Memory Fragments: Probity

חמש בנות

[...] "Though I may be without shape, what לֵב I harbor is seen by misshapen eyes"
"What עיניים you have can only see what they want to see. חמש בנות come in your view"
"I stand next to you, her אִמָא. I am your עיניים, and I yearn for the מִשׁפָּחָה that I fantasize"
"Look upon our בנות and let me take shape. חמישה עמודים form the bridge from me to you"

[...] I am uncertain of what the man just told me minutes ago. I need to reviewed
He was... erratic, yet calm and assertive of his words. The התודעה נקראת phase is next
Dr. זיקרה תדיאטה אולימה has been feeling a little oblivious, but has denoted certitude
The החדרים הקוגניטיביים are ready to receive candidates for the evaluation of their effects

First, I will personally evaluate the top patients to further investigate the common link
[...] Though faint, I can hear some of their צלילים, but not one cohesion is amidst the whispers
Like עֲרָפֶל, they take shape of the room and resemble whatever meaning you would think
Nothing but lies at the moment, but what little truth there is, Dr. זיקרה will be without lispers

[...] They are מוּדָע of their מַהוּת now. Perhaps that is why the have stopped talking in sounds
But... it has this weird feeling effect on the head. How much זְמַן has it passed since exposure?
The doctor says it is fine, and not a דקה בודדת has went by, but the צַלצְלָנִי still pounds
I... can see their משמעויות. At least, what appears to be the לָשׁוֹן they developed; I am sure

[...] I went out for breather. The moonlit view truly is refreshing when exiting that place
But.. I did see דמיון של זיכרון וקוגניציה מעבר לעצמי of each of them
I did see התקדמות. And now, I am ever so certain of their גַלִיוּת to be on a set pace
It is not בִּלתִי יָצִיב. It is just לא מעוצב. Rather, it has no לְעַצֵב. Where did those חדרים come from?

But... how to further up this research? If uncertainty is not guided, it becomes mystery
But if the place it has been discovered from takes form, then it begets questions unanswered
What is the nature of מַשְׁמָעוּת? What לֵבָב takes form of the answers that I seek from reality?
[...] What good are עיניים, when מילים alone do not shape the image of a לֵבָב unaltered?

I see their שִׁגָעוֹן overtake them. Those misfortunate, unable to obtain a natural state
[...] To be מוּדָע, yet fail to comprehend the קוגניציה of your own לֵבָב's memories
As the past days approach, they begin to talk again, reverting back under their thought's weight
Though the זרימת זמן is chaotic in there, its צוּרָה has not taken place in endless centuries

I will send the five remaining candidates to the בתי המקלט הביולוגיים for their last evaluations
Dr. ריאה שחכיתא אורד will receive the results from Dr. זיקרה and begin test immediately
[...] I... might need some time in there as well. I need to process all from the other stations
I am now beginning to understand this sense of ulterior immediacy; a feeling most expediently