Sterek~ Rewriting history with you

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"STILES?" He heard Derek yell, Stiles ignored him and threw another branch, "I know you can hear me, You shouldn't blame yourself, that's what he wants, he wants you to feel angry, you can't let that happen or he'll win." Derek said coming to where he was,

"Why did he pick me? What could I have that no one else does? I'm a sarcastic, ADHD kid who can barely survive a month without having a panic attack!" Stiles shook his head, "How am I supposed to control this and keep the ones I care about safe?" Stiles shook his head again as Derek leaned down beside him,

"He chose you because he saw potential and Stiles? I see it too, You are smart and I know I haven't said anything but no other bitten wolves can control their urges, Look at Scott for example, he is pre-focused on his girlfriend If he was one of us, he would've done a lot worse than be controlled, I know your confused and angry right now, but it isn't your fault, it will never be your fault, now we have to go before the hunters and probably cops come and scout the area." Derek said as he got up and reached out his hand, Stiles nodded but stayed silent taking the other man's hand, Derek nodded and lifted him up and they both walked back to his loft.

"Here, drink this." Derek handed him a bottle of iced tea, Stiles smiled as best as he could given what was going on,

"Thanks." Stiles thanked him as he took the drink and drank some, "So do you think you'll ever rebuild this place?" Stiles asked,

"Um, I don't know, maybe when this is all over," Derek whispered, Stiles wondered if he would they would be friends so he could see that,

"Sorry, I shouldn't of, I just, say the wrong things." Stiles shook his head, He hated his brain sometimes, why couldn't he just keep his mouth shut,

"No it's okay, I get it, Curiosity takes over," Derek answered, Stiles nodded, and they both stayed silent for a while,

"How was jail?" Stiles asked breaking the silence, he hadn't actually asked at the time Derek got out,

"Just as to be expected" Derek answered, Stiles nodded, "How was your first game?" Derek asked and Stiles loved that they were finally having a regular conversation,

"Amazing! My dad cheered me on the whole time, which was embarrassing but meh what can I say?" Stiles shrugged,

"That's great." Derek nodded, Was that a smile Stiles saw on his face? 

"I better get going, it's past curfew, and my dad is probably pissed." Stiles shook his head as got up and walked towards the door,

"Okay." Derek nodded as Stiles left, As much as Stiles wanted to stay and get to know Derek more he knew he had to go home.

"Where have you been? it's ten o'clock! There was a murder and you need to follow my orders!" His dad shook his head,

"I was busy, I'm sorry." Stiles looked down, He knew he screwed up,

"With that Hale guy?" His dad asked, Stiles' eyes widened, What was his dad getting at?

"And how do you figure that?" Stiles asked, Stiles just wanted this to be over,

"Scott told me, He's 24 Stiles! You should not be hanging out with someone like that!" His dad told him in a furious tone, What did his age have to do with anything?

"Someone like what? He's my friend!" Stiles shouted, Stiles needed to calm down,

"He is too old for you." His dad said in a stern voice, Stiles shook his head, completely worked up,

"What do you mean by that?" Stiles asked, Stiles waited for an answer as he shook his head,

"I think you know what I mean." His dad eyed him, Stiles clenched his fists tight as he tried to calm down as best as he could,

"It's not like that!" Stiles shook his head at his dad, Stiles sighed heavily,

"Oh, so what is it like then?" His dad asked, He sounded very accusing and Stiles did not like it,

"Dad, He lost his family! I have sympathy dad, He needs a friend and I am, So stop thinking like that, there is nothing beyond those lines between us." Stiles said as he ran up to his room, Stiles put his hands in his hair and shook his head.

Did his dad seriously think that they were dating? Stiles couldn't believe it, Yeah he admitted that Derek was hot and had the body of a Greek god, but C'mon, Stiles wasn't even gay or was he? Stiles never really thought of his sexuality because he had been too obsessed with Lydia Martin to even realize if he was into the male gender, but now that his dad suspected it then why not think of his options? Derek was grouchy and closed off, He barely knew anything about him so how could he be thinking that? Once his dad insinuated the idea of it he couldn't stop thinking about it, he hated it.

Stiles shook his head as he went to his bed and lay there till he felt himself fall asleep, he closed off his mind the best he could and hoped that the alpha couldn't get to him, if there was any way that he could read his mind then there was no way the alpha could know what Stiles might somehow feel about Derek Hale, He admitted he was screwed.