[...] What is man, but an מפלצת חסרת צירים of its own heart's feelings running wild?
What did it see? What was that it heard? To manifest such ferocity amidst the chaos
Such display of רֶגֶשׁ is what I seek, yet all they do is stare back with silent a smile
They need a final push from הרופא to twist that grinning, monstrous pathos
They are strong of קוֹל, inhuman of גוּף, and resilient of אכפת. Yet they still lack
[...] Lack a defined אושר, עֶצֶב, or complete אֲדִישׁוּת. They lack a psyche
All we have done is make them מפלצות לב. But I can make them have a heart attack
To see how איש defends itself deep within, is to see טירוף חסר מעצורים as the only key
I might need to heavily doctor this log. This is, after all, a turning point of the research
The יללות is still without meaning. The צווחות burst out and do not translate well
It is of the utmost importance to לְפַעֲנֵחַ these to the point of an idiom recherche
[...] What could that man want with a signing, moonlit night? To the bottom he most dwell
[...] What lies at the bottom of the heart... is but an truthful, twisted monster of itself
The moon must reflect the bleeding heart of so many night-less pains and lies
To see and hear them firsthand... it must be maddening to give shape to yourself
To give קוֹל, גוּף and אכפת to emotion... To be aware of the changing nature of your eyes
It is then, that I have found myself talking with Dr. נפרטרי for advise and updates
I, too, might harbor a resemblance to that man. I, too, see the לב חסר צורה within
[...] We are all the same deep inside. We are nothing, yet combined, we are our best traits
החורף מיילל chill me no more. I remain calm amidst the calls of my inner twin
[...] A friend to count on. A דופלגנר to whom I owe no explanation
He is לִי, and I am אוֹתוֹ. I may not answer the call, but he knows who he is calling
To find a friend in yourself, is to find its hidden pieces in the hearts of the others reflection
That man. The מפלצת מעוותת that he is... is nothing but a מַרְאָה most enthralling
The others struggle to reach this point of development, but the doctor helps them
[...] To become each of them as you interact is to לקבל שינוי for what it truly is
She צורות. What will be, it is not. Yet it never was what it was made from
Only an approximate to whom we strive to understand through catechize
She truly is both an emphasizer and sympathizer. A carer for their being
She reflects her לב מפלצתי unto them to truly understand it
She understands, thus, is aware of הטבע שלהם. This, too, is freeing
[...] The חופש אמיתי. The absolute, unhinged nature we all transmit
Conversation is more than words. It is connection through understanding
[...] Yet it is not enough. Understanding is not the same as being self-aware
המעבדות ההתפתחותיות is to proceed next. The תאריכים מתאימים are approaching
Dr. מארה שיבני קרסי will determine the אורך חיים, משך חיים of this לְמִידָה stare
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Memory Fragments: Probity
FantasyWARNING: CONTAINS VERY EXPLICIT CONTENT. The heart is found hidden in the aftermath of choice. An enlightened path gets brighter when humanity is restored by imperfection. Only the darkles of intertwined flesh obscure the void left while casting dar...
