As Long As I'm Here // Billie Eilish

Could you picture that?

2 days later.

"Guys, you need to hurry up if you want to come with, we are leaving now!" Finneas shouts from the doorway.

"Can you give us one fucking minute to get dressed?! Damn" Billie shouts back at him as we make our way through the hallway.

We put on our shoes and jackets and puts a leash on Ruby and Shark. We are going to some kind of christmas market today. I really have no idea what to expect, I've been to Christmas markets at home in Sweden but never in an other country. Especially not in LA.

"Seriously, did it take all that time because you guys wanted to have matching outfits?" Finneas asks while we all get in his car.

"Yes?" Billie answers and questions him back.

He just shakes his head and laughs.

"What are we going to do at the market?" I ask Billie.

"Whatever you want! We can listen to the christmas choir, eat candied apples, buy christmas presents, play games. You'll see when we get there!" Billie tells me.

I smile at her and lean my head against her shoulder, closing my eyes.
When I open my eyes again we are already there. Seriously, I just closed my eyes for a second?! Anyway.
We get out of the car and gets Ruby and Shark from the back. They are so cute together, they really get along well.

"Billie, uhm-" I start.

"What baby?"

"Can uhm, can I hold your hand? I understand if you don't want to because we are in public and-" I start to ramble but she cuts me off

"We are official now angel, I want the whole world to see you. Okay?" She says and takes my hand.

I can't help but smile and blush lightly.
We walk hand in hand with Shark and Ruby in our spare hands down to the christmas market. Billie starts to skip against all the Christmas lights smiling widely. As I'm holding her hand, I can't do anything but skip with her. Finneas and Claudia are walking behind us giggeling.

"Oh my god, look!" I say and point at a giant teddy bear.

It's a prize in a game where you pick a rubber duck from a big pond. You win on every duck but only small prizes. You need to chose the right one if you want to win the big teddy bear. We walk up to it and discuss wich duck is the right one to pick.

"Just pick one, we are not going to win the big prize anyway" I tell her after we have stood there for a minute.

"No, this is serious business. We need to chose the right one" Billie says still concentrating on the floating yellow ducks.

I giggle at her dedication against the plastic toys.

"That one, number 14" she says and points to a duck.

The person behind the desk picks up the duck she pointed to and turns it around to us revealing the number "1" painted in black underneath. I drop my jaw and look at Billie, we both laugh. I start laughing so hard I need to bend down to get air.

"Where the fuck are we going to put that?! It's giant!" I laugh hysterically.

"Uhm, I don't know. I didn't plan on winning it for real" Billie laughs while she receives the bear.

"You are insane hahaha" I continue laughing.

"Okay, we go and leave our new buddy in the car before we continue. Or do you want to carry him around?" Billie asks.