both throws ourselves inside and shuts the door, still laughing.
"Oh my god, you got mud in your face hahah!" Billie says pointing and laughing at me.
"Well so do you! Shit, that was an... Adventure..?" I say and we both break down laughing again.
"We need to go rinse of in the shower and get warm again"
"Then we can drink some hot chocolate" I add.
"Sounds great, okay come on now angel" she says and walks in to the bathroom.
"Y-you can go first" I say cautiously trying not to shake from how cold I am.
"N-no, y-you go first" she replies with her teeth chattering.
"N-no w-way. I c-can wait" I reply with my teeth also chattering.
She looks at me raising her eyebrows as if to tell me to just get in the shower. I look at her and shake my head in reply
"Y-you a-are so silly. C-come on n-now" she manages to say and starts taking of her clothes.
I get so shocked I just freeze and stare at her. What is she doing? Why didn't she wait for me to leave.
"Are you just going to stand there and stare? Come on, hurry up getting undressed before I freeze to death"
Still shocked I start to slowly undress.
"Come on! You're so slow, I'm dying here" she says now standing completely naked in front of me.
She sighs and starts to help me take of my shirt.
"Lift up your arms" she tells me as she drags the soaked shirt over my head.
And then all of a sudden I'm also completely naked. It all went so fast so I didn't even register what happened. Billie steps in to the shower and sighs when the warm water hits her body. I start to get really self conscious of how I look and the fact that my old self harm scars on my thighs are completely visible now. And the fact that I for some reason is completely naked in a shower with Billie Eilish. Let's say that's not how I thought it would end a couple of days before when I went to her show. She seems to have picked up my self consciousness and smiles at me.
"Hey, it's just a shower Tuva. Come here, I can tell that you are freezing cold" she says and grabs my hand slowly dragging me in under the warm water.
I blush at her actions and sighs when the warm water hits my body too, slowly starting getting warm again.
"See, it wasn't that bad was it?"
"I guess not" I say shyly and looks down.
All I can see is the scars on my thighs, my hairy legs, and my ugly stomach.
"Tuva. It's literally just a shower. Calm down" Billie says bringing my chin up.
I look at her and try to let out a smile covering my scars.
"I, it's just, I- I'm sorry" I say and shake my head trying to smile at her.
"It's just what?"
"Nothing.."
"No, what were you about to say"
"I'm sorry, I'm just like, it's... The scars, I'm sorry. You shouldn't have to see them"
"Is that what you're so stressed about? I have literally made a complete fool of myself a couple of days ago when you found me in the middle of a fucking anxiety attack. And you're stressing about some old scars on your body?" She says shaking her head and smiling at me putting her hands on my shoulders.
"Like why would I even judge you for that? You are beautiful and I would never judge you for anything, ever. Come here" she says and pulls me into a hug.
"Are you able to focus on showering now or do I need to tell you one more time that you are beautiful?" She smirks at me.
"That's up to you" I jokingly smirk back at her.
When we are done showering we put on some soft clothes and makes hot chocolate before cozying up on the couch. Billie sits down first and holds out her arms gesturing for me to sit on her lap.
"You know that you are silly sometimes" she tells me smiling at me.
"Like why on earth would I judge you for your old self harm scars or how your body looks?"
"Why wouldn't you? Some people does"
"For the exact same reason you didn't judge me when I had an anxiety attack"
"Okay that's fair" I say giggeling at her.
She pulls me closer and places a kiss on my forehead. I shut my eyes and smile at her. God, she's so cute. I wish she liked me the way I like her.
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