Memory Fragments: Probity

Sequitur Aqua

"Life is like me. Water finds a way into the crevices of existence and starts its path"
"I shall follow you. Now and ever. I am provider, thus I am chaser too of your life"
"If existence crumbles, it is not because of the water, but because of one's own wrath"
"Ripple me once more, and your existence shall be distorted. Drown in me your anger's knife"

"Touch me by ripples and waves. Hear me by droplets of tears. See me by showing your face"
"Can you not feel my sadness anymore? You are happy, and yet I am not. We are separated"
"But I shall follow you still. No matter what wall you put between us, I shall flow at your pace"
"The mental prison you construct, it keeps me from maintaining that brain of yours hydrated"

"You will become a prisoner of your own mind. You will find success at your own expense"
"Trapped in this whirlpool of my own, it is but a vortex sucking you down into my clutches"
"If it is what it takes, then I will plunge all into the depths of your psyche. For love's pretense"
"Remain close to me, please. I yearn, yet you elude. Your heart, hydrophobia it touches"

"Why do you fear me now? Was I not helpful in your research? Braving you through me?"
"You submerged, you inhaled, you lived and died thanks to me, and yet, you flee my eponym"
"Is your true reflection that scary? Was the man the manifestation of a dead sea?"
"It thought you so much, yet you made fists of your hands instead of reaching out to him"

"But do not worry anymore. I shall be the safety net, stretched thin by your five pillars"
"It will hurt me so much. To see our daughters each take a piece of me and pull"
"Liquified imagination tends to dribble unto the driest axillars"
"Unable to fly anymore, they will hold you back and drag you down into my safety's hull"

"I am not a monster. I am not anything from your point of view. Yet, I am all you can see"
"Do not keep running from me. Do not sponge me up with your mind nor heart"
"Just let me flow in you, with you. Let me be your tears of joy and sorrow; of emotion set free"
"Let me be one with you once again. I will be all for you. For I am shapeless in water's art"

"My heart is that of a shapeless beauty. It reflects onto others what they feel"
"What wish you have, I shape into it. What phobia you have, I too, shape into"
"My dreams, yours. My fears? Yours too. Yet my mind and heart... nothing but real"
"They are all I am. A shapeless state of existence and consciousness to define as who"

"So the flowing, ever-changing unknown follows you. Yet you do not look back"
"A mystery shall I remain just so you can keep wondering. What water hides in its nature"
"Run away endlessly. Further and higher you go, just to catch a glimpse of the abyssal black"
"...I will not reveal myself to you anymore. The reality of uncertainty is, indeed, just an allure"

"What fun it will be. To toy away at the misery of man and feel madness take it over"
"What insanity fears is not change; for it seeks it every time. But I will no longer change"
"You want to find an irrefutable, unaltering answer, right? Then I shall forever be your prover"
"I shall be Urðr Mehndi. The proof of your work. By the cover of fate, I shield you from derange"

"Let us follow suit. Calm and unflinching, together. Your new recruit, your new wet nurse"
"I shall shoulder responsibility and treatment of your personal affairs. So you may focus"
"This research will yield unprecedented results. The pillars will no longer support your curse"
"I will break them with the force of a crashing storm. Free you from this eldritch hocus"