As Long As I'm Here // Billie Eilish

Birthday sex

TW!
This chapter contains smut.

The party continues until late at night. Billie is having so much fun dancing and talking to everyone.

"I'm just going to the toilet, stay here with your friends" I tell Billie.

She immediately turns around towards me.

"I can walk with-" She says but I interrupt her.

"Billie, I'm okay. Stay here with your friends. I'll be back in five minutes" I tell her and smile.

She smiles back at me and turns around to talk with Zoe and Ariana again.

I can't help but smile when I'm sitting at the toilet. I think about how crazy life is. Not long ago I lived in Sweden, my mother was abusing me and Billie Eilish was my favorite artist. And now I'm in LA, have no contact with my mother and Billie is my girlfriend. It's literally insane when you think about it.
When I'm done I go to wash my hands as the door opens and Ariana comes in.

"Hi!" I greet her with a smile.

"What a night!" She says.

"Yeah, it's magical! I think Billie really enjoys herself"

"I think so too. There's this spark in her eyes that I haven't seen before. At least not with her previous boyfriends. You are really special to her" she says and smiles again.

"She's so special to me too. Sometimes I really feel like I don't belong here if that makes sense? Like, it's so weird, how did I of all people end up here with her?! It's nuts" I reply and laugh.

"Of course you belong here! Her being famous have nothing to do with that. When you fall in love you fall in love, you know?" Ariana says and puts a hand on my shoulder.

"Well I guess so" I shrug.

"And besides, I think it was fate. You two belong together" she says before we walk out of the bathroom again.

We walk up to Billie and Zoe, they are standing at the same spot where we left them. Billie wraps her arms around me from behind and holds me while she continues talking.

"You better hold on to that girl tight" Ariana says.

"Believe me, I'm never letting this one go" Billie says and kisses my neck.

Zoe and Ariana goes to grab something to drink while me and Billie waits for them. She turns me around to face her and we look into each others eyes deeply.

"Hi" she says and smiles.

"Hi" I reply smiling.

"Do you know that you look gorgeous tonight?"

"Do you know that you look gorgeous every night?" I reply.

"Shut up" she says and laughs at me.

She leans in to kiss me and I answer the kiss. We stay like that for a long time, kissing and just enjoying the moment.